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About Me

♥R.I.P Travis David Brumbaugh♥ Dec. 2, 1982- Jan. 28, 2005♥
I Love My Homies..
i'm amanda
im a cosmotology student at richards beauty college
i think being a girl is awsome
im not what anyone expects
i come off girly but far from it
i want to join the army to fight for our country
i also want to do make up and i will be rich for a livin
i only like rap when i feel like shakin the junk in the trunk
i am a dork who dont give a fuck
i love monsters energy drink and peanut butter m&ms ♥
i do talk shit and we all know you do too
i admit to talkin shit if i did, i aint scared
im not afraid to say anything, im very outgoing
i dont hate anyone, i dislike a lot
i'll stare if you stare at me, i love to fight
i joke and laugh alot
i can be a bitch if you make me
i love my family and my friends♥
i would die for them
i love my mom shes just like me♥
i have goals even though i fuck up alot
i dont regret anything i have ever done
i love music and clothes and make up
i want to be a fashion designer or make up artist
i love any type of rock
i try and go to shows as much as possible
i love to dance, espically with kara♥
im a gemini so im pretty crazy/outragouse
i am not afraid of death but i am afraid of being old
i am also very afraid to lose someone i love
i havent truely been in-love but i have loved
i dont want to get my heart broken, its gay
i can be girlfriend material if you treat me good
i love the sun, cause i hate being cold
i like to go to the beach, river, desert
i love to party and get crunk
i can be very wild but i am not a slut
im me at kismybludybooboo or [email protected]
♥love me for me. not what you hear♥
LAUR'S DRUNKIN 18TH B-DAY..

"In Italian, a belladonna is a beautiful lady, in english, its a deadly poison!"

My Interests

I'd like to meet:

I love hott dead lookin boys
that are in a hardcore band
cuz that music turns me on
and cuz thats all i love to listen too.
He has to be taller then me
and treat me with respect or i'll kill yah.
He can't tell me what i can and can't do
cuz its my life that your in but cant control.
I want to be able to put my all in a relationship
and to be able to trust he will do the same.
I would like to meet anyone who is different
and doesnt stick to one thing and who is a dork.
and they have to love taco bell as much as i do
Other then that.. Gwen Stafanie, and Snoop Dog,
and a hott rocker boy who's rich and can make me happy!
P.S. You have to be rich or I won't marry you,
cuz I'm gonna be a gold-digger!
Fuck yah it's the only way to live happy! :)

I Live For The River.. ...Best B-Day Ever..

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My Blog

Well who the hell is this he..

Horoscope for today.. nice right? Overall, you may feel lighthearted, but you cannot shake a seriousness that follows you around like a faithful dog needing your affection. It isn't going to settle do...
Posted by on Tue, 19 Jul 2005 18:30:00 GMT

i want to be happy in-love again..

every relationship has gone into shit so far and im gettin really tired of it.. this whole going out and hookin up with a random guy(s) just got really old. i always push the ones that may last away f...
Posted by on Mon, 18 Jul 2005 14:45:00 GMT

"You Might See Me In The Streets.. But Nigga You Dunno Me" -- The Famous Nikki Balla (haha)

You don't know anything that is going on in my head. You also do not know me. You dont know who i am and neither does a "so called" friend. Just cuz its comin from her doesnt mean it is the truth. Jus...
Posted by on Thu, 21 Apr 2005 18:30:00 GMT

i hate to much..

i hate you. i hate her. i hate myself. i hate feeling this. i hate frienships. i hate that you had to hook up with my best friend. i hate that my best friend hooked up with you. i hate that i...
Posted by on Mon, 18 Apr 2005 14:36:00 GMT

So here's a lil help for the boys...

Tell her you think shes cool. Tell her why you think shes so cool. Smell her hair. Talk to her in movie theatres. Pick her up and pretend youre going to throw her in the river; shell scream and f...
Posted by on Fri, 08 Apr 2005 19:50:00 GMT

TASTE OF CHAOS.. BITCH'S!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

OMG.. words can not explain how i felt last night.. it was fuckin awsome. the used..my chemcial romance.. killswitch engage.. sensesfail.. a static lullaby.. saosin.. and bleeds the dream were soo fuc...
Posted by on Fri, 01 Apr 2005 12:01:00 GMT

Your not yourself anymore..

girl. i hate how every time we hang out your a bitch. i hate that every time i say something you snap and say something back with your lil attitude. your a bitch now and its so annoying. i dont like h...
Posted by on Wed, 30 Mar 2005 12:56:00 GMT

WHERE THE FUCK ARE YOU ZANDER..

haha.. does anyone know a Zander? Your Future Emo Boyfriend Name Favorite Food Favorite Color Date Of Birth What He Will Look Like brown curly-ish hair, skater clothes, brown eyes, tan skin, t...
Posted by on Sun, 27 Mar 2005 20:38:00 GMT

i need to start takin anit-depresent pills again..

So, i've been noticing that the reason I dont have long lovin relationships is becuz I always fuck them up. See I will meet a guy and then a week later I would meet another and so one and so forth. We...
Posted by on Sun, 20 Mar 2005 03:36:00 GMT

So Ive been thinkin...

I hate the way life is going.. well know its really fun but i dont like who i am. i want to get to know me better, i dont want to fake who i am for people. i also dont want to be boring.. i dont think...
Posted by on Wed, 16 Mar 2005 19:28:00 GMT