I'm Bee Kay
I want my last words to be.."yea, well i fucked your mom.""GIVE PEACE A CHANCE"
-JOHN LENNONi wish i had Pteronophobia- Fear of being tickled by feathersScary movies give me nightmares, and have since I was a little kid.yet i still love themI really want to learn to crump.Injections and having blood drawn scares the piss out of me. I usually pass out and puke.[]===["""|""""|"""])------- =NONONONONOGrowing up I desperately wanted to genuinely believe Jesus was my savior and God loved me. That didn't work out so well.I've never understood the idea of having a favrite animal. I just like lil fuzzy creatures.when I see a boy I'm dating cry I usually lose respect for him. And when I say "usually" I mean "always."Any show, book, or article about serial killers/rapists/mass murderers warrants my undivided attention.Whenever someone tells me a chick around town is a Suicide Girl, I laugh hysterically.There's a scar on my right buttcheek where my mom's dog bit me as a kid.I will ignore a phone call and never check my voicemail. But if someone sends me a text message I respond ASAP.I remember being in kindergarten and swearing I was going to marry a ninja turtle. Obviously my dream has not come true. Yet.I am addicted to kitty macros.I second (and third, and fourth) guess almost everything I do.I have always have been and always will be a night owl.I've been talking about getting my septum pierced for a year now. Still hasn't happened. I am a scaredy-cat.I've been addicted to the internet since 8th grade. There's never been a time where I didn't have computer access both at home and at school.My ears are cleaned religiously.I like to mess up relationships I am in because I don't trust anyone cares about me enough.I am an INSOMMNIAC it sux at timesWhen I find a song I like, I listen to it on repeat until I almost hate it.I am addicted to chapstick.I have a playlist of songs that I will only listen to when I dance around in my underwear.Growing up, I always wanted to find out I was adopted.Every moment I spend in suburbia I think of how much better it is to be in the city.I love rain, and hate the snow.I think it's stupid when boys buy me flowers.I don't like my foods to touch eachother on a plate.When I get old, I don't want babies. I don't even know if I want to get married. This is not the type of news boys want to hear. I keep meeting people who want me to breed. I think I'm better off staying out of the gene pool.Someday I want to tour with a band of boys I love as their merch girl.
I am addicted to the music from the newest Old Navy ad on TV.I wish I could have an entire wardrobe from American Apparel.Most of my friends live out of state. Blessing and a curse.I get a more vivid mental picture from reading a book than I ever will from watching a movie.Growing up I was super-active. Now I am lazy because I only want to exercise if I will drop body fat.I have a problem with boys in Buddy Holly glasses. The trend continues to grow.When I'm at a coffee shop and see a boy reading, he becomes 10 times more attractive.I like women with old school tattoos on skinny arms.
Especially if they aren't full of color.I play with my hair a lot, especially while writing.which is funny cuz i barely have hairI always wish I had delicate girly hands with long fingernails. I'm just too big of a tomboy for that idea to last more than a few days.I switch between being happy and confused by the fact that people stare at me when I'm out in public.
