alone |
i'm on my own for the first time in five years and even though i feel so alone and terrified at times. i also feel the strongest i've ever felt. like i can finally, actually, really breathe. it gives ...
Posted by on Sat, 14 Mar 2009 20:16:00 GMT |
pennies |
so there's this penny in the bottom of my toilet. just sitting there, hanging out. it's just stuck there. keeps getting shit on and pissed on and no matter how many times you try to flush ...
Posted by on Wed, 23 Apr 2008 20:00:00 GMT |
OK |
so right now i'm feeling pretty darn good. enough with self pitty horse poo. i cannot let anyone drag me down. i am strong enough to handle this, i have to be. it's to exhausting to be so bummed. not ...
Posted by on Thu, 17 Apr 2008 23:22:00 GMT |
tired |
i can't sleep, i can't eat, i can't even think. i feel so numb, so devastated.deceived and lied to. cheated, betrayed, tested, totally taken for granted then thrown away like i don't even matter. "for...
Posted by on Wed, 16 Apr 2008 23:14:00 GMT |
broken |
beyond broken
lied to, betrayed, and cheated
unrepairable pain
disgusted, degrated, and defeated
used, abused, and drained
Posted by on Tue, 15 Apr 2008 22:45:00 GMT |
tippy |
so thursday will be one year since you died and i still miss you.i get nauseous thinking about it. but when i think of you it makes me laugh. we had fun. like the time we spent a grip of money on that...
Posted by on Tue, 19 Feb 2008 08:51:00 GMT |
zaphen |
so when i see or hear what old friends or even other people my age have done in life it makes me feel like mine was wasted and i even feel a little jealous. a little jealous that i haven't done a...
Posted by on Thu, 10 Jan 2008 22:47:00 GMT |
