Live Fast, Love Hard, Die Young.
One piece of advise i want to give you is:
Believe in yourself, only in yourself and that which makes you strong; do not depend on others/promises as people will let you down during your whole life.
Be yourself, think by yourself, speak your mind, be free.
And that will lead you to your own destiny.
It's the only thing you posses: yourself.
If you really want to, you can change the world.
Remember it.
-Uska.
READ BEFORE ADDING ME .
And they say she sold her soul to the devil for Rock n' roll.
-"Excuse me while i kiss the sky."
-"Be the change you wish to see in the world. "
-"It's only after we've lost everything that we're free to do anything."
About me, right? I really don't know where to start with.
So this is going to be long, sorry.
You should get to know me yourself.
As i can't explain my mind + my own self.
I’ve been beaten, bruised and broken.
Maimed, disfigured and mutilated.
Betrayed, neglected & lied to.
My world has been shattered Several times over.
& My heart crushed a few too many times.
I wouldn’t be the person I am without the harsh reality.
Or the mistakes I’ve come to learn from.
"She's always fucking right, she loves to drink, fight, & fuck every night."
Well i'm Anna but most people call me: USKA .
I'm 17 years YOUNG.
I know i look + act older as, i really feel older cause:
Age is just a number, MATURITY is what matters.
I wasn't born with enough middle fingers.
I'm the god of fuck.
and a fucking work of ART.
I'm nice but i can turn to a fucking hostile bitch in 1 sec.
I love to help people, i feel sorry for too many people & i can't help it.
I'm a good person on some things and a fucking devil on others.
I'm a pacifist however i'm VIOLENT as fuck.
Can't help it, sorry.
If i have to beat the living shit out of you, i will, promise.
I over analyze everything, beware :]
I give dirty looks too often, i don't even notice so, don't take it too personally, or do, your choice :].
I'm not a good influence in general.
I'm VERY good at lying and inventing things :]
I can be brutally honest or fake, depends on the situation & relationship.
I love movies, i would love to interpret some roleplays cause i can relate to them.
I'm obsessed with being Beautiful, trully, perfect.
It brings me down everytime i look in the mirror.
I'm skinny even though i eat WAY too much.
I have a very fast metabolism, suck on it, bitches. :]
-I do not copy or follow trends, i get copied by lots of people and it's VERY annoying.
I know i'm not normal or average and i LOVE it. I would kill myself if I was, i'm weird, unique, intelligent, imaginative & misterious :]
I live in Madrid, Spain...don't ask me: "where the fuck is that?!" go find it in a map retard.
I love living here, i have everything i need here well, most...
Just before you ask, i speak/write english very well as i have lived in England for nearlly 6 years so i'm completely bilingual + go to an english school.
But YES i'm Spanish. Go make a joke now idiot.
I'm WILD! insecure, negative, adventurous, crazy, random, paranoid, violent, VERY sensible, caring, revengeful, problematic, autodestructive, intelligent, imaginative, misterious, FUNNY, shy, hyper then sometimes deppressed, jealous...you really don't want to know anymore except that i have a
FUCKING LOW SELF-ESTEEM.
I'm not the depressive type after all im the fuck off type :]. I'm always happy towards other people :D
It surprises me how much shit from life i can take seriously, i realize i'm stronger than i ever thought, cause i always have some hope and that's what saves me. Even though im surrounded by shit, i always keep on. And i love how i barely never show it to my friends, i always wear a "mask". Thats why i am my own Hero, cause i'm always happy after all.
I'm the type of person that feels alone when in a room full of people.
I feel like i don't appreciate things sufficiently. The amazing things that i DO have. Either: friends, qualities, material things. etc.
I'm VERY philosophical, i love thinking about life, politics, religion, love, misterious things etc. I love to think bout it and study to get to know more. Things like those FASCINATE me to a madness point.
I love to observe, i could sit in a car watching things pass by for hours.
I also love small details and appreciate them greatly.
I'm very romantic maybe even, hopeless.
I day-dream all fucking day, just to imagine what i will never be/have :']
I'm an atheist as i don't believe in god or religion however, i agree with the philosophy of SATANISM, as a philosophy not as a religion, as i don't believe in organized ones.
Satanism is not devil worshipping you ignorant cunts, go look it up. The devil has been created by the christians, it does not exist as a being.
I'M MY OWN GOD.
My life or what it revolves around: Music, FRIENDS, drugs, alcohol, guitar, anarchy, finding TRUE love...
I NEED a boyfriend... and this drives me crazy. But not just anyone.
Music is my life and i mean it.
I play the guitar and i'm looking forward to making a band. I want to be a proffesional musician.
I'm an artist in every single way, it's LIFE.
I find beauty in what most people consider grotesque.
& Create art from my own past experiences.
I like a wide variety of music although i prefer certain genres.
I do know and do admit on talented musicians or bands, whichever genre it is.
GUITAR RIFFS MAKE ME ORGASM, seriously.
I also love PHOTOGRAPHY + art i pretty much suck at art but i'm quite good at phtography.
It fascinates me how you can capture a feeling for eternity.
And i admire people who play instruments well, paint well etc artisitic people, i want to meet more :].
You should also know i am an obessive band stalker rofl.
I'm obsessed with Kurt Cobain , he's my God, don't ask me to explain why, i can't, you won't ever know, but i love him. He's diaries are my bible + his biography is my guide. I'm getting a tattoo of him. No one is more obsessed than me with him.
I like to write lyrics or just random stuff it's the only way i get all my shit out...
One other job or career i like is studying the criminal minds such as serial killers cause they fascinate me though i don't forgive them.
You may think i'm fucked up in the head, most people do, it's ok :] and if it comes from you i'll feel delighted bitch. Plus, i'll probably be, as people like you, are the ones who make me puke my life out.
I like to get fucked up & do fucked up shit.
I LOVE to drink JACK DANIELSSS especially but i love any form of alcohol, lately i'm drinking loooadsss of beer.
I also LOVE WEED + other types of drugs, as i like to get fucked up + shitfaced to forget this fucking world and to have fuuun with my mates <3
Call me a yunkie, an alcoholic, whatever you want, you ain't anyone to judge me bitch it's my own life, I live it the way i want to: without rules. Now, fuck off (Y).
I like to party in fact,
I PARTY LIKE A FUCKING ROCKSTAR!
I'm an ANARCHIST. Please, don't go telling me how i don't know what anarchy is, how you hate anarchists, how it is impossible and any other bullshit cause: 1) I know what it is, i go to demonstrations, protests and participate in many acts + have studied it and the MOST important i feel anarchy. 2) I don't give a flying fuck motherfucker about what you think. 3) And last yeah, it is impossible while people like you live on earth so go die fucker.
I love debating, i'm REALLY good at it, seriously.
Anarchy is in your spirit, just like revolution, you feel it or you don't. Don't go faking it please as YOU are the ones that kill it.
If your a NAZI get the FUCK outta my page, you fucking retarded,ignorant scum! :]
My FRIENDS are nearlly the only things that keep my sane, might not show it very much but i LOVE them and they mean everything to me and i'm realizing this lately these days when i get to find out who are the ones who stick with me through shit aswell than through good times.
We do some REALLY crazy shit together, laugh until we pee ourselves and fuck up things/get fucked up all day
= Amazing <3 :D
I sometimes don't know who my REAL bestfriends are but i have great friends so i'll find it out along the way, meanwhile:
Ines, Morta, Pola, Angela, Susi, Bea, Amaia, Beka, Bea kinky, Jorge, Sergio, Zuria, Elsie, Nebel etc. <3 my WORLD, my best friends, all.
Even though, It seems like i have to be a different person with each person cause of the things i say/do.
Which makes me go (even more) mad + confused and question what/who i am.
I can't really tell my whole, real life to anyone, too shocking.
Believe it or not, i cannot see how this is showing off.
People would leave, judge or be scared/sorry.
Even if you think you love someone until you die, if you dont need them anymore or put you at risk or are really unstable, you will leave them.
It's the sad, fucking truth, i've done it too.
I really am what i want to be, i don't expect nothing from life except:
Happiness, love, friendship, trust & respect.
Fullfill my dreams as a musician, living for & because of art.
Or analysing the criminal mind, it fascinates me.
I want to die with all my "to-do list" complete, finding true love above all.
When it's completed i'm ready to go, young, "pretty" and happy.
Let's leave it that^ way, please and so remembered for it.
For changing things or being who i trully am and wanna be.
I support same sex marriange and bisexuals and everything. I'm straight but i respect it and actually love people who are different, however if you say you're bi to be cool, fuck off + get a life and find someone you actually like.
Don't let this turn into a fashion too.
Don't be scared and talk to me! I'm quite nice, most people think so :]
Get to know me yourself...
ROCK N'ROLL MOTHERFUCKERS .
THE END.
(You've just wasted some minutes of your life reading some bullshit about me which you don't care about.)
"This is your life and it's ending one minute at a time" - Fight Club <3
CONGRATS!
DONT COPY MY SHIT, GET A LIFE OK? THANKS. (Y)
"You're the type of daughter parents pray their kids don't turn out like and the type of person parents warn they're kids about. It's the fucking truth."
- My mother.
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