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fightoffyourdemons

Some people have it. Other people don't.

About Me

I used to compare myself but I don't care anymore I never had it, you never had it We were young and the sun didn't shine on us Where is the life you thought you'd live? Where is the love you thought you'd give? Sipping on sympathy, feeding on tragedy This is our therapy for open heart surgery I'll never have it, you'll never have it- We were young and the rains came down on us We're humming 'Reveille' just slightly out of key (Our love is real to me) In Sunday's best singing free of things we'd like to be And left over puddles we'd run ourselves quietly This is our therapy, this is for you and me Our love is real to me.fightoffyourdemons x.

Mark says:

My Interests

I've been up at this all night long I've been drowning in my sleep I've prayed for your safe place And its time for us to leaveTime is running, its running on empty and the gas is running out I've decided that tonight is the night That I let love aside Full speed ahead this seems to be the place I've seen this once before Planned perfection sought in my dreams Hoping this would take you homeMy knuckles have turned to white There's no turning back tonight So kiss me one last timeAround this turn where the cross will cast your shadow The people will all gather To remember such a day Where the flames grew as high as trees And the world stopped for you and meMy knuckles have turned to white There's no turning back tonight Kiss me one last time (Shut your eyes) My knuckles have turned to white There's no turning back tonight (so hold on tight) Kiss me one last time (Shut your eyes)I will now bring new meaning to the word alone Endless nights of dreaming of life And the days we should have spent hereDrowning in my sleep I'm drowning in my sleep Drowning in my sleep I'm drowning in my sleepGlass shatters and comes to a halt I thought we'd be there by now I thought it would be so much quicker than thisPain has never been so brilliant I made sure you were buckled in Now you can walk hand in hand with him Hand in hand with himMy knuckles have turned to white There's no turning back tonight Kiss me one last time (Shut your eyes) My knuckles have turned to white There's no turning back tonight (so hold on tight) Kiss me one last time (Shut your...)

Music:

My Most Listened to bands are :Some of my Fav Bands r, in alphabetical order
A New Found Glory
The Academy Is...
AFI
Alien Ant Farm
The All-American Rejects
Allister
American Hi-Fi
Artic Monkeys
Armor For Sleep
The Art Of Safecracking
Ash
At The Drive-In
Atreyu
Autopilot Off
Avenged Sevenfold
Avril Lavigne (Thats what i said)
Bad Astronaut
Bayside
Be Your Own PET
The Big Distraction
Billy Talent
Blink-182
Bloc Party
The Bloodhound Gang
Blur
Bodyjar
Boxcar Racer
Boy Sets Fire
Brand New
Breaking Benjamin
Brigade
Bullet For My Valentine
Busted
Cartel
CKY
Comeback Kid
Count The Stars
Crossfade
Cute Is What We Aim For
The Cure
The Dandy Warhols
Dashboard Confessional
Dead Poetic
Death Cab For Cutie
Dirty Pretty Things
The Distillers
The Early November
Eighteen Visions
Emery
Evanescence
The Fall Of Troy
Fall Out Boy
Fightstar
Finch
Fivespeed
Foo Fighters
The Format
Fozzy
Franz Ferdinand
The Fratellis
Funeral For A Friend
The Get Up Kids
Give Up the Ghost
Glassjaw
Good Charlotte
Gorillaz
Green Day
Gwen Stefani
Hawthorne Heights
Head Automatica
Hellogoodbye
Hidden In Plain View
HIM
Hole
Hollywood Undead
Homegrown
Hot Chip
Hot Hot Heat
Hot Rod Circuit
I Am The Avalanche
Imogen Heap
Incubus
Jacks Mannequin
Jack Off Jill
Jamisonparker
Jimmy Eat World
John Frusciante
The Juliana Theory
The Junior Varsity
Kaiser Chiefs
The Killers
Kinesis
The Kinison
The Klaxons
The Kooks
Kut U Up
Ladytron
The Legion Of Doom
Less Than Jake
Libertines
Limp Bizkit
Linkin Park
Marilyn Manson
Maximo Park
Metric
Minus The Bear
Motion City Soundtrack
The Movielife
MXPX
My Chemical Romance
Name Taken
Nine Black Alps
Nine Inch Nails
Nirvana
No Use For A Name
NOFX
Norma Jean
Oasis
The Offspring
Oleander
Panic! At The Disco
Papa Roach
Paramore
Placebo
Plain White T's
Plus 44
Point Hollow
The Postal Service
Queens Of The Stone Age
The Raconteurs
Rage Against The Machine
Rammstein
Rancid
Razorlight
Red Hot Chili Peppers
Relient K
Reuben
Ringworm
Rise Against
Rocket From The Crypt
The Rocket Summer
Saves The Day
Scarling
Senses Fail
She Wants Revenge
Shout Out Louds
Sigur Ros
Silverstein
Slick Shoes
Smashing Pumpkins
Soulwax
Snow Patrol
Spitalfield
The Starting Line
Stereophonics
Still Remains
Stone Sour
Story Of The Year
The Sounds
The Strokes
The Subways
Sugarcult
Sum 41
System Of A Down
Taking Back Sunday
Tegan And Sara
Test-Icicles
Tin Tin Out
Transplants
Tsunami Bomb
Turbonegro
UnderOath
The Used
The Vines
We Are Scientists
Weezer
The White Stripes
The Yeah Yeah Yeahs
Yellowcard
Zebrahead
Yeah…. If i can think of any more ill put em on later.

Movies:

1.American Beauty 2.Trainspotting 3.The Moulin Rouge. 4.Saw 5.Girl, Interupted 6.Shawn Of The Dead 7.Final Destination 8.The Clockwork Orange 9.Four Weddings And A Funeral. 10.The Die Hard Trilogy

Television:

-Smallville -Desperate Houswives -Friends -Lost -Peep Show -Scrubs -Sugar Rush -The Frank Skinner Show -The Simpsons -Will and Grace

Books:

Bees in the caramel and I'm not afraid Surgeons make incisions What a mess they've made Tearing at my skin leaving knives in my brain Stabbing at the voices making me insane Girls vomit candy and lies that they're fed. Boys whisper lullabies and wet their beds Eat TV violence on the toast that they spread Talking with their mouths full here is what they've saidSay hello to my little friend the world is getting ugly and we did it again.... Say hello to my little friend the world is getting ugly and we did it again Ohh Uh Ohh the baid aid only covers the bullet hole ohh uh ohh the baid aid only covers the bullet holeLa la la la la la la la laSpinders in my hair and guns on my mind Thinking about the people who've been so unkind If looks could kill them I might make myself blind Startled at the reasons that I just can't find Kids break the dishes they crash on the floor Parents hate the noise and shove them out the door Robots steal emotions hide them under their beds It gets them so excited Here is what they've saidSay hello to my little friend the world is getting ugly and we did it again.... Say hellow to my little friend the world is getting ugly and we did it again.... Ohh uh ohh the band aid only covers the bullet hole Ohh uh ohh the band aid only covers the bullet holeThe band aid only covers the bullet hole la la la la la la la la la blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blahhhhhhhh

My Blog

Its been a while.

So i'll give you all a little update!Basically i've been proper busy this month. I've spent most of my time in work, full time hours now innit!I realise that i haven't done much on my top 10 list, its...
Posted by fightoffyourdemons on Fri, 15 Dec 2006 09:41:00 PST

I feel so...

Maybe im lacking love, maybe love has left me blind and confused.All i know is that your fucking me up baby and i can't take it.I love you so much, do me a favour baby and dont reply.
Posted by fightoffyourdemons on Sat, 18 Nov 2006 11:26:00 PST

To Do List.

1. Get a girl.2. Don't lose the girl.3. Get a new job4. Go see emma! 5. Buy the new Brand New album.6. Stay sober for 3 nights in a row.7. Record a new song.8. Carry on with my online diary.9. Give Zo...
Posted by fightoffyourdemons on Sun, 08 Oct 2006 02:17:00 PST

The start of my diary.

This is the start of my online diary... the story begins.   Let me set the scene... Im sat here at my desk in my big guinness dressing gown, with a glass of bacardi and coke by my side and t...
Posted by fightoffyourdemons on Sun, 08 Oct 2006 02:11:00 PST

Top 16.

My top 16 will probably change soon. But here's the reason for why these wonderful people are on my page.Firstly we have taking back sunday. One of my favourite bands of all time. Im going to see them...
Posted by fightoffyourdemons on Tue, 16 May 2006 01:23:00 PST

Girlfriend application.

Haha, if your bored give it a go, should b fun to see what people write.Girlfriend Application.Whats your Name:Age:Birthday:Location:Sexual Preference:Height:Weight:Body Type:Eye color:Hair Color:Favo...
Posted by fightoffyourdemons on Thu, 20 Apr 2006 02:58:00 PST

Possiibly the most embarrassing morning ever.

So yeahIt all begins on a crappy winters day. I decided that for a change i'd get on the train to school, as to be honest, im really getting bored of all of the cunts that get on it.So i get to the tr...
Posted by fightoffyourdemons on Mon, 16 Jan 2006 09:35:00 PST

I wrote this to understand.

I really wish i could understand whats going on inside my head lately. Just as i thought that i had found myself everything seems to have turned upside down.Ive found myself admiring things that every...
Posted by fightoffyourdemons on Fri, 21 Oct 2005 09:35:00 PST

Trouble at college.

I know it says my mood is dirty... Anyways...   Okay, so theres this rumour going around that im leaving college.As far as i know, this isnt the case. I've been in alot of trouble for not doing w...
Posted by fightoffyourdemons on Fri, 07 Oct 2005 01:53:00 PST

My life up to date.

Woah! Has been a while since i wrote a blog, and thats pretty much because nothin really interesting has happened.I think im just going through yet another phase as i try to find out who i really am a...
Posted by fightoffyourdemons on Sun, 14 Aug 2005 03:49:00 PST