<--cortney-->

my name is cortney. before we go anyfurther, id like to say, if u are fake then leave right now." i dont want anything to do with you. if u are not fake, then please continue. bake me a cake on june 15th. i live with my mom, dad, && brother in a very small town. i have grown up and matured alot the past couple of years, but of course i have my bad moments for everything. if you ask me i think im a pretty good person. im romantic, generous, loyal && caring. its up to you to make me your best friend, the love of your life, or your worst enemy. i wont judge you until you judge me. i stick up for myself && others && try to do the right thing as much as possible versus the wrong thing. i believe in karma; good && bad, that goes with doing the right thing or wrong thing. your not better than me && iam not better than you. what isnt true dosnt bother me. && the only people who know how to touch my nerves wouldent. very few people know how to truly hurt me. ive learned alot of lessons. i think thats all you can do is live and learn. my frends got me to were iam. without them i would be nothing rite now. especially alicia. the person i look up to the most is my mother. shes the strongest woman i know. i miss my grandpa more than anyone else; noone can replace that man. i wont fight you unless i have a good reason. some pretty bad shit has happened to me in my life, but those are some things i will not open up about; unless i know you. i dont need sympathy, im happy enough thank you. the bad shit has also made me alot stronger. noones opinion matters to me except for those who matter in my life. i wont make you a priority if you only make me an option. patrick is prolly the first guy i have ever been soo crazy about. i drive a '00 saturn ls2 && its alot better than u think. dont open your mouth until i take you for a ride. the phrase, 'you cant be old and wise if you were never once young and dum.' is true. i learn something new every day. i thrive on poor grammer, mispelling, bad puncuation, && unorganazation. ++vanilla lattes, laughing, HTML, racing/cars, animals && of course music. the louder the better <-♥-> im very friendly && open about myself; but the more u kno me, the more open iam. im a very random person && i get bored esaily, i like changes here and there, except in a relationship, i like things to stay the same. if you dont like me its prolly for something u did. not me. the people who "hate" me are people who have no life, are insecure and lastly, jealous. i try to stay happy as possible, but sometimes things get to me and i have to break down && cry. i say alot of dum things. but i say alot of smart things too. sometimes i will do anything to make someone laugh. think of me how you want to. i will love you if you love me, but if you hate me, then why are you here? no matter what, IM ME. && that is something only i can do. ask me anything, but remember, karma. i accept anyones friend request. thank u for reading.. =]