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I keep holding on...

you cant get everything you want.. but some things are worth fighting for

About Me

hey, the names Jamie and im turning 18 in november(11/23)... im Irish and German and all that good stuff in between. I currently attend Pratt Institute as a Drawing Major. A day in the life of me and pratt would be drawing naked people all day... dont worry... it has its upsides... haha.. well..what else should i say? i was born and raised in Queens and i have an awesome family even tho they can get in my hair sumtimes. im very often let down by the people who i care for the most. i guess you can say i was delt a shitty hand. im very dedicated to my work and i will do watever it takes to get the job done. im very determined as well but also tend to give up. i no.. im such a contradiction. i confuse many people.. i say "like" too many times in a sentence. im trying to work on that.. theres a lot im trying to work on. when i find that one person that i dont think i can live without, i try to hold on to them afraid im not gonna find anyone else like him. i think ive gone through that stage in my life not too long ago. i cherish my friends to the greatest amount!!! i love them sooo much. they are my shoulder to cry on and the hand to pick me up when im on the floor dying from laughter. im not so much the person who has to be doing sumthing every minute of the day. im more like.. i dont care wat we do just as long as im with the person i wanna be with. im not to spontaneous, but i try to be.. and when i try to be i mess everything up. i can write a soap opera about my life. im a hopeless romantic.. and gee i can only imagine y. i would go to the ends of the world to do something for someone, EVEN IF I FAILED AT IT EVERYTIME.. i would keep on trying. sum people just cant see that. i tend to fuck up alot in the fear of losing sumthing i cherish the most. more than likely i always wind up losing it. im the sweetest person you will probably ever meet. but for sum reason it doesnt get me anywhere. i have high hopes and dreams for my future, but im struggling in the present. all i want out of life is true happiness, and true love. i am independent but always needs some sort of reassurance. if youd wanna talk to me IM me at: Cutieny71802. you are most likely not going to meet me.. this is not sum local hook-up shit.. i have my heart set on sumbody already
J Joyous
A Accurate
M Mischievous
I Ideal
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The quality that most appeals to you: Strength
In a survival situation, you: Run like hell
Your hidden talent is: Resourcefulness
Your gift is: A loving heart
In groups, you: Blend in
Your best quality is: Your insightfulness
Your weakness is: Your antisocial nature

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You prefer Romantic sex!

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I'd like to meet:

im already content with the people i have in my life but an extra person couldnt hurt.. could it? it probably will..lol I need to be with People with the same interests as me. lol! i need someone who is able to share the same ideas as me and wont look at me and think im stupid. Someone who values the little things and who will have no problem showing their true feelings. that quality is somewhat hard to find now. A guy who is patient and kind and will not take advantage of the great things i have to offer. Abnd trust me.. i do have great things to offer. I want to share my affection and ideas of being passionate with a person who will understand just what i mean. ive been lucky enough to find a person like that, but unlucky in the sense that i dont have him anymore :(
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For you, kissing is all about feeling the romance
You love to kiss under the stars or by the sea
The perfect kiss involves the perfect mood
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Your gender?
What makes you sexy? Your lips
What makes you pretty? Your style
What makes you loveable? How sensitive you are
What makes you fun? Everything about you!
What makes you irresistable? Your voice
What makes you cute? How you laugh

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Music:

The Starting line ♥ Billy Idol ♥ Taking Back Sunday ♥ Panic! At the Disco ♥ AFI ♥ Eurodance ♥ Green Day ♥ Fall of Troy ♥ Fall Out Boy ♥ Circa Survive ♥ Ben Lee ♥ Blood Brothers ♥ Jason Wade ♥ Madonna ♥ Staind ♥ Q and not U ♥ Postal Service ♥ My Chemical Romance ♥ Hawthorne Heights ♥ Incubus ♥ HIM ♥ Gwen Stefani ♥ Chiodos ♥ Comeback Kid ♥ James Blunt ♥ Lindsay Lohan ♥ Dashboard Confessional ♥ Ataris ♥ Alkaline Trio ♥ All American Rejects ♥ Cascada
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Favourite Color
Times you want to fuck a day.. 10
Fav. position missionary, the spoon
How you like it wet and messy
Where do you like doing it doesn't matter as long as i get sex
how good are you? fucking orgasmic

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Movies:

THE BREAKFAST CLUB ♥ Clockwork Orange ♥ Dodgeball ♥ Secret Window ♥ Euro Trip ♥ A Cinderella Story ♥ Saw ♥ Sixteen Candles ♥ Ferris Beullers Day Off ♥ The Sweetest Thing ♥ Finding Nemo ♥ A Bronx Tale ♥ Willy Wonka and The Chocolate Factory ♥ The Wedding Planner ♥ Maid in Manhattan

Television:

All the CSI's ♥ Greys Anatomy ♥ House ♥ America's Next Top Model ♥ BLOW OUT
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Books:

Clockwork Orange ♥ Do Androids Dream of Electric Sheep? ♥ Anthem ♥ The Husband I Bought ♥ Go Ask Alice ♥ The Island ♥ A Brave New World ♥ Suzanne's Diary To Nicholas ♥ The Sirens of Titan

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All About You - Very Long- About You -Name::Jamie Age::18 D.O.B::November 23, 1988 Eye Color::blue/grey Hair Color::reddish brown Current Mood::upset and lonely What Are You Doing::doing this survey a...
Posted by I keep holding on... on Mon, 18 Dec 2006 09:34:00 PST

i dont understand y things happen the way they do

i just dont understand anymore.  everything just crashed down on me all at once.. i thought everything was gonna get better.  i hope it still can get better.. kinda ironic thing is that i wr...
Posted by I keep holding on... on Mon, 06 Nov 2006 10:01:00 PST

READ ME!!! ull get to no more about me.. honest!

ok im super bored rite now so my friend sent me this survery to take.. and im stupid so i took it.. lol.. have fun reading   Your full name: Jamie Marie Grant Age: 17 Height: 5'6'' Hair colour:&...
Posted by I keep holding on... on Mon, 01 May 2006 05:56:00 PST

SURGERY

hey guess wat.. im getting surgery on my ACL on April 5th.. just thought i should post it.. let all u myspacers know.. lol.. IM GOING UNDER THE KNIFE!!!!! AHHHHHHHHH i think imma freak...
Posted by I keep holding on... on Tue, 21 Mar 2006 02:55:00 PST

LINK TO MY ARTWORK

you guys have to view this! this is most of my current artwork.... this stuff is my life!!!!!!! well a big part of it at least.... ill be going to Pratt Institute so this stuff if pretty good ;) devia...
Posted by I keep holding on... on Tue, 21 Mar 2006 02:50:00 PST

life sux

can life get any worse... man today me and my b/f broke up.. i dont know wats happening.. everything was going fine.. i think everyone is out to make my life a living hell.. i cant stop crying.. im so...
Posted by I keep holding on... on Fri, 30 Dec 2005 09:03:00 PST

just so happy.. lol

my god.. im sitting here and im wondering.. is 17 going to be that good? i dont know..  my life cant get any better.. ive got a new boyfriend and i cant be any happier.. he is the best thing in m...
Posted by I keep holding on... on Tue, 22 Nov 2005 09:19:00 PST