Here it is... Another year has gone by so fast... I see a lot of things changing. Life is moving fast... How many of us are keeping up? Sh*t is rearranging... It's beyond time to adjust. It's 2009 and a lot of us (including myself) have allowed time to fly past and our goals to fall off to the wayside....
I'm happy to say that these past few months of my life have been a major growing experience for me... I've been through a lot. I've mastered the art of Integrity with the assistance of Dignity... But enlightenment didn't come before being dropped in the mud, kicked in the gut, stabbed in the back, slapped in the face, kneed in the nuts and left for dead... Yeah... it's been hard.
"For every thing there is a season, a time and place under the heavens." A lot has been going on in my life... I can't even begin to describe the things i've dealt with... gone and are going through... and the things that i've overcome... 2008 has been the most difficult year of my life... Hands down... I'm 24 now and i'm finally begining to truly understand myself... I thought I knew everything about everything when I really knew almost nothing... "A man that knows SOMETHING knows he knows NOTHING at all..." And guess what... I know that now. You can come with all the attitude this Earth can provide you with KNOWING you know what it is... But oh do you have a MAJOR lesson in store... And you do... I did too... I'm sure I STILL do... But I am aware now... I want it... Every lesson is an important lesson learned... I've also come to realize that in order to get something... You must go through something. And I'm doing my share of giving and going through... FINALLY I'm starting to get more than I could have ever asked for and I'm HAPPY.
I'm undrstanding more now how important it is to take care of me. I'm looking out for me. I'm living for me. Everything is different now. I've experienced a good bit of things as of late and I'm only going to incorporate what i've learned and apply it to my life... And now... My relationship status has changed again... Once again I'm living the single life... But I've never been so into focusing on myself as much as I have been able to do with all of this free time... But with my newly found free time comes a newly found interest... I don't want to elaborate too much on the situation just yet because I don't want to jinx it, mess it up, or take anything from what may be by saying what it is at the moment... What I do want to share is that this person is slowly grasping my heart and with every passing day my heart races and my blood boils... I plan on investing a great amount of time and effort into this person... My boo... The person I want as... My future... It appears that I know exactly what it is I want... And it's him... But for the both of us... We want to build our friendship and keep building from there... I respect him because he really IS my perfect match... This Scorpio's perfect pair... I'm intrigued... Enthralled... Transcending... Transforming... I'm complete... I'm... Really Happy... I look forward to everything my the future holds.....
.. ABOUT ME ..I am a down to earth person who is well rounded in characteristics. I like to do many things that range from all different aspects of life. I like to experience life. Every day is a lesson...You just have to be willing to learn.
I LOVE to laugh. I guess to some extent I am what you would call silly. There's no better medicine than laughter and I believe in that whole heartedly. However, like most people I do know when it's time to be serious.
I LOVE showing affection. I LOVE holding hands. I LOVE cuddling. I LOVE to kiss. I LOVE to make love. I LOVE to give gifts (I am VERY sentimental). I LOVE to make people smile. I LOVE being with my special person. I LOVE giving all of myself to one individual. I LOVE life... And I LOVE just being happy... Finally I am...
I am a music fanatic! Well let's not say fanatic. I love music. I sing. I dance (under the right circumstances). I play a little bit (piano, violin, trumpet). I can always be caught singing or doing something with music. It's one of my greatest passions. The other is writing. I write short stories, books, and poetry.
I also love movies. I'm normally up on movies and know everything about any movie that interests me. My favorite type of movie would have to be (hands down) horror/suspense/thriller films. There's nothing like the adrenaline rush you recieve from a good horror movie. Don't classify me as stuck on that because there are many other movies that I have fallen in love with. My likes range from horror to drama to musical to comedy. I'm all over when it comes to movies.
I like to cook. Being in the kitchen is a comfort zone for me. It actually is rather therapeudic for me. It calms my nerves. But if it comes down to a party you will find me in one of four places...I'm either cooking on the stove, barbecuing on the grill (yes i can and very well if i may say so myself), behind the bar (oh I mix drinks too [not a professional, but close enough]), or at the table eating...lol...The kitchen is just another place to experiment for me. A lot of fun actually!
I think I've said enough about myself for you to get a better understanding of who I am and some of the things I like. If I interest you, by all means send me a message. It never hurts to have friends...
Taken!
..