heart of glass.

Don't you just hate it when people change for the worse? When they stop remembering you exist because they're just too damn bothered about being popular? I really do. There are some people I want to scream at because their egos have overtaken their ability care. & I really have given up on being remotely interested in their lives & day-to-day because it feels like I'm forever chasing & they never turn around or slow down, they just keep on running further into this world of pretence & arrogance. They don't even have any reason to be arrogant, because newsflash: they really aren't as good as they seem to believe. It's a shame, to be honest. I used to care.. but now it just angers me.
"You were fashionably sensitive, but too cool to care."
So glad to get that off of my chest.
I'm a nice person really. I do things for people despite knowing that I would never get the same in return. It's easy to walk all over me & quite a few do. But there are some people I would move heaven & earth for because they truly mean the world to me. & those are the people I know would do the same for me & that I can rely on not to use me & not to forget about me. I'm seventeen & I'm not enjoying getting older. Sure, I'll be able to drink & go out, but I hate change. & I never want to lose my youth. I suppose growth is the whole point in living though. I've seen quite a bit that I don't think I should of & I've been through my fair share of shit. However, at the moment I'm mostly happy & just enjoying life & living it. There's so much to me & so much that none of you will ever know & I'd never dream of sharing with you. & I guess that that goes for the majority of people. I'm quite happy to talk to anybody, a little shy at first, but once I know get to know people I come out of my shell. That's all I can be arsed to write. Think what you will, I'm sure you have an opinion of me just from reading this, whether good or bad. But I don't really care :].
"'Cause I'm just a little girl, you see. But there's a hell of a lot more to me. Don't ever underestimate what I can do, don't ever tell me how I'm meant to be."
My profile song always means something to me. Certain lyrics describe me better than I ever can myself. I love music, I need to listen to it everyday. I'd find it hard to cope without it to be honest. If it was a person, it'd be the 6th on my hero list. If I like a song, then I like a song & I really couldn't care less what genre it is & whether or not it's cool or uncool. Something that really proves this is the fact that next year I'll be going to see Westlife for the 5th or 6th time. Apparently I should be ashamed. I'm really not though, they remind me of good things & being younger. I love going to gigs full stop actually. I think it's amazing to be in a room full of people screaming your lungs out to the same lyrics & feeling the same thing. I love it & I love music to bits.
"Comfort in sound it's all around."
A message from Daniel: I'm Sam's best friend. No, we're not dating, but yes we walk around holding hands. She's brilliant. Her tolerance level to me is extremely high. She's such a lovely person. She doesn't like bitching much, and she's so open minded to everything =] She's always there to listen to people moan and support them. She's always smiling when she has the chance, and always makes me laugh with silly comments. I think I've knocked all common sense out of her. She doesn't know I'm writing this. I can't exactly put in to words about how great she is. She's just a stunning person, a lot smarter than she gives out too. Words can't describe my love for this girl... Or how brilliant she is. She's the most beautiful person, inside and out.
In the words of Daniel:
"I love my bitty lots like sex toys, more than all those boys. She makes me happier than a lesbian on crack. My bitty will always have my back. Bitty got back."
He's my best friend. Nobody could ever replace him & nobody better try & take him away from me. He's the best minge anyone could ever ask for.