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About Me

i'm here there and everywhere. from your dorm, to the dojo, floating around p.noval like a wandering insect. at kuya joseph's or eating fishball, to buying zagoo, to using the net at pikachat.i love to eat. anything from chips to waffle dogs, to free cake at matt's place. on odd days you'll find me and a couple of friends spoiling ourselves with mediterranean dinners, and the next, you'll find us endulging in KFC chicken with lots and lots of gravy.i love to hang out with my friends. staying out as late as possible just to make use of the liberated time i have. whether it'd be at timezone, greenbelt 3, staring at yuppies, to hanging out at some nearby tindahan to just sitting in the pav.i love music. from soul to reggae, to alternative to metal...even trance i can make do with it with. i love playing my guitar. and i love struggling to play certain tunes people request...i love being spontaneous. i love making spontaneous decisions of commuting somewhere and heading off to where my feet takes me. i love to follow my heart, and how my brain never ignores it.i love the rain...i love the smell of the rain coming, i love playing in it...i love the sound of the clap of thunder...i love the memories it gives.i love the beach, the sound of the waves, the smell of salt. my hair swaying, insync with the sway of the palm trees.i love my hometown, port moresby. the simplicity of the place, the reason why it's the land of the unknown...the fear, the happiness, my childhood there, and the friends that i've met.i love out-of-town trips. i love long roadtrips...i love stopping by places that are far from the city, i love how the sight, sound and smell changes every time i'm out of the city.last of all, i love this universe of ours. how everyone and everything that makes up life conspires together to make up our universe. all the things i love are in this universe; the stars, the people, the places, and the rain. i love this place.

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My Interests

dreaming of lying on absolute paradise, packed with just a camera and loads of cash and a tan to keep for life, swimming till my little legs can't take it no more.

I'd like to meet:

artists and musicians and the likes...i wanna meet a lover of water, the sea breeze, the wind, the sunsets..."I somebody to walk up behind me, and kiss me on my lips, and breathe down my neck - erykah badu"

Music:

bob marley, DMB, erykah badu, trance/gay sounds, incubus, sarah maclachlan, filter, the old greenday, radiohead, jamiroquai. anything soul, reggae, rnb and alternative and rock, bossa nova, house music...

Movies:

stand by me, home alone 1, mannequin 1 & 2, legends of the fall, a league of their own, battle royale and those gay art films =) KUNG POW!!! Enter the FIST!! those movies from the 80s basically...even back to the future and dirty dancing 1.

Television:

that 70s show, malcolm in the middle, CSI, sex and the city, will & grace, alias, home & away, the L-word...

Books:

history of art, Lexy; Nance & Argus: SEX; GODS; ROCK & ROLL by Oliver M. Pulumbarit, Charlie and the Chocolate Factory, Roald Dahl books, RL Stine's Goosebumps, Memoirs of a Geisha, veronika decides to die, the 5 people you meet in heaven, tuesdays with morrie, like water for chocolate

Heroes:

spiderman, she-ra, me

My Blog

shrinkage

i'm crying again, for the 5th time...3 days in a row. just talking about it all to ming...she says i'm downing myself too much. she says i've stressed myself too much.she says i've been putting a lot ...
Posted by Aubs on Sun, 03 Jun 2007 09:41:00 PST

afloat - livejournal - 1st of June

i wonder what it feels like to float...just to drift off...have my feet launch themselves off the ground...and just swim in the sky. i keep trying to meditate within myself by lying on my bed and feel...
Posted by Aubs on Sun, 03 Jun 2007 08:17:00 PST

i may be crazy but i'm not dumb

i usually prefer songs that have meaningful lyrics to it...but i saw this song, "Crazy? Yes! Dumb? No!" performed by Anika Moa, who is a born kiwi but has a record label with atlantic records...she di...
Posted by Aubs on Sun, 03 Jun 2007 08:14:00 PST

burn

why is it that every time something reminds me of you, my chest tightens up and i can't breathe. when you try to make things better, i only want to ignore you and make you feel the pain i go through. ...
Posted by Aubs on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST

broken

she tries to make it all ok with denial, lies and persuasion sometimes she believes you, sometimes she makes an excuse. things are not what they seem in her world she wants your love, your eterni...
Posted by Aubs on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST

too many questions

to accept the reality of things is something i know i'll always be working on for the rest of my life. to try to fight the angels and devils lurking somewhere up there...what's right and what's wrong ...
Posted by Aubs on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST

angels or devils

if I was to give in - give it up- and thentake a breath - make it deepcause it might be the last one you getbe the last one that could make us coldyou know that they could make us coldI'm always gonna...
Posted by Aubs on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST

of all the things i hate...

of all the things i hate, is to be left thinking nothing went on. to know that i played this game alone, that you have mysteriously disappeared, creeping back into your old self like 'us' never happen...
Posted by Aubs on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST