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Laura's old myspace :)

I am here for Friends

About Me


♥I BELONG TO
NIK♥ so quit sending me dodgy messages lol :P!!
I've got more wit, a better kiss, a hotter touch, a better fuck;)
my name is laura. my middle name is really lame. (joy). my birthday is on 16th june 1988. im a gemini. this is the most honest profile ever.. haha! :) i have a best friend born on the very same day as me. i have a love for my cat like no other. im a nice girl. but i hate that im SO shy and self concious when sober. i like to make people smile. i love days when i can just lay in the sun. i also love thunderstorms and being in the rain. the notebook. i have a passion for music, and gaming. im a games geek, i love the sims. i also love pink and going shopping and changing my appearence. my hair colour changes a lot. i love it when i get random text messages. and i love hugs. i love kisses. i love being loved. i love snuggling in bed watching movies, with someone special. im going to add to this every so often with weird little things. i like bears. not big grizzly ones that can kill me though. cuddly bears. i dont like feeling hurtyful. sad face. i like looking at the time and seeing that its 11:11 or 09:09 and making a wish. i absolutely love the sky.. especially at night. the stars and the moon are SO pretty. i love learning languages and sometimes i regret not going to university. im pretty well educated. i have always been a big bookworm. romance please. i enjoy having money in my bank. i love memories. i miss primary school. i love epona. im getting a tattoo soon :) i work, in a hospital at medical records. its okay. i cant swim so if you ever want to kill me just push me in water. i cant fucking wait for download festival this year, aaaagh. i play san andreas just to drive around and i sometimes pretend its real life heehee time to get milk! brooooooooom. im cool (H). i love comedy :) i get in these stupid depressive moods where i just want to die, and no matter what nobody can get me out of them.. they suck so much :( i suffer from EXTREME jealousy, its not good. apparently ive been told i attention seek, and one person once told me he could rebuild me from scratch into something better... sorry but im not changing. if you dont like me the way i am, fuck you. i like being quiet. run away with me. i dont like falling for someone and then breaking up with them :( i enjoy oreo cookie flavoured milkshakes. i love scented candles. i sleep with my fairylights on, im still a child at heart. teddies&disney! i constantly worry, but try to put on a brave face as best i can. i miss my nanny so much. life is too short. from now on i will not waste my time on jealousy. hate is such a strong word - i do not hate. but i do hate war. falling out with the people so close to me hurts. distance is my enemy. don't ever tell me you love me unless you actually mean it, that word never means anything to anyone, but me, apparently. picnic is a weird word. i've been in love once before. good times. i really appreciate good underwear, and nice smelling perfume. i dont care that im a bit of a games geek, everyone has their hobbies, one of my friends told me not to change :) i get evenings where i just turn off my lights, even though im scared of the dark, and curl up in my electric heated bed and cry myself to sleep. EMO!:p haha.. but then i wake up and feel okay. its good to let it out. i enjoy cookie dough ben and jerrys ice cream. i love the ocean.. i'd like my ashes scattered in it please. i have been to 5 countries - france, turkey, corfu, malaysia, canada. malaysia and canada are my favourites so far. underoath make me happy. i enjoy harvest moon. 2043. i make weird noises :) i'm a good driver :D! if you've actually read it this far, wow i like you. haha. i love to have milk and cookies before bedtime :) i enjoy porn :P im short sighted and meant to wear my glasses all the time but i usually always go blind when im out :) i need contacts! i HATE mornings, i'm just half dead. alcohol is the way forward! i like beer :) and cider! tornados are amazing! and i love rain :) i have a sexy silver ka and its so pretty :) if i say "heh" it usually means im a bit upset haha. i have a special award :P and i love jagermeister mmmmm. i wear pink nail polish :) i get random hiccups. i love it when people play with my hair. my hands are ALWAYS cold. im flexible and can put my leg behind my head but not standing up haha :O i hate goodbyes. i also hate it when i go to do something and then forget what it was lol :( you only have one life.. live it with no regrets. i find it hard to stick to speed limits when im driving hahaha oopsy.. O:) i would actually do ANYTHING for my friends, id go to the end of the world for them. im always expecting the worst, but hoping the best. james wants me to add this lol - i ruin films by telling everyone whats going to happen. oh and i used to be a right bitch in primary school and claw people. i have long strong nails, theyre real :) ive learnt that i need to stick up for myself more often. i am not up myself and i am not bigheaded, actually i honestly dislike myself. im very open with my thoughts and feelings, im not scared to let you know how i feel. im scared of the future because im not too sure on what im doing, but its exciting at the same time. i hope i end up in america one day. with my little happy family. i've not really decided on children yet because the thought of labour scares the hell out of me, but if i do i'll probably have 2... but thats not for at least another 8 years i hope! i love the smell of petrol, but i usually wear this lush satsuma body lotion so i smell all fruity :) im a bit of an alcoholic.. always seem to be drinking. i dont smoke. but i have nothing against people who do, and nothing against people that are straight edge : its your life, do what you want :) i have a really bad addiction to changing my profile song hahaha.i have tomato ketchup on like, everything! :D! yummyy! i am obsessed with the sims 2 :) i have no piercings at all, not even my ears! thinking about getting my lip done but i quite like not having anything. i hate feeling ill. i consider leonpie one of my best friends :) i have 11 gcses and 3 a levels. i love love love love love love love the legend of zelda. i own a pink ds lite :) before i go to sleep, i ALWAYS check for spiders.. me scared of them :( i accept pretty much everyone that adds me, and dont actually have nearly 4000 friends in real life hahaha thats silly.. myspace just keeps me occupied when im bored. happy wednesdays. the morning feeling;) sharing a house on animal crossing with nik. green goblin. finishing work. msn dates ;)

My Interests

I'd like to meet:

i have the best friends and boyfriend that a girl could ask for so.. NEH! :) nik makes me so happy :D happy wednesdays are the best!! surprising me :D:D and playing final fantasy 12 together on ps2. i sooo dont mean to distract him! i just sit there innocently watching and cuddling him honest O:) hes the best at fixing consoles :D sharing our house on animal crossing and paying the mortgage together... okay so i do the friendly talks with the residents whilst he makes the money hehehe. sitting in the hob like big geeks playing ds, reading nintendo mags, drinking cider mmmmmmmmmm. we're perfect :) hes my favouritest!!!! even if i cant spell that word :D

Music:

i pretty much like EVERYTHING, the list is neverending... 36 crazyfists, afi, the agony scene, akon, alexisonfire, all shall perish, all that remains, the almost, angels and airwaves, ashlee simpson, atreyu, audioslave, avenged sevenfold, avril lavigne, baz luhrmann, bedlight for blueeyes, between the buried and me, beyond all reason, billy talent, the bled, bleeding through, blink 182, bloodsimple, blue october, bodyrox, bon jovi, boxcar racer, brand new, brigade, bring me the horizon, britney spears♥, brooke hogan, bullet for my valentine, caliban, cascada, chamillionaire, children of bodom, chimaira, chiodos, christina aguilera, circa survive, city and colour, coheed and cambria, cute is what we aim for, dashboard confessional, david gray, deftones, devil sold his soul, dido, eighteen visions, emery, enter shikari, every time i die, fall out boy, fergie, fightstar, finch, foo fighters, the fray, from autumn to ashes, from first to last, frou frou, funeral for a friend, gallows, god forbid, gorillaz, guns 'n' roses, gwen stefani, gym class heroes, hans zimmer, hawthorne heights, head automatica, hell is for heroes, hellogoodbye, hillary duff, him, himsa, horse the band, the hurt process, ill nino, in flames, InMe, jack off jill, jessica simpson, jimmy eat world, job for a cowboy, johnny cash, johnny truant, jojo, justin timberlake, kelly clarkson, the killers, killswitch engage, the kooks, korn, lindsay lohan, linkin park, lost prophets, luke pickett, lupe fiasco, machine head, mad capsule markets, metallica, misery signals, motorhead, muse, my chemical romance, natalie imbruglia, nelly furtado, norma jean, nubuo oematsu, pantera, paramore, parkway drive, pink, placebo, plus 44, pod, poison the well, prodigy, pussycat dolls, ratm, rammstein, red hot chilli peppers, reuben, say anything, secondhand serenade, send more paramedics, senses fail, sia, sikth, silverstein, slayer, slipknot, snow patrol, soulfly, the spill canvas, spineshank, staind, stephen lynch, still remains, soty, the subways, taking back sunday, tamia, tenacious d, three days grace, thrice, through the eyes of the dead, throwdown, trivium, ultrabeat, underoath♥, the used, velvet revolver, walls of jericho.. etc.

Movies:

♥ the notebook ♥, anchorman, the break-up, where the heart is, american pie, titanic, mean girls, sin city, thirteen, my girl, every disney film.

Television:

♥desperate housewives♥, family guy, friends, the simpsons, meet the barkers, newlyweds, the simpsons, scrubs, laguna beach, americas next top model, skins, neighbours, ♥THE GIRLS NEXT DOOR♥

Books:

i do read. lots. currently: 'making your mind up' by jill mansell :)

Heroes:

my daddy for being so strong :) love you!

and these girls (holly,bridget,kendra):

NIK! i (more than:P) internet ♥ you haha

My Blog

im SOOOOO HAPPY!

RIGHT NOWI LOVE ITWHAT AN AMAZZZZZING MONTH THIS IS GOING TO BE!EEEEEE
Posted by LAURA NOIR ! on Tue, 05 Jun 2007 01:11:00 PST

food poisoning

or a stupid bug from work... either way ive been up ALL night (unable to sleep cos in so much pain) being sick and urgh, not good. im really bored just being in bed :( i wish i had a laptop urgh. i ca...
Posted by LAURA NOIR ! on Wed, 30 May 2007 05:24:00 PST

so im..

REALLY bloody ill :'( started off at work earlier feeling light headed but thought nothing of it..) then about 2 hours ago the pain kicked in... my stomach is KILLING ME, and ive burnt up so much yet ...
Posted by LAURA NOIR ! on Wed, 30 May 2007 07:02:00 PST

i dont feel the need

to write a blog on how much your little attempts at trying to make me jealous amuse me :)
Posted by LAURA NOIR ! on Tue, 29 May 2007 02:49:00 PST

suicide girl

 peoples views on me becoming one?i was offered to become one earlier... im thinking about it! :)
Posted by LAURA NOIR ! on Wed, 23 May 2007 12:19:00 PST

memories.

If you read this, if your eyes are passing over this right now, even if we don't speak often, please post a comment with a memory of you and me. it can be anything you want - good or bad. when you're ...
Posted by LAURA NOIR ! on Thu, 05 Apr 2007 02:55:00 PST