Suicide;The only way to get rid of my problems? |
These days, it definitely does seem that way.My mind is completely convinced that I am an inferior being, and I see signs from others which only convince me more.
I can't take this much ...
Posted by Miguel Perez! (Cannabis Indica) on Fri, 04 Jan 2008 04:33:00 PST |
Confusion |
To my dismay, my life is being taken over by a wave of confusion.....but what is confusing me?Almost everything.I still don't know who to trust......and its driving me crazy.I know I shouldn't depend ...
Posted by Miguel Perez! (Cannabis Indica) on Thu, 20 Sep 2007 08:23:00 PST |
Sexism:Discrimination to Both Sides |
People often have the mistaken thought of Sexism being a "Women's Movement".Which is partially true, but what some women and a lot of men don't seem to realize is :both genders face a large amou...
Posted by Miguel Perez! (Cannabis Indica) on Sat, 18 Aug 2007 09:26:00 PST |
Update;My Life |
I must say, things are going much better for me lately.Yet, at the same time, I still find things to be sad about.I dont know why this always has to happen to me, I dont want to feel like this.I guess...
Posted by Miguel Perez! (Cannabis Indica) on Fri, 17 Aug 2007 11:07:00 PST |
Dysphoria |
Unfortunately, things are not looking so good for me right now. I still have my thoughts of hurting myself, my depression, my stress....its all here still.It doesn't seem to be going away.The light is...
Posted by Miguel Perez! (Cannabis Indica) on Sun, 17 Jun 2007 05:14:00 PST |
My thoughts.... |
are suddenly being fueled by self hatred.......visions of self harm.....self mutialtion....fill my brain....I feel as though my days are growing slim......my mind is starting to succumb to the pressur...
Posted by Miguel Perez! (Cannabis Indica) on Sun, 13 May 2007 09:50:00 PST |
A storm is coming |
I feel the tension getting greater.....I see happiness becoming nothing more than a dream.....I feel my mind drifiting slowly towards the abyss......The pain is getting increasingly difficult to handl...
Posted by Miguel Perez! (Cannabis Indica) on Sat, 12 May 2007 09:40:00 PST |
Thinking about the future |
Once again, I find myself feeling unsure, and a little scared about the future......First off, the thing that I always wonder is: how long does my mom have?I'm getting increasingly worried about her c...
Posted by Miguel Perez! (Cannabis Indica) on Thu, 26 Apr 2007 06:02:00 PST |
Spring Break |
Well,starting tomorrow after school,I'll officially be on spring break.....I wonder what this year's spring break will bring me........fun?.......I hope so.....
Posted by Miguel Perez! (Cannabis Indica) on Fri, 06 Apr 2007 06:09:00 PST |
Tired |
I'm getting so fucking tired of my life at home........I'm getting fucking tired of my stepdad talking his shit.......tired of school(good thing spring break is coming....).....tired of feeling so emp...
Posted by Miguel Perez! (Cannabis Indica) on Wed, 04 Apr 2007 06:08:00 PST |
