Carmen

Hey guys, well since i'm gonna be on here, let me tell you a little about myself. My birth name is Tara Leigh Patrick. Although it's disturbing to say this, I think I should tell you guys, since you are my fans. My mom died of a brain tumor and my sister died of a heart attack 8 years ago. This saddens me because I miss them tremendously, you know. I just wish I could see their faces again at least one more time, at least one more hug or kiss. I just wish I could go back in time and fix things between us. You probably think that it's great to be me, but I don't think so, believe me i'm glad to have great fans that love me but it just sucks that you guys don't know that I have this goddamn hole in my heart. When you lose someone especially if it's your mom and sis, you could never be happy.