[{K}][{A}][{Y}][{S}][{l}] BEAUTIFUL DISTRACTION...

About Me

..FIRST AND FOR MOST I WOULD LIKE TO TESTIFY TO KNOWING THAT HEARTZ THEMSELVES REALLY BREAK..SINCE U'VE PAST IT SEEMS LIKE IM DROWNING AND AS HARD AS I TRY TO SWIM THE DEEPER I SINK IN..JUST WANT 2 LET U KNO WHEREVER U ARE THAT I LOVE U AND NOT ONE DAY GOES BY THAT I DONT THINK OF U...RIP ALEX..UR GLORIOUS ESSENCE WILL ALWAYS B WITH ME.AND EVERYDAY I GIVE THANKZZZ B/C I WAS FORTUNATE ENOUGH TO HAVE SOMEONE LIKE U IN MY LIFE..AND EVEN THOUGH IM HURTING AND MY SOUL FEELS EMPTINESS..I KNOW UR LOOKING DOWN UPON US....WELL DA IS NAME KAYSI FOR THOSE WHO DONT KNOW ME SKIN DEEP..BORN TO PARENTS OF DOMINICAN DECENT AND RAISED IN HARLEM NEW YORK HOME OF THE BEST NO DOUGHT...LIVIN LIFE, EMBRACING IT IS MY HOBBIE...IM NO-LONGER CO DEPENDENT OF THE PAST NEVER FORGETTING WHERE IM FROM RATHER EMBRACING WHERE I AM..MUSIC AS WELL AS WRITTING IS MY PASSION.IF IT WERE UP TO ME I WUD SIT AT HOME AND LISTEN TO LAUREN HILL ALL DAY..SHE IS A TRUE INSPIRATION...NO MATTER HOW OLD HER SONGS MAY GET SHE STILL REMAINS IN THE PRESENT.LAUGHING IS AN EVERYDAY THING..PSYCH MAJOR..PENN STATE STUDENT..FAMILIES FIRST..ATTITUDE ALWAYS FORGET ABOUT IT...BELIEVING IN MYSELF IS WHAT PROTECTS ME..THE FEAR OF FAILLING IS WHAT HOLD MY HEAD HIGH..THE NOTION OF SEEING WHAT THE FUTURE HOLDS IS WHAT KEEPS ME SMILING...LOVE CHILLING,DRINKING,DANCING, PIFFIN..LOL..J/P RIIGGGGHHHHTTT...I DO WHAT I DO NOT CARING ABOUT OTHERS MOST TIMES THE FACE OF UR ENEMY COULD BE THE FACE OF SOMEONES GREATEST FRIEND SO I NO LONGER CHOOSE SIDES...AS LONG AS U DONT PUT UR HANDS ON ME WE GOOD MONEY WORD UP...LOVE SHOPPING ALTHOUGH IT GETS FRUSTRATING SOMETIMES.. REPRODUCING AND PROVIDING IS MY ULTIMATE MISSION IN LIFE...JUST TAKIN IT ONE STEP AT A TIME IS DA GOAL FOR NOW... ....BUENO IM TIRED....ITS WHATEVA...UNOSSS Z PUT YOUR ABOUT ME SECTION HERE! Changes may take up to 2 mins to show on your profile

My Interests

R.I.P TIO......FROM UR TROUBLE MAKER....October 7th i was told that u had left me...wasnt able to accept it at first...i think da alcohol in my system didnt allow me to..For sum reason i still felt ur presence...i never acknowleged the fact that one day u'll be gone...October 8th went on still not believing or precieving it was true....later on that day i realized that in one way death was best for u...n3v3r understood how u could be so strong and yet so humble...so on October 9th i walked to ur block in memory of u....i had no boggie, i didnt even turn on my ipod...I just wanted to walk in memory of you i wanted to see if i could still feel u next to me....i kno its nothin compared to seeing you...watchin u tell jokes and smile when u had no reason to...u never had shame of who u were.. it wouldve been so easy for u to give up...but u never did....i guess thats how i realized that u were no longer there with me in body but in spirit....but ull never leave me i'll have your memories for that...love u and R.I.P...

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Music:

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Movies:

Laugh all you want. Hocus Pocus and the movie with Wesley Snipes as a Drag Queen... Thats that Jump off...Scar Face Belly and the Color Purple...I seriously feel the same way every time i see that movie...

Television:

Telemundo and Univision, sorry had to keep it real other than that its whatever catches my attention.

Books:

Dont really read them unless i have to.... Sometimes I get on reading mode so when i do most of the time i read Drama or Horror Books....

Heroes:

My mom for having me and my God Mother for saving me.

My Blog

unspoken truth.........

I realize that pretty soon i will be getting a taste of what real life is..talk about reality check, once i graduate i will be entering the real world as they say. am i excited not really life is life...
Posted by [{K}][{A}][{Y}][{S}][{l}] BEAUTIFUL DISTRACTION... on Sun, 04 May 2008 01:43:00 PST

LOV3....ATLEAST WHAT I SHUD BE.....

IVE BEEN TOLD THAT THESE DAYS THEIR NO SUCH THING AS REAL LOVE...I AGREE, I HAVENT HAD A TASTE OF WHAT LOVE IS...ONE THAT WOULD JUST SWEAP MY BREATH AWAY...THERE NO SUCH THING AS PERFECT AND THATS NOT...
Posted by [{K}][{A}][{Y}][{S}][{l}] BEAUTIFUL DISTRACTION... on Thu, 24 Apr 2008 01:59:00 PST

drama

well lately ive been feeling like maybe i should seperate the real from the fake...i choose not to be entertained by the fackness and if when i see u my reaction to ur presence is irrelvant please don...
Posted by [{K}][{A}][{Y}][{S}][{l}] BEAUTIFUL DISTRACTION... on Tue, 08 Apr 2008 08:30:00 PST

flowers will blossom in ur name..love u...rip alex

well im sitting here in the library trying to write my science paper and all i seem to think about is today being ur day..its getting closer and closer to ur year...soon all sorts of trees and plants ...
Posted by [{K}][{A}][{Y}][{S}][{l}] BEAUTIFUL DISTRACTION... on Sun, 02 Mar 2008 02:41:00 PST

Blood is thicker then water.....love yuzee muahzzz

NO MATTER HOW MUCH LIFE TRIED TO TEAR US APART......WE NEVER BECAME DISTANT PARCIALLY BEACAUSE I ALWAYS TRIED TO HAVE AN ESTABLISDED RELATIONSHIP BUT I ALSO APPRECIATE U GUYS TRYING TOO....LIFE HAS TA...
Posted by [{K}][{A}][{Y}][{S}][{l}] BEAUTIFUL DISTRACTION... on Sat, 23 Feb 2008 12:36:00 PST

RESPECT IS A PRIVILDGE...AND IF UR 2 FACED THEN THIS APPLIES TO U....

EVERYONE IS ENTITLED THE BENEFIT OF THE DOUGHT...EVERYONE IS SUBJECT TO CHANGE...BUT IF UVE CHANGED ENOUGH THAT UVE FORGOTTEN ABOUT THE ONES THAT HAVE BEEN THERE TO HELP U RISE WHEN U HAVE FALLEN...TH...
Posted by [{K}][{A}][{Y}][{S}][{l}] BEAUTIFUL DISTRACTION... on Fri, 08 Feb 2008 12:45:00 PST

7 MONTHS BABY BOY.........LOVE U MUAHZZZZZZ

LITERALLY 7 MONTHS UVE BEEN GONE....NEVER REALLY HAD AN ESTABLISHED RELATINSHIP JUST KNOWING THAT UR WATCHIN AND THAT UR PROUD OF THE SUCCESS IVE MADE AND ALL THAT I WAS ABLE TO OVERCOME...HOPEFULLY N...
Posted by [{K}][{A}][{Y}][{S}][{l}] BEAUTIFUL DISTRACTION... on Sat, 02 Feb 2008 07:44:00 PST

WHO IVE BECOME...............

i look at myself now and i ask my self how did i become so self absorbed, smart, independent..yrs ago i would never imagened myself in this position yrs ago i was bony tall slinky immature...but...
Posted by [{K}][{A}][{Y}][{S}][{l}] BEAUTIFUL DISTRACTION... on Wed, 16 Jan 2008 09:40:00 PST

JAEDEN FELIX aka MY TOOTSIE POP....BLESSING TO HAVE U....

life has much more purpose since uve entered this planet..your smile is precious but above all your touch is priceless.How beautiful u are beyond measure.I could only imagine how thrilled he was to be...
Posted by [{K}][{A}][{Y}][{S}][{l}] BEAUTIFUL DISTRACTION... on Sat, 15 Dec 2007 09:44:00 PST

4am..still thinkin about u..but puzzle peices all falling into place

puzzle peices fall into place...still i find myself crying..i cant seem to grasp the fact that ur gone...see i kno u r, but yet i dont understand it..i dont understand how ur voice will never be heard...
Posted by [{K}][{A}][{Y}][{S}][{l}] BEAUTIFUL DISTRACTION... on Wed, 12 Dec 2007 01:26:00 PST