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Exist to Inspire

Monuments fall on shattered walls we once thought were strong

About Me

See You In The FutureI haven't felt so alive in years The sun is shining down on me My eyes are welling up with tears Tears of joy, tears of ecstasyEmotions I once kept concealed Now flow freely like a river Life's great mysteries revealed Love's great promised deliveredI hate my life I want to die I was just pretending all this time A mask I wear so I don't bare My soul to the cold, harsh world out there Try to prevail but only fail Each time on a grander and grander scale My life is worthless and so am I I hate my life I want to dieThe landscape rises to meet my feet The sky descends to fill my arms For once I finally feel complete For once I know I can't be harmedAll I know is light and love I feel that I could live forever While others' troubles seem to grow I have no problems whatsoeverI hate my life I want to die I was just pretending all this time A mask I wear so I don't bare My soul to the cold, harsh world out there Try to prevail but only fail Each time on a grander and grander scale My life is worthless and so am I I hate my life I want to dieThe epiphany that came to fall Finally helped me reconcile What I felt wasn't joy at all All this time it was just denial

My Interests

Video Games, Skating, Music, Computers, Politics, The Truth

I'd like to meet:

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Music:

Limp Bizkit, Allister, Mest, VNV Nation, Stromkern, Funkervogt, Mindless Self Indulgence, Rise Against.. and so on

Movies:

The Crow, Resident Evil, Silent Hill, Final Fantasy 7: Advent Children

Television:

The Daily Show, The Colbert Report

Books:

Warcraft: Lord of the Clans, Homeland, Resident Evil: The Umbrella Conspiracy, World of Warcraft: Circle of Hate

Heroes:

Jeff Hardy, Spiderman

My Blog

Break The Silence

A cold shiver runs down my back Fear engraves itself onto my soul I don't know who I am anymore This H3LL consumes my mind I am lost, I am lost among myself Broken and weak I am stranded Will I ...
Posted by Exist to Inspire on Tue, 29 May 2007 12:39:00 PST

Enemy

Do you remember me You can't see the things That make me who I am You'll never understand And I gotta keep moving, you're living off my sweat Moving, the devil's on my back And these are the days th...
Posted by Exist to Inspire on Thu, 10 May 2007 09:14:00 PST

Fallen Me

Things were looking up. Like a flower opening up for the first time.  Only then can it meet the black soul of the boot of misery.  This flower was to shreds.  Petals turning gray like e...
Posted by Exist to Inspire on Tue, 27 Mar 2007 05:38:00 PST

This is for you

You mean so much to me, you have no idea.  Some how you thought you didn't but i want you to know ide do anything for you.  I really hope this works out now but idk.  I love you.  ...
Posted by Exist to Inspire on Thu, 22 Feb 2007 05:09:00 PST

See You In The Future

So i been really buggin lately with what im gonna do with myself.  Luckily when i suddenly had one of my recent break downs over it i was already on the phone with one of my best friends.  T...
Posted by Exist to Inspire on Thu, 08 Feb 2007 07:30:00 PST

WFWA Results

So the first movie was somewhat of a success for the people who saw it.  we are still open for people who want to get involved.... just let me know and ill try get u informed on whats going on.Cu...
Posted by Exist to Inspire on Fri, 26 Jan 2007 09:20:00 PST

WFWA Kicks Off!!!

The WFWA's first match was recorded.  it was a world title match between D. Monson, Chris Anderson, and Peter S.  we cant get it onto myspace or youtube but we are burning them to dvds. ...
Posted by Exist to Inspire on Sun, 14 Jan 2007 03:09:00 PST

Finally!!!

For once in my life i am finally happy with how things are beginning to go for me.  I have gone through alot of shit in the last year that i was just depressed about.  It was bullshit. ...
Posted by Exist to Inspire on Fri, 03 Nov 2006 08:51:00 PST

Embodiment of Rage

I have began the quest to bettering myself and my life.  I am working on fixing old relationships and figuring new ways to deal with my own problems.  I need to work on this whole screwing e...
Posted by Exist to Inspire on Thu, 05 Oct 2006 08:28:00 PST

My Korruption

My mind is software.  Like all softwares, it crashed.  Almost nine months of failure and infection has drained it of power.  The things that've been said is like spyware.  It slowl...
Posted by Exist to Inspire on Thu, 31 Aug 2006 06:30:00 PST