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About Me

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I am lots of things, A very strong and strong willed woman, I am a lover, a best friend, a singer,and a crazy wild woman!!! Most of the time I know what I want, but I am very impatient,very. Something I am constantly getting thrown in my face, so I am working on it. I love fiercely, almost too much sometimes. I think it scares people who aren't ready for that. I def. talk a lot and sometimes say more then needs to be said. I am a true friend and will always be there no matter what! Did I mention I can be crazy! I have a huge heart and will always give love willingly without question. I don't know it thats a good or bad thing. I'm just trying to be the best person I can be, and am constantly amazed at how incredible my friends can be. They bring so much greatness and love to my life. I love meeting new people and learning about their lives and the things they love most. I am very blessed and very thankful for everything I have. I am a lover of tattoo's and the amazing artists who do them...I'm happy to be alive, and living in beautiful colorado! At this point in my life I only want good people in it!I Got pregnant in Febuary of 99'. After much thought and tough decision making I decided to check out this place called CREATIVE ADOPTIONS, they specialize in "open adoption". I had never heard of such a thing before but i decided to check it out. They were so incredible to me, not only did i have rights as a birth mother, but I also got to choose the right family for my son. It was the most difficult decision I have ever had to make, but I wanted what was best for my son. At the time, I unfortunately was not the best thing for him and that was extremely difficult to come to terms with.But at that point it wasn't about what i wanted it was about my son and where he could be best taken care of. So after looking at about 5 different families, I chose a couple that lived up in loveland,co and met them shortly after. we got along great and they were very sweet people, I knew right away that they were the ones! After I had him, they took him home from the hospital, and I would go and see him at least once a week. Now he is nine , and I am still very much part of his life. His family is incredible and now they are apart of my family as well. He knows who I am and we see each other when ever schedules permit it. I'm telling this story because there are a lot of women who have unplanned pregnancies and open adoption is just another option of the many that we have. I think it's important to look at and weigh all your options before making a very critical decision in an unplanned pregnancy. I just want you ladies out there to know that i have a great relationship w/ my son, and closed adoption is not the only way to adopt anymore. I also want to add that I'm pro choice, and adoption is just another choice we have . So be strong and make good decisions and you find the right path in life. CHECK OUT CREATIVE ADOPTIONS WEB SITE FOR MORE INFORMATION!!!!!! Goddess bless...... Colorado rocks! Everyone should come and visit at least once in their lives!I also Lived in Israel for awhile in two different kibbutz's. I lived from August of 1994-may of 1995. I lived on kibbutz yizreel, and Bet HaShitta. I have been looking for long lost friends for awhile, but with no success, so if you read this and remember me drop a line please!!! Those were good times back in the day when i was careless and fancy free...ah the days when I was young:)
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I'd like to meet:

bonnie raitt, indigo girls,no doubt, J.K.Rowling, If she were still alive Morgaine Le Faye.... There are loads of amazing people I wold really love to hang out with, talk to and play music with. I'll hold on to my dreams because you never what will happen!<img src="http://i116.photobucket.com/albums/o35/DarkEn1gma/ jk_rowling01.jpg" border="0" alt="J.Kc0000'

My Blog

All good things

Well I finally have some good things to talk about! I know, I have been a bummer as of late, but there were alot of things going on out of my control and I had to slow down to take it all in and deal ...
Posted by on Tue, 30 Dec 2008 15:12:00 GMT

More BAd news....

I pretty much got the worst news ever today....My dog esau has bone cancer. His brother has been gone 2 years to the date, who also had bone cancer.I mean really??? It feels like the universe is playi...
Posted by on Wed, 17 Dec 2008 22:22:00 GMT

thank god for blogs...

It has been awhile since my last blog. So I decided to write today. I am not on here as much as I used to be. It seems facebook is taking over, but there is no where for me to blog on there, so I am d...
Posted by on Wed, 10 Dec 2008 21:33:00 GMT

feeling sad today

So I posted this great blog about how good I am feeling and I today, not feeling so positive.... just found out another one of our friends is preggers, and while I am very happy for her, I am having a...
Posted by on Tue, 28 Oct 2008 21:04:00 GMT

Life is a changing....

Sooo It has been awhile I realized since my last bloggity blog. So I was feeling inspired to write something new this morning. So I had a bit of an upset earlier this month when I got a false positive...
Posted by on Sun, 26 Oct 2008 14:51:00 GMT

rock stars are cool!!!

SOOOOO, i GOT TO MEET KT TUNSTALL!!!!! HOLY SHIT! For those of you who know me well, you know that I love kt, she is one of my most favorite musicians!!! Aj and I went to go see her show at the d...
Posted by on Fri, 22 Aug 2008 21:14:00 GMT

I love my friends....

Ok, so I just want to say thank you for all the nice comments:)You all rock! I feel so lucky to have great understanding friends, who don't think I;m a  total freak!So I had some major PMS last w...
Posted by on Mon, 09 Jun 2008 00:11:00 GMT

sick of the waiting and not happening...

Don't read this if you don't want to hear me bitch or hear about periods and such!!!So another month has come and I;m not pregnant. Even though I haven't been trying for very long (in terms of length ...
Posted by on Wed, 04 Jun 2008 00:45:00 GMT

rambling on......

So this year I decided to add facebook to my communication hub,lol.My sister was on it and so I joined. It has actually been really great for the most part, it;s cool to reconnect with folks from my y...
Posted by on Wed, 23 Apr 2008 00:53:00 GMT

Finding my long lost self......

So for quite sometime now I have been trying to get back to the root of me.I used to be a very mystical person and able to see and do things beyond your everyday day realm of being.Then as it does som...
Posted by on Sun, 13 Apr 2008 15:27:00 GMT