surfing, snowboarding, skateboarding and attempting to do tricks and eating shit, irie eyes, laughing, being lowkd and attempting to be a comedian, playing the guitar on those oh so lonely nights (ben harper stuff alot... you know what that leads to, bown-chicka-bow-wow; jk you lil lesters). smokin' a drag of a fag. smokin' a blee with a gee. singing with bands and getting stage fright. screenwriting yet i'm not a filmaker, yet i write down synopsis'/ treatments/ dialogue like i was as cool as kevin smith or quentin tarinto. chah... i wish. clothes. wearing clothes. making clothes. lvoing kr3w clothes. being naked before putting on clothes. taking off clothes (eewww, you ricos you). cutting hair, coloring hair. make-up. i'm a girl so what's wrong with decorating your face in an artsy manner. graffiti art. hating life. loving life. curious about life. paranoia. body dismorphic disorder. surfing early mornings or late afternoons alone to meditate & contemplate on life. painting rooms. drawing. painting. poems. listening to good music. finding new artists. discovering new bands & listen to some old ones. learning. experiences. debates. arguments. questions with no answers. answers from no questions. lovelife. hateconfomity. driving around & feeding the homeless. watching oprah. thinking pookybooty. drinking (which happens once a year) & turning red w/out benadryl. calculus; math pretty much. writing thoughts. god. satan. mother nature. sand. salt water. red tide. snow. gravel and concrete. music. concerts. learning about new religions & discovering new experiences. talking blahblahblah about blahblah, writing philosophical thoughts that i experience daily in my zen book... not diary nor journal, my zen book. funtimes backyard boxing. screenwriting. show idea creating. creative thinking. being a tomboy at times. being girlie & wearing dresses sippin' on wine when going out to hwood which is rare but spontaneous. hanging out with pooky booty and annoying the fuck out of him with my ignorant self-loathing... shit it just happens man. i can't help it. dancing, eating and sleeping then waking up and eating more and going right back to sleep, buming (aka being a lazyass), walkin nakedly around alone in my house and jammin out to some 80's tunes & mixing it up sometimes w/ jiggy tunes too.. gotta love the freestylin' and aaliyah/ciara type choreography, being nocturnal and living a vampire's life thanks to my bester other stoner (aka fat), talking lots of hippie philosophical blah while lowkd and annoying my friends but whatever, bonding with my favorite pals: Lowky Oneightiz Krew, the active house (you know what house that is... if you don't know you should know), Irie Crew, and the girls (i.e. makay, erica & whitney, steph, brown, lovelove, farley, jules, spanky, kat, mari, ginger, nancypancy, melirie, etc.), melirie: i miss my heterosexual lifemate... where you at girl?!? i have no taptap on the shoulder anymore, WFPK Bitches!!! love meeting new people & seeing new faces, and oh yeh... killing people; want to be my next victim???
Oprah! David Bowie & Iman! Dahli Lama! but also: I'd like to meet anyone and everyone... I'm shy with people I respect and at the same time loud once you pop my imaginary anti-social bubble... but forewarning you all... I'm a smartass... so deal with it... are you a jokester??? Anyone that wants to meet me... that's also who i'd like to meet cuz if they want to meet than i'd like to meet, so let's meet???
in no particular order: slayer, velvet underground, sublime, bob marley, ben harper, jack johnson, bad religion, social distortion, tiger army, patti smith, naked aggression, black flag, dixie chicks, kenny chesney, norah jones, the clash, the ramones, nirvana, as i lay dying, misfits, exploited, deftones, iron maiden, bright eyes, tenacious d, tom petty, dead kennedys, HIM, steely dan, anything reggae, johnny t, living legends, blackilicious, NERD, pink floyd, the murder city devils, nick drake, donovan, xiu xiui, camera obscura, mates of state, led zepplin, a tribe called quest, people under the staircase, johnny cash, bob seager, bob dylan, X, frank sinatra, joanna newsom, mason jennings, kiss, acdc, deftones, shins, de la soul, jay-z, radiohead, pulp, mount sims, violent femmes, casualties, janet jackson, billy idol, blondie, jim morrison, van morrison, minor threat, a global threat, postal service, rilo kiley, david bowie, morrisey, biggie, eric clapton, bob dylan, common, mos def, apathy, Ugly casanova, Belle and Sebastian, elliott smith, peggy honeywell, iron & wine, heatmiser, the decemberists, the ditty bops, moldy peaches, kimya dawson, kissing tigers, mars volta, rogue wave, devendra banhart, sparklehorse, cocorosie, iron and wine, betty page, joan jett, gang starr, jimmy buffet, pharcyde, subhumans, madonna, the roots, gwen stefani, 50 cent (g-unit. word.), no doubt, total chaos, black sabbath, queens, elvis presley, dave matthews band, lauryn hill, patti smith, the cure, the elected, sam hain, TI, pixies, killers, the addicts, fiona apple, kate earl, zeroseven, local bands, upcoming bands, garage bands, aspiring musicians with an art and passion for music, 70's/80's everything, anything with a good beat
everything quentin tarentino & robert rodriguez, all the kevin smith (ie: every one of them that's all i gotta write), adam sandler (ie: happy gilmore, billy madison, the wedding singer), and friday, all the lord of the rings, seven, goonies, detroit rock city, dazed and confused, reservoir dogs, napoleon dynamite, cant buy me love, grease 1&2, eternal sunshine of the spotless mind, star wars, requiem for a dream, donny darko, rules of attraction, a scanner darkly, the science of sleep, too many to type
the oprah winfrey show, simpsons, family guy, fuel tv, seinfeld, venture brothers, minoriteam, pretty adult swim, mindfreak (criss angel is a wierdo), that 70's show anything funny or interesting or un-mtv
catcher in the rye, angels & demons, da vinci code, a million little pieces, my friend leonard, my calculus & physics books because i'm a fuckin' dork that reads school books on my free time, a cat's cradle, the sinner, 1984, the alchemist, ethics to the new millenium by dahli lama, religions worldwide, girlfriends(it's girlie so what), motivational books because I'm a hippie like that... kinda... anything really informative is interesting to read
OT & RR... what more to say?!?! oprah winfrey (she is a strong woman and i admire that and plus shes just the greatest woman alive), kevin smith (friendly/down-to-earth and talented as f*ck... does that even make sense?! i'm an idiot), david bowie for being david bowie duh!!!!, angelina jolie because she is a humanitarian which is something i would like to be one day (plus who wouldn't idolize a beautiful, intelligent, charismatic, and giving human being), dave chappelle (he seems very down-to-earth although i don't know him personally... another "i wish"), lauryn hill for being such a strong/powerful/& poetic voice in this world, bob marley for his love for life & beautiful music, bob barker (i always wanted to be on the price is right)... ginger for being my truest friend. i love you no matter what. even if 5 years goes by without seeing eachother, i know that we will still meet up again in life. me and you are meant to be friends. melirie for being so fuckin' pretty and being my heterosexual lifemate. i know that you and i will also meet up again in like a few years once i get my head and life all straight. we will spend weeks again together, having sleepovers, surfing, irie eyes while hotboxing my bathroom and eating all the grub we could find in the fridge, laughing and taking hits, while kris is the hero from hawaii. i love you and know that are friendship is much stronger than the distance that has grown. i am so lame, but you know i get all philosophical when im irie. i knew right from the getgo that you and i were going to be like sisters. us always being all twinzies and shit w/out purposely dressing alike. i guess its that heterosexual lifemate sense we got goin. plus we got the ill steez. hahahah. allan for being my best friend after one day of meeting and helping him find reality in the meaning of life... and for holding my hand everytime i fuckin' almost ate shit at the high, erica for laughing with me when i need to chuckle, steph for getting stuck in brokedown cars w/ me, gabe and erick for never punching me for everytime i say i'm wierd, steve for having no eyebrows, rudy for not thinking i'm wierd after reading my random poem, alex for being him the good guy he is, swazie for always killing people, juliewitdabooty for letting me talk shit to her everyday and still loving me for being a bitchass, madsteez for inspiring me to persue bigger dreams in life & have the confidence to become an entrepreneur, and pookie-honey-baby-sweety-bear (jk yeh right that's a lame nickname) for being as big of a dorkass as me and never getting too mad that i always run on bernie time. all the people i've seen, passed by, met, will see, will pass by, and will meet for making life worth living. me for being so wierd. hah. that was a joke.