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About Me

..Hey, i'm Patricia, I'm 20 and am going into my third year at Portsmouth Uni.
I'm from the Philippines, bt i was born in Spain and moved to England when i was 4.
i love films and music, and in the future I would like to be a film or music producer, or even a film composer.
I love to love.
I mainly play the piano and guitar, bt i can play cello and am teaching myself how to play the drums and bass.
I used to believe in love and first sight.. but I realise that the person i'm looking at is merely an embodiment of the person I want to be with.
I am a hopeless romantic, i wear my heart on my sleeve, im sentimental and affectionate.
I like hugs.. and kisses.
i love to make people laugh.
I over-use my catchphrases, so much that the people who are around me often can't help but say them too.
If you're wondering if i'm missing you or thinking about you, i probably am.
i fall in love too easily
I can cook fairly well.
I want to dance.. with you.
i like getting text messages.. especially when im not expecting them
i'll do anything for you if i love you.

My Interests

I'd like to meet:

.. It doesn't interest me what you do for a living. I want to know what you ache for and if you dare to dream of meeting your heart's longing.
It doesn't interest me how old you are. I want to know if you will risk looking like a fool for love, for your dream, for the adventure of being alive.
It doesn't interest me what planets are squaring your moon. I want to know if you have touched the centre of your own sorrow, if you have been opened by life's betrayals or have become shrivelled and closed from fear of further pain.
I want to know if you can sit with pain, mine or your own, without moving to hide it, or fade it, or fix it.
I want to know if you can be with joy, mine or your own; if you can dance with wildness and let the ecstasy fill you to the tips of your fingers and toes without cautioning us to be careful, be realistic, remember the limitations of being human.
It doesn't interest me if the story you are telling me is true. I want to know if you can disappoint another to be true to yourself. If you can bear the accusation of betrayal and not betray your own soul. If you can be faithless and therefore trustworthy.
I want to know if you can see Beauty even when it is not pretty every day. And if you can source your own life from its presence.
I want to know if you can live with failure, yours and mine, and still stand at the edge of the lake and shout to the silver of the full moon, 'Yes.'
It doesn't interest me to know where you live or how much money you have. I want to know if you can get up after the night of grief and despair, weary and bruised to the bone and do what needs to be done to feed the children.
It doesn't interest me who you know or how you came to be here. I want to know if you will stand in the centre of the fire with me and not shrink back.
It doesn't interest me where or what or with whom you have studied. I want to know what sustains you from the inside when all else falls away.
I want to know if you can be alone with yourself and if you truly like the company you keep in the empty moments. ..

My Blog

Easter Jam

So, Friday Night.. Good Friday (aka the day ure not supposed to eat meat aka the worst day of the year/my life) Kirstys parents went away.. and we came to play mwahahaha.. [i no its cheesy]Jane attemp...
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