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Well, what can I say? I have long passed my 25th birthday; the point where my life was supposed to have been figured out, but it’s not... I work for a newspaper which I find fascinating – learn new things everyday! On my days off, I work at Southern Belle, which is great because I get to spend time with some really great people. I am now a published author! YAY! It’s just a poem book, but I am almost finished with my first REAL book…don't be suprised to find a little of you in it... I believe love is forever.....just sometimes its hard to like someone....I want someone to love me or at least to hold me like they love me! I know that time takes forever when you are waiting, but passes in a flash when you want it to stand still. I am not sure what I am looking for, right now, but I know that the best way to approach any relationship is just to understand what the expectations are up front. That way there aren’t any surprises. Let life be what it is! I am leaving it all the BS behind! However, I do know that even though the past is the past, it can still come back to haunt you later, so I just have to be prepared for anything… I love karaoke, but can't carry a tune in a bucket with duct tape...the HUNT CLUB rocks!! I just don’t get to go like I used to…There are fixtures there that I can't wait to see when I walk in the door. I love walking in and everyone knowing my name! Maybe that means I go too much, but for just a few hours I can escape!! Life is so short that we should never fill it with "what ifs" and "shoulda woulda couldas" NO REGRETS, just lessons learned. I have decided that living my life in a way that will allow me to look in the mirror the next day is something that is a must. Now, I have tons of friends and a family that I love. I have learned that some friends don't go deeper than the smile on their face when they see you! While others are priceless and I have tons of fun shooting the breeze, going out, riding around, or just quietly watching tv with any one of those people. They are often my strength, and for that I thank them with all of my heart!!!! I want things that I will never have and have things I never wanted. I guess that is what life is all about, huh?

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My Blog

the big 28!

Okay, so 28 is not quite as bad as 30, and that's not quite as bad as 40, and so on....In exactly one week, I will turn 28. This was the age that I always thought I would have children. It was perfect...
Posted by on Sun, 22 Feb 2009 21:45:00 GMT

anxiously waiting...

One of my very most favorite things to do is ride...just get in the car and ride. Emily and I do this routinely. We drive to the Alabama state line and turn around. For that hour or so there is no tal...
Posted by on Sun, 22 Feb 2009 18:05:00 GMT

Weddings, babies, and all that Jazz

Weddings and Babies.... On most days, I love my life. I feel as if I am heading in the right direction. Then there are the other days... These are the days when I am unable to hold my regrets at bay; ...
Posted by on Mon, 28 Jul 2008 02:16:00 GMT

A Salute to a mother’s choices....

23 years....only 3 years less than she was alive.....its hard to believe..... When I was four years old, my mother was killed in a car accident. There are many things that I remember as if they happen...
Posted by on Fri, 27 Jun 2008 23:19:00 GMT

a new beginning....

In the past 6 months, I have had more time to think about my life - my future - than at any other point in my adult life. I went to one of the sweetest weddings that I have ever been to...it was fabul...
Posted by on Sun, 22 Jun 2008 04:06:00 GMT

a world of my own making

I find myself sitting here wondering what might have been; wishing for bits of the past to repeat itself; to give me the opportunity to see where things would go. The thought of going in the wrong dir...
Posted by on Fri, 18 Apr 2008 23:00:00 GMT

Not Letting Go!

I once had a friend so close to my heart. She made me smile right from the start ..:namespace prefix = o ns = "urn:schemas-microsoft-com:office:office" />  We could talk about it all With my te...
Posted by on Sun, 02 Dec 2007 08:11:00 GMT

What ifs...

I live in a world where every second counts; where even the worst of sins can be forgiven. I make decisions today that seem so harmless, failing to realize that 6 months later, 1 year later, or even d...
Posted by on Sun, 05 Aug 2007 08:37:00 GMT

Randomness and friendship!!!

Over the last 6 months, I have learned more than I ever thought that I could. I have been blissfully happy and terribly miserable all at the same time. I want what I want, but what is that? Its so fun...
Posted by on Sat, 24 Mar 2007 18:34:00 GMT

This is to all those friends that i love......

Dear Friend, When u feel like crying....call me. ! . ! . ! I dont promise that I will make u laugh, but I can cry with u. If one day u want to run away dont be afraid to call me. I dont promise to ask...
Posted by on Sun, 14 Jan 2007 13:47:00 GMT