currently: wishing for a guy who stands up and fights for love.
Because sometimes, the hardest thing and the right thing are the same.
My name is Komal. The words energetic, friendly, hyper, and lazy describe me very well. Some of my qualities contradict others and often I confuse myself. I’m a soft-hearted and emotional person and many feel I need to Toughen up. I have learned this world is just too harsh to ever let your guard down. I don’t trust people very easily. When I give advice I am often speaking from experience. I over-analyze everything yet accomplish nothing by doing so. I am only ambitious until I get lazy. I am only lazy until I get motivation from a source other than myself. I have no talent in my areas of interest. I often cause problems for myself unintentionally. I am skeptical about the meaning of friendship. I often resort to materialistic happiness. I make several decisions I know I will regret in the near future. I often act on impulse. I speak 4 languages. I want to be a Cardio-Thoracic Surgeon. I want to get married at a young age. I don’t know if I want children in the future. I am a Vegetarian and proud of it. I am Indian but could care less about the culture. I Love ice, Chinese food, and chocolate. I like things to be romantic and sweet. I have an emo side and am afraid of it. I love to write but am too lazy to do so. I have never been in touch with my inner self. I often lose hope when the going gets tough. Sometimes I take risks and sometimes I am afraid to try something new. I hate scary movies or anything that would disturb my mind. I often live up to the meaning of my name. I still have no idea who I am.
More useless information. I'm Indian. I pretty much hate where I'm at. And i'll always want to be somewhere else. And im perpetually pissed. Yay for fragments...wheee! So, the bane of my life is pretty much English. And/or other foreign languages, but only because they get all mixed up in my head. English technically wasn't my first language, Gujurati was. But, by the time i was three, i'd forgotten it and English took its place. But, i can still understand it like a Goddess and speak it too. And, I'm learning Hindi. And Spanish at school. Confusing? Just at little. And I still want to learn Japanese, because I am unusually fascinated with the language and culture. And because I could care less about my own.
And i'm still not sure which language I think in.
And I do NOT believe English should be the langua franca.
But there are the things I love as well. Like Music. Music, Music, Music, Music. 'Tis the language of gods and the soul of man. If there's one thing i could [and do] care about, its music. But none of that rap shit.
My main dream has been to become a doctor. Surgeon preferably. I come from a family of doctors that have influenced my life tremendously. And it helps that Im a science geek. Although, I'm a bit challenged at math.
Like everyone else, I have my particularities. Like two spaces after every period. Or tapping my foot incessantly. Or overuse of incomplete and personal pronouns. =].
Oh and ghettobrown is probablly the gayest thing on the planet. If you're reading this...give it up. You look/sound like a fucking douchebag.
"Yes, the apathy has returned once again. It seems my life is like f(x)=tan(x) in radian mode. With every other week in the upper quadrants and the other weeks in the lower quadrants." ~ Adnan Zafar
