jessie [chaos]

Let's begin at the ending. I haven't updated in what seems like awhile and i thought that right now couldn't be a more perfect time. I'm graduating from your typical high school in less than a couple weeks. I feel as though I've been experiencing too many emotions for my body to handle at one given time. Every day I feel anxious, nervous, excited, terrified, heartsick, and overwhelmed. Everyone knows that moving on can leave you with a heavy heart, but with a deep breath, it's refreshing. I'm taking a plunge, changing up the redunant scenery of Syracuse, New York and shifting to New Paltz. This is currently my ending. Keep one thing in mind, endings are never final and variation is everywhere your eyes fall. You can get to know who I am and what I stand for. Here's your invitation. I promise I'll find beauty within you and your thinking. And if you genuinely want to know about my beginnings, I'll let you in on my past. We can drink hot caffeine and make conversation about the people that we once were.