Jim

Its all about sex with me....That's what she said when I told her of my experience at the Gym. Moved into a small room working my Abs on a Nautilus Machine when I realized that there was a good looking woman in the room with me doing sit-ups bent over a large inflated ball. Could not have put myself in a better position to 'gawk' at her cleavage as her breasts somehow managed to stay in her top as she leaned right back for the start of the next sit-up.She is right. It is all about sex with me. I was thinking more about playing with those breasts than my abs. (How much fun can one have with one's abs?) How can a man who thinks about sex much of the day exist in a home where sex is not discussed - without much awkwardness - and sexual techniques are never on the table (there's a thought!). We have not had sex - even touched - for at least three months - yet we share the same bed. I have a nice body. I sleep in the nude. I have tried. I have not had a blow job in 7 years - yet I go down on her when I can (love it).We have two children. I do not want to leave - for their sake. My wife and I are great friends - just no talk about sex.I have a belief that there are women out there who are in the same situation. I would like to connect with them as a friend in similar circumstance - perhaps meet on occasion for some relief (mutually respectful and as discrete as one can be). I have tried to reach out to swinging couples - how lucky are they to be able to follow their desires in the spirit of trust, respect, friendship and love - but to them I am a 'cheater', a 'single guy', not one of them. (I respect couples who do not want to play with "married guys" but I do not appreciate the judgmental few who immediately assume that I am a slimey SOB. I am not. I'm simply stuck in my world. I doubt that married women who approach swinging couples are greeted in the same way?) Many couples 'advertise for 'a third' -a woman. I thought that some of these 'thirds' would be interested in meeting with me. I would like to met some of these open-minded women! Where are they?! I am here!!!I would like to talk about sex with people (groups, couples or women - attached or otherwise) who are interested and can talk openly about sex -their needs, their fantasies. Especially women in my area - Westborough, MA - who are open to meeting discretely and respectfully ... for sex.I once tried to start a group for married, attached, individuals who wanted to swing but could not (for whatever reason) in the evening. The group would meet in the Boston area for 'hot' lunches and early afternoon gettogethers. Shared expenses. Last one out close the door! Insisted on equal membership women and men. Anyone interested? Am I nuts?(I have posted on Craig's list and got multiple responses from Guys who like my cock and would love to suck, swallow, ride, etc. While I appreciate the interest I am not interested in Guys on their own. Thanks.)