If asking who I am, go on.
I have always been a big dreamer, with mind full of fantasy and visions, with a special sense of xtreem feelings, hardly finding the way in between. Lets call it The Past.
And whats The Present?
The impression has changed though I am the same inside. A music fanatic, party freak and the Eternal Stranger. Sceptical and naive, talkative and introverted, bold and shy, ambitious and humble... does it make any sense? Sometimes absent-minded, but always trying to enjoy all the better parts of life. The one forever and ever surfing on the wave of The Obsession... (be smart and try to guess!), always asking "what is the truth?" and "why is nothing the way it should be"? :) I am studying a regional development and I actually like it. Kinda crossover - economy, international relations, law, communication, European Union. I dunno why I dont give a damn for it sometimes :( Why am I sooo fuckin lazy and irresponsible, could anybody tell me?
I never have enough. "Always longin' for more..." embrace it all and this is my very exciting life-motto. Just read it loundly and feel the inner power of these words.
Besides, I totally adore spontaneous adventures! Is there anything more exciting? ;) Like... being awake three days without sleeping, drinking ten coffies per day... ...retyping all German surenames from official Czech phonebook... ...going for a techno party at night all alone in Berlin... Whatever, just arrange something crazy, more or less, and invite me to take a part. Be sure I will!
Above all else I am satisfied. I got awake from my dark dream in the week before my final exams when I finally had no time for anything. Since that I realised world is full of life and various colours, although it seems dark sometimes. There are lot of chances to be taken. Life is like a road with possibilities along. You can go straight and miss them all or try them one by one. Its up to you. Even when if fails and the result is bad, dont worry. There must be something good inside to enrich you in mind. Sometimes its hard to be seen but not impossible. Believe me. Each piece of experience makes you stronger.
Sometimes I believe I am immortal and so I act, but the next day I realise... I am just a human... not a machine. Damn!!! :[ So then I "turn the machine off" and stop for a while. In fact, for ages as stagnation is not anything new for me. Sometimes it feels like I've been at the same place for years, no moves, no progress. This is the dark side of the moon. When the machine is down with its energy. A part that can't be cut out as it belongs together. Energy & lassitude like black & white and Jing & Jang. Unfortunatelly the laziness kills all the plans and ambitions and often it comes right when I am too weak to fight :(
And that's it.
My New Life has just started. I moved to Prague in order to discover all various sides of life. The bright side - meeting new people, discovering new things and having fun, and the dark side which means hard work at school, earning money and taking care of myself on my own. And getting on with all kinds of people which is one of most difficult things in my life so far.
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