that about says it all.. i'm a square peg in a round hole, a multiplex person in a binary world, and not too happy about it... but what to do?
i'm an unconventional person from an unconventional background. i don't think or feel like most people do on almost any issue. Yet i live in a conventional world, have a conventional job, am in a conventional relationship with a very conventional woman* who has no interest in change and who thinks i'm basically nuts to think and feel the way i do.
(* whom i love dearly, don't get me wrong - but lord god, how did we ever manage to stay together? it would be hard to find two more different people).