Have you ever had a thought that ran so deep everything balanced out equally? Where each negative thing you've done or seen was weaved to produce a karmatic scheme. You erased your nightmares and were left a dream and now you're withdrawn from reality. There's nothing in your mind you can find that can reproduce dellusions that you had called sanity. I'm insane you see, reliving distant visions that my brain has seen. The doctors telling me that my brains diseased. What, only a sick sadistic fucking prick can relive these things? Everybody I know wants to live be free. Who the fuck doesn't hold onto that fantasy? My heart it bleeds while freedom flees tormented by the thought the friend I need is diagnosed deceased.
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"We don't 'get over' the deepest pains of life, nor should we. 'Are you over it?' is a question that cannot be asked by someone who has been through 'it,' whatever 'it' is. It's an anxious question, an asking for reassurance that cannot be given. During an average lifetime there are many pains, many grieves to be borne. We don't 'get over' them; we learn to live with them, to go on growing and deepening, and understanding..."
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