......stop |
I should slow down, but then I'd think of youI would be reminded of what was untrueSince you left me where only thoughts lieI have done nothing but try not to cryI run these days, I refuse to yield......
Posted by on Mon, 23 Nov 2009 06:33:00 GMT |
thinking |
Tell me why it is fair that the real ones, they loseTell me why it is the good ones that always have to choose.Is it possible to be so in touch that you cant feel?Is it possible to be so fake that you...
Posted by on Mon, 23 Nov 2009 06:05:00 GMT |
one year |
On July 7th it will have been one year since I have seen the light that once made my heart glow. It also marks the one year of when I watched my light die in between four white walls. It marks the tim...
Posted by on Tue, 30 Jun 2009 00:50:00 GMT |
This life |
My past won't ever go away and I know that. It makes me me. I know that too, but I need release. It haunts me. I miss it. I owe for it. I feed of need for making up for it. All of it is me. And I can ...
Posted by on Mon, 08 Jun 2009 01:07:00 GMT |
..... |
This blog is going to be random, so there is your warning. I haven't felt the way that I feel lately in two years. I actually had forgotten what it felt like. Now that it has come back I don't know wh...
Posted by on Sat, 18 Apr 2009 22:50:00 GMT |
The ride |
They say that the best way to live life with honor is to strive to be the person you pretend to be. I have found through the years though, that it is next to impossible to become that person, it is al...
Posted by on Wed, 18 Feb 2009 13:55:00 GMT |
My dreams... |
It's the evil that took me from my life to begin with- that is what creeps up inside me when I am alone. It is the thing that I loved so much that I left my happiness behind that haunts my nights and ...
Posted by on Wed, 28 Jan 2009 21:46:00 GMT |
build me or break me |
I have come to realize that "at the end of the day" it really ends up with the question of.... what will build you and what will break you? I have done a lot. I have been many places. I have known a...
Posted by on Tue, 13 Jan 2009 13:36:00 GMT |
and still like air ill rise... |
I thought that I would update since my last blog- I am better. When I thought about what he did, yes, it hurt, it still does, but in the end, he was not what was real. The only sure thing about him re...
Posted by on Wed, 17 Dec 2008 05:29:00 GMT |
should I? |
The question that continues to play itself over and over in my head is- Should I be thankful I got out early, before I got more attached? OR should I be angry it wasn't what I thought? Should I be emb...
Posted by on Sat, 13 Dec 2008 05:42:00 GMT |
