existence. my ashley. brevity. friendship. logic. dreams. life forms in general. insects (they are way more clever than we commonly think). all contexts, especially the most true. connections. light. WATER. botany. chemistry. health. anatomy. beta carbolines. biology. harmony. fractals. palindromes. anagrams. the helix. cymatics. geometry. crystals. chirality. vortices. frequencies. gravity. time. time travel. apples. worm holes. magnetism. energy. auras. the consciousness and memory of DNA. Choice. transcendence. spectrums. the spectrum of all spectrums. the qubit. my self. my every sense.. the universe.. thinking. umm what can i say, i find everything interesting.. and im pretty good at finding awesome things to be interested in.. im also interested in making other people interested in brilliant things. also, maybe some things that are taboo. the idea of taboo itself. deja vu. necrophilia, genocide, suicide, human sacrifice, cannibalism, war, propaganda, greed, hatred, the innacuracy and uncertainty of overgeneralized, outdated statistics misleading peoples beliefs and feelings towards others.. lets see, what else..
I'd like to meet:
its all too complicated. people are very manipulative and controlling. its hard to know their true intentions, the true context of whatever they are talking about. people do a lot of sick and twisted things, so many to the point where you would be extremely stupid to trust any of them at all. but we have done so many absolutely brilliant things.. absolutely remarkable and genius. sometimes compassionate too. so busy and social.. we really are a special breed.. but like what i was getting at.. there seems to be opposite extremes.. and humans really draw the line thick, or obliterate the line alltogether.. unlike most of these other animals. you might see a human compassionately caring for an orphaned seal, nursing it back to health like an angel, so it can be released back the wild.. then you can see a video of some dude walking up to an unsuspecting baby seal, and just bash its head open with a metal bar. thats just one example that you might think is unfair, but just another dose of reality.. the type of things people do with their lives. but i think you got the point. i like good people with awesome hearts. people that actually care.. and think about things from as many angles as they can.. people that can see the connections, and similaritys with all the other life/family around us. i also enjoy intelligent people, preferably the kind with a good sense of humor.. compared to some savant with nothing ever interesting to say but some parrot talk. really just dont be a stupid jerk and ill do anything for you.. i dont want to be meet any verbal abusers.. vaguely attacking people in a cowardly guise. although, i kinda feel like one right now.. oh endless contradiction and hypocrisy.. but even if youre a stupid jerk, im also kinda stupid, and ill still do anything for you. take it or leave it.. appreciate it, or just keep killing me. i will never hurt you.. i might say something you dont want to hear.. but you should atleast respect the honesty or something. i try to be as open and fair as possible.. its not in my nature to take pleasure in the harming of others. emotionally or physically.
Music:
cool sounds. i tend to not like lyrics very much though.. some can be very great and uplifting.. sung very beautifully. but for the most part they are overly judgemental and egotistical.. negative at the core. and overly ambiguous.. full of "i's" and "you's".. leaving tons of room for people to take it out of context to justify/create bullshit drama. take it from you.. i mean me.
Movies:
koyaanisqatsi, baraka, the US vs john lennon, zietgeist, crapshoot. and as for fiction... i connected with V for vendetta very well. logan's run.. the island. team america: world police. toys. dune. network. pink floyd: the wall, iron monkey, hitch hikers guide to the universe. sin city. princess mononoke(and i cherish the rest of his work..howls moving castle, spirited away, castle in the sky, nausicaa and the vally of the wind), the fountain, pi, thank you for smoking. fast food nation, ferngully the last rainforest... i heart huckabees, groundhog day, office space, adaptation and little miss sunshine are also very enlightening. grandma's boy was entertaining for an adam sandler type flick. buffalo 66 was hilarious for some reason. dark city. forest gump was intense. i also enjoyed stranger than fiction, what dreams may come. you might have to watch them several times through to actually get how deep all the connections are. art school confidential. the science of sleep. jumanji struck a chord, as laughable as that sounds. the beach. akira, edward scissorhands, beatlejuice, apocalypse now redux, little man tate.. ummm a ton more but i cant think of them right now. whatever im watching, i find someway to not only connect, but laugh at something thats not supposed to be funny. not sick stuff, but like just goofy shit. its like i got those space robot guys in my head, from that one show where they watch movies or whatever. yeah i never watched that, but for some reason i think its like that. also.. everytime im watching a movie, i cant help but think.. these people are pretending.. they are lying. they arent really feeling those emotions.. and it kinda bothers me. people saying i love you and kissing.. looking just like everyone else.. its just kinda weird. i mean the storys are good food for thought sometimes. but overall i think its kinda scary.
Television:
its sickening.. people get off on such terrible things. we dwell in such disturbing fantasys, i see no logic in it. plus, the radioactive boxes are only there for advertising, desensitizing, and without a doubt, PROGRAMMING.. for gods sake they call these shows "programs". they persuade you on how to feel and think about whats happening in the world. what to buy and how to live.. just talking boxes spamming scam after scam. go read a book or have an open minded conversation. dont allow yourself to be controlled with stupifying dots of strobing light. endless commercials for the same old product with a slightly newer look and a much bigger price tag. ITS ALL A HUGE SCAM.. THE TABLES TILTED, THE GAME IS RIGGED, SAVE YOURSELVES.. OPEN YOUR EYES.. figurativly speaking. but anyway, I LOVE CARTOONS! because its like.. tons of art in motion. highly imaginative.. well, i do like curb your enthusiasm. because they make all this everyday drama seem so hilarious.. and good eats is a good show. cuz that guy is like a scientist and historian of food.. theres way too many bogus people on foodtv.. but that dude, knows the fuck hes doing. i also enjoy SOME discovery channel HD.. animal planet.. science channel.. national geographic. shows that.. well show me the world.
Books:
the giver, the internets.. one day i hope to read catcher in the rye.
Heroes:
the universe. the suns that forged every atom in my body. people that make me think about important things ask different and necessary questions. bill hicks, george carlin, spawn, ghostrider.. a lot of others have inspired me. wish i could remember them all.
