perpetual nonsense

*i am from the US but moved to israel in Dec. '05 b/c a change of scenery was needed.
*i am a perpetual student w/ a fear of the "real world" and if people ask what i want to do, i look for the nearest blunt object and beat them w/ it
*i'm a bit crazy, slightly psychotic, i tend to be irrational and impatient but other than that, i am a blast.
*i curse like a drunken sailor and i don't apologize
*i write b/c it's a way of venting what i am feeling
*i haven't seen my natural hair color in over 7 years but i think i am pretty close to it now
*i like adventures, having fun and trying new things.
*i like meeting new people and i am up for any challenge you may have for me.
*i don't like playing by the rules b/c i'd rather make my own.
*i am loud, outgoing, and have a flagrant disreguard for acting "normal."
*i love tattoos and piercings and anything else that makes some one different and stand out and shows who they are.
in the end, i am me...i have my kinks, my quirks, and my flaws but they have shaped me to be the person i am and i can't say i mind it all that much and neither do any of the other people in my life :)
i am one of a kind
i don't always color inside the lines or use the right color crayon.
**I AM AN ALL AROUND WORK IN PROGRESS**
b/c sometimes even marilyn monroe can say it right:
"i'm selfish, impatient, and a little insecure. i make mistakes, i am out of control, and sometimes hard to handle, but if you can't handle me at my worst, then you sure as hell don't deserve me at my best."
or
"i believe that everything happens for a reason. people change so that you can learn to let go, things go wrong so you can appreciate when they're right, you believe less so you eventually learn to trust no one but yourself, and sometimes good things fall apart so better things can fall together."
i honestly don't know what else to say, maybe you'll just have to message me to find out the rest ;-)
i miss everyone back home like crazy. you all mean so much to me and i value our friendship more than i can write in words. please keep in contact w/ me.
i shira
AKA:
shora
shi-shi
gimp
star
slut-muffin
sasquatch
and any other name i have EVER gone by
TELL ME ABOUT YOURSELF - The Survey
Name: shira [insert whatever nickname you have for me here] b.
Birthday: april 11, 1983
Birthplace: manhattan, ny
Current Location: constant state of insanity, oh wait, no, i mean herlizya, israel
Eye Color: i've been told i've got blue eyes lately
Hair Color: dirrrrrrrtly blonde
Height: 5'4
Right Handed or Left Handed: i'm a righty
Your Heritage: eastern european/spanish/middle eastern mutt
The Shoes You Wore Today: rockin' black converse
Your Weakness: boys, military uniforms, chocolate or to combine - boy in military uniform giving me chocolate :)
Your Fears: bridges, bodies of water that aren't pools, the idea that some one might actually think me sane one day
Your Perfect Pizza: 3-cheese pizza w/ a lot of garlic
Goal You Would Like To Achieve This Year: i think i'd like to graduate w/ a few brain cells still in tact
Your Most Overused Phrase On an instant messenger: oy!
Thoughts First Waking Up: "what the fuck..." and "i don't wanna..." tend to be the most popular
Your Best Physical Feature: i've been told my eyes and my legs
Your Bedtime: whenever i decide to stop playing the insomnia game
Your Most Missed Memory: last night i was in syracuse before moving to israel dec 05 or lakehouse for july 4th weekend in 06 when i was back in the states for a visit
Pepsi or Coke: b/w eli and the guys at work, i've turned into a coca-cola fiend...i need to have it
McDonalds or Burger King: mcdonalds if i have to choose but i am a burgers bar kinda gal
Single or Group Dates: i don't care really....
Lipton Ice Tea or Nestea: hmmm...why does this question involve me thinking a lot? skipping it......
Chocolate or Vanilla: good god my man, chocolate
Cappuccino or Coffee: i am a fan of coffee...big fan, except that instant crap this whole country drinks
Do you Smoke: not so much anymore....i'm really trying to attempt this quitting thing
Do you Swear: like a drunken sailor who stubbed his toe kicking the bar after finding out his slut of a girlfriend left him for his best friend
Do you Sing: i often bust out in random song
Do you Shower Daily: no, b/c i like smelling like every other fucking israeli here....
Have you Been in Love: yea, i have :)
Do you want to go to College: i'm IN college...i will (hopefully) be finally fucking graduating from college this semester
Do you want to get Married: eventually but not fucking right now...god no
Do you belive in yourself: when it counts
Do you get Motion Sickness: when riding buses backwards
Do you think you are Attractive: well, i am not fucking ugly if that's what you are getting at
Are you a Health Freak: a bit more than i used to be
Do you get along with your Parents: yes, i do...i think it's b/c they live on the other side of the atlantic. let's see how i do once they move here in july
Do you like Thunderstorms: looooooove them
Do you play an Instrument: well, i will be back to learning guitar once it comes here w/ my parents shipment probably in aug. sometime
In the past month have you Drank Alcohol: yes, i have drinken the nector of the alcoholic gods
In the past month have you Smoked: i am still technically a smoker..but mainly only at work these days
In the past month have you been on Drugs: only perscribed ones
In the past month have you gone on a Date: yea, i definitely think so :)
In the past month have you gone to a Mall: yea, i try to avoid them like the plague some days but i always end up there. i just go and make fun of people
In the past month have you eaten a box of Oreos: actually....no
In the past month have you eaten Sushi: yes, i have...i loooove sushi
In the past month have you been on Stage: not that i can recall...
In the past month have you been Dumped: that would definitely be a negative..hehe
In the past month have you gone Skinny Dipping: no, i haven't done anything like that since HS days
In the past month have you Stolen Anything: apparently i stole some one's heart :)
Ever been Drunk: me....no....never get drunk...ever ever.....hahaha
Ever been called a Tease: no, i just get teased...
Ever been Beaten up: eli beats me and i take it like a bitch..hahahaha
Ever Shoplifted: in my younger, more rebellious days
How do you want to Die: either in a really big fucking spectacle or in my sleep of old age...not quite sure
What do you want to be when you Grow Up: superwoman
What country would you most like to Visit: lots...eventually i will start working the travel-bug out of me
In a Boy/Girl..
Favourite Eye Color: brown eyed boy
Favourite Hair Color: mmm...not picky
Short or Long Hair: short
Height: i'm a shortie...most boys are taller than me
Weight: i don't judge like that
Best Clothing Style: whatever they are comfortable in...but no popped collar....ever
Number of CDs I own: a fricken lot..i need to put them on my laptop
Number of Piercings: 18 - 10 in right ear, 7 in left ear, 1 in nose
Number of Tattoos: 3 - a butterfly, the hebrew word for "love" (ahava) and an aries symbol w/ a ribbon wrapped around it and a star
Number of things in my Past I Regret: what i regret has made me who i am today and if you don't regret anything, you've never lived life
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