Krimson Crush

Eden by Sarah Brightman
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You Are A Vampire
You have a real thirst for bliss, and you consider yourself a true hedonist.
And you're not afraid to walk alone in life, if it means getting what you truly crave.
You truly enjoy entrancing people. Not to mention the ensuing pleasures of the flesh.
Your tastes have been called decadent and bizarre. You usually give in to your temptations, no matter how primal
Your greatest power: Your flawless ability to seduce and charm
Your greatest weakness: Human flesh
You play well with: Werewolves What Kind of Monster Are You?
My name is KC, chinese/hawaiian on one side, german/irish/spanish on the other side, a Taurus, and i LOVE RED. Im about 5'7" and fluctuate between 150-160lbs, depending if im lifting or not. Im highly athletic, moreso than most athletes. At 16, ive been able to grab a 10ft rim, this last summer i was able to do the same thing. Im always the fastest guy on court - the shortest guys have to be! Im very apt with any athletic sports. I grew up playing sports and was the designated pull-up, sit-up, and speed king of the school throughout the years. Im extremely competetive but a great sport too.
Naturally im a loner, but socially you would never see that. But i probably spend 90% of my time alone realistically. Really, i just want one special someone in my life and we'd spend alot of time together. But i stand very strong by myself.
The loner side is withdrawn, sharp-witted, inquisitive, and demurr. The social side is usually jovial(especially if i got some drink in), fun-loving, willing to do something crazy or zany, and laughy. I love to laugh, and life gives all reason to laugh at things, whether they're funny or just stupid. Better to laugh than to stress over something... Alot of ladyfriends have said im the sweetest, most caring, most generous guy they've ever met. But with that i know im very demanding about the same way too, and i feel that aspect scares alot of others away.
Syuni Kiss (live) by MALICE MIZER
My family and background is deep in fine arts. I love music and singing. We all have been in choir, musicals, plays, and whatnots. My older brother has his own rockband in NY. A younger sister is trying to get her own solo career going in UT. I listen mainly to Metal, Punk, Hardrock, and Electronic. But i also own quite a diverse amount of music from classical, new-age, movie scores, pop, dance, latin, and hip-hop. NO COUNTRY!!!! Havent met a fellow goth who listens to country - i think thats one thing we all can agree on...
I really love dancing to hiphop and latin at the club - it shocks peeps when i pop out some fancy moves or footwork :P
I fear very little. I fear no man, nor do i get intimidated by anyone. If a person has intent to do harm to me, i can guarantee they wont come out of it without a scratch, and they'll learn its not worth it fucking with me. My older brother and others at school never messed with me - they didnt want to set-off a tasmanian devil. Plus, i kept very big friends who'd watch my back. I sternly believe in standing up for yourself, for your dictates and beliefs. I had problems talking back and arguing with my parents ALOT. Im a respecter of no man, and i respect all equally. I dont fear death. I only fear in losing the chance to experience true and absolute love, and fatherhood. I do refrain from participating in reckless behaviors and activities that may lead to one's death unnecessarily....like things with the dummed-down definition of "Extreme Sports".
Au Revoir (live) by MALICE MIZER
Relationships - i just got done with a most beautiful, passionate, and most awful relationship all at the same time. To look back, the only thing that we seemed to have in common was sex. And when she was turned off from that from a lousy mindgame question that would incite conflict between a couple, we didnt have anything in common. Ive learned my lesson. Sex shouldnt be the common denominator for a relationship. I wanted to be in love, and i pushed it hard, and that seemed to carry its a good bit farther somehow, despite all the heated arguments. Looking back, we had nothing in common, she had nothing in personality or emotionally i was looking for in a woman and in a potential mother of my kids one day, we didnt have the same current life goals. I think the only thing we had in common is that we both liked to stay in and just be in the presence of each other. But that got dry for me and i needed more, but didnt get more. After we broke it off after something awful, i wanted to salvage what was left, but she wasnt interested. She said we argue too much and have too many differences. She's just plain right about that.....
Yeah in my next relationship, i plan to hold off of having sex so soon. I dont care if im horny or she is. I want to know she TRULY wants all of me, not just a part of me, that we're on the same page in what we want in life & relationships, that we're compatible personality-wise, have the same common interests, and that im getting what i need to get emotionally before fully succumbing to the fantasies and raptures of being fully in love.... If not, my emotions and frustrations will make life unfun for both of us....