lean like a...
"He reached across to open my door for me, and his sudden proximity sent my heart into frenzied palpitations." -Bella Swan, Twilight
I'd like to meet:
a little about me:
-i've stopped caring about what people think of me
-i'm a very open person
-i'm very outgoing
-i listen to songs where guys sound like girls and vise versa
-i believe that there's more than meets the eye
-i promise to try and find beauty in you
-but i can't promise that i will find it
-i know everyone makes mistakes
-i'm the queen at making them
-but i believe that people deserve a second chance
-i can get mad, but i dont stay that way for too long, it takes too much energy
-i'm pretty lazy
-i love stomache pains from laughing to hard
-i'll respect you if you respect me
-i know i said that i'm very open, but i cant stand ignorance
-i like to sing
-i'm pretty simple
and here's my amazing boyfriend shane with his hillarious sister jenelle... need i say more??
Why do I like him?:
a)He hasn't ever tried to change me
b)He tells me stories
c)He lets me cry in his arms all night if life calls for it
d)He respects me
e)He has incredible talent when it comes to music that blows my mind
f)He gives me many kisses
g)He tells me that he's proud of me with any thing that i accomplish
But it's not just these things that he does that makes me like him... it's just him... everything about him... it's hard to not be around him... and when i am around him, i cant stop myself from grabbing his hand like i'll never let go... and saying good bye at the end of the night is like torture... but then i wake up the next morning, i call him and just the sound of his voice makes me perk up with jitteriness... it helps start my day... sure, coffee is good... but shane is way better... go ahead, call me obsessed... i'm ok with that...
Music:
straight from the mp3 player*nsync
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30 seconds to mars
a thorn for every heart
adam and andrew
adam sandler
aerosmith
aiden
alana grace
alanis morissette
alexisonfire
alica keys
alien ant farm
alkaline trio
all time low
allister
amber pacific
ana laura
anberlin
anthony hamilton
aqua
aqualung
artic monkeys
armor for sleep
army of me
as i lay dying
ashlee simpson
ashley parker angel
atreyu
augustana
avril lavigne
b*witched
backseat goodbye
backstreet boys
barlowgirl
beastie boys
ben folds
ben folds five
ben jelen
beyonce
billy idol
black eyed peas
bleed the dream
blink-182
bloc party
blue october
bon jovi
boston
bowling for soup
boys like girls
boys night out
brad paisley
brand new
brett dennen
bright eyes
britney spears
bryan adams
bullet for my valentine
bush
carrie underwood
cartel
cascada
casey jones
celin dion
chantal kreviazuk
cheap trick
chiodos
chris brown
chumbawamba
citizen cope
cobra starship
comeback kid
culture club
cute is what we aim for
[^^however, they suck^^]
cyndi lauper
d.h.t.
daft punk
dane cook
daniel bedingfield
daphne loves derby
dashboard confessional
dave melillo
david bowie
dead or alive
death cab for cutie
diddy
dispatch
dixie chicks
early november
eightneen visions
eisley
ellen albertini dow
elvis costello
emery
enrique iglesias
fall out boy
fergie
finch
five for fighting
foo fighters
fort minor
fountains of wayne
frank sinatra
frankie j.
frankie lymon & the Teenagers
from first to last
funeral for a friend
further seems forever
gavin degraw
gloria estefan
goo goo dolls
good charlotte
gorillaz
green day
gwen stefani
gym class heroes
handsome boy modeling school
hanson
head automatica
hellogoodbye
hidden in plain view
hit the lights
hometown anthem
hope
hot hot heat
houston calls
howie day
ima robot
imogen heap
incubus
jack johnson
jack's mannequin
james blunt
jamie cullum
jamie kennedy
jason mraz
jeremy camp
jet
jimmy eat world
joan jett & the black hearts
john legend
john mayer
joss stone
justin timberlake
k-os
keane
keith urban
kelis
klaxons
korn [featuring amy lee]
kylie minogue
lagwagon
lauren hill
lee ann womack
lifehouse
linkin park
live
louis armstrong
mandy moore
maroon 5
martina mcbride
marty casey
marvin gaye
mary j. blige
matchbox 20
matt nathanson
mayday parade
mc hammer
me first and the gimme gimmes
meredith brooks
michael andrews
midtown
mig ayesa
mika
mims
motion city soundtrack
mr.big
muse
musical youth
mxpx
my chemical romance
name taken
natasha bedingfield
nelly furtado
new order
new years day
nine days
nirvana [but i really actually hate them]
no doubt
number one fan
oasis
ok go
p.o.d.
panic! at the disco
papa roach
paramore
paul oakenfold
pepper
peter bjon and john
peter frampton
pink
pink floyd
plain white t's
queen
quietdrive
r.e.m.
red hot chili peppers
relient k
ricky martin [what a hottie-not]
rise against
rookie of the year
rufio
ryan adams
saosin
sarah mclachlan
saves the day
say anything
scary kids scaring kids
seal
secondhand serenade
self against city
senses fail
seventh day slumber
shakira
shawn mcdonald
sick puppies
silversun pickups
simon & garfunkle
simple plan
slightly stoopid
smash mouth
snow patrol
something corporate
sparta
spice girls
spoken
stacie orrico
steriogram
stevie wonder
stone temple pilots
styx
sublime
sugar ray
sugarcult
sum 41
superchick
taking back sunday
tears for fears
teddy geiger
tenacious d
terror
the academy is
the all-american rejects
the almost
the ataris
the audition
the b-52's
the clash
the cranberries
the cure
the doors
the flaming lips
the format
the fratellis
the fray
the get up kids
the hush sound
the killers
the kooks
the lashes
the matches
the movielife
the police
the postal service
the presidents of the united states of america
the psychedelic furs
the red jumpsuit apparatus
the rocket summer
the rolling stones
the secret handshake
the shins
the smashing pumpkins
the smiths
the spill canvas
the starting line
the sugars
the temptations
the used
the verve
the white stripes
the who
they might be giants
thompson twins
three days grace
throwdown
tlc
train
u2
underoath
until the end
unwritten law
valencia
vanessa carlton
violent femmes
vitamin c
weezer
weird al yankovic
wolfmother
yellowcard
Movies:
the BEST movie line ever:
Andrew Largeman: Fuck, this hurts so much.
Sam: I know it hurts. But it's life, and it's real. And sometimes it fucking hurts, but it's life, and it's pretty much all we got.
Books:
this is in no particular order:
(1)Twilight
(2)New Moon
(3)Eclipse
this lullaby
just as long as we're together
the stolen
the fallen
the watcher
the joy luck club
goose chase
where the heart is
bud, not buddy
the giver
red handed
the truth about forever
just listen
a child called it
someone like you
more to come...
Heroes:
my muses:
this is my mom... she looks just like me, ya?? --haha, anyways... i dont know where or what i would be without her... and even though we fight [a lot] i still love her... she's carried me through so much and has more faith in me than anyone i've ever met... i love you mom...
this is my lovely brother... we are really good siblings... we make a really good team... he gets me all rialed up and i calm his soul... we are so funny together... fo serious yo... and another thing that's kinda wierd that i've noticed lately is like, you know how twin's no something good or bad is happening to the other?? well, we have that too... like if he's having a rough time, i feel it too without even knowing that it's him.... i dont know how to explain it, but to put it simply, he's the best brother ever!!! i wouldn't trade him for the world, let alone my dream... i love you tom!!
these two are lisa-marie and joseph rountree... they've taught me a lot and introduced the importance of music in my life... not only that, but they are also the silliest people i've ever met... we've had countless memories and endless laughs... they've been through so much, they're a real inspiration to me to just keep on keeping on... they're always moving to a new place and currently their in florida... i adore these two...
this hott peice of ass is brie [red coat] edwards... she is borderline amazing and we have dedicated a song to our friendship... its from frank sinatra called "love and marriage"... it goes a little something like this:
"Love and marriage, love and marriage
Go together like a horse and carriage
This I tell you brother
You cant have one without the other"
brie is the horse and i'm the carriage... she might try to tell you otherwise... but dont listen to her... we're not planning on getting married, but this song was playing one time in vince's when we were waiting for pizza, and well, it kinda just stuck...she's also gonna help me help her... see, i'm gonna be a famous rock star but she's going to write my songs, cuz she is an amazing writer... but dont worry, i'm totally gonna give her credit... and i'm paying her for it, duh!!... haha, NAZI NANNY!!
first of all, sam... she's a thumb, i'm a thumb... there should be more people who are thumbs... HAHAHA!!! there is never a dull moment when she's around... we laugh too much and take waaaay too many pictures, but it's never enough for us... and i'm a little depressed at the moment because she's moving to new zeland... i dont think she realizes how much i'm going to miss her... but she's coming back so there's no worries... i'm going to drag her back by her hair when i'm a big ol' famous rockstar and i'm going to pay her to just run around and do flips on stage... and then she's going to dive into the faces of my fans and crowd surf until the crew people take her down and i'll be like, "no dude, it's cool... she's with me..." and they'll be like, "oh, ok..." hahaha... and that's that...
then, there's gilbert... i dont know how i would've survived my high school lows without him... he's just one of those kids who has the ability to make me smile when i dont want to... and besides that, he's like my brother... we are sooo funny together... and i dedicate this song verse to him from throwdown: "you dont have to be blood to be family"... i adore him and nothing will ever come between our friendship...
this girl is kristy... i've been friends with her since fifth grade and i grew up with her at the boys and girls club, and currently, we dont both work there anymore... haha... we've had our spats, but somehow we always find each other back in other ones life... we're kind of opposites, but even still, she's able to read me a little too well... i love her and that's all there is to it...
this here is crystal [aka- the spawn of satan]... hahaha, just kidding about the satan thing, kinda... well, this girl frustrates the hell out of me and i dont even know why i keep her around... she thinks waaay too much and doesn't have enough confidence in herself... however that's starting to change alot... haha!! and i'm soo proud of her!! but there's something about the way we laugh at the most random things that no one else finds funny that kinda grew on me like a tumor...
this crazy ass is sarah... we've been through so much we kinda have to love each other... almost every word that comes out of this girls mouth makes me laugh, and that's why i keep her around... well, thats not the only reason, but it's basically the only reason... and we like to send pictures of fat people to each other... i dont know why or how it even started, but it makes us laugh and keep us going... hahaha, and when it's my birthday, she sings me, come away with me.... on a bus..." and we have a dance to enrique inglesias' "hero"... it's an interprative/honkey- tonk dance... it's breathtaking...
this is jacque... but i like to call her jacq... well... first, she the most sarcastic pessimist i know... however, she's the reason i work at el jardin... she has amazingly curly hair, but i try not to mention it because everyone [even strangers] say something about it, and it gets kinda annoying... but anyways, i'm suprised we're still friends... one time after swim practice, we were really tired and fell asleep, and i kinda drooled on one of her pillows... A LOT!!... and i tried to hide it, but how do you hide a puddle of drool?? haha, and another time, i was telling her this story while we were getting in the pool (which was very cold, so we were getting in slowly) and this little boy just stares at her while we're talking, then splashes her in the face and swims away... haha, it was very funny but weird... i think she's going to be a famous actress one day... or something in that industry... and that's jacq...
you're probably wondering who this is and what they're doing... well, this is nathan and he's landing a jump from a helicopter that was 3,691 feet in the air... we've been friends for like two years and well, he never ceases to amaze me... he's my crack dealer... he also supplys me with cd's upon cd's of comedians... he's currently mad at me cuz i ruined the end of harry potter for him... I'M SORRY!! haha... so we've both changed alot, but it's nothing i cant deal with... and you thought i'd be mad at you... that's almost impossible... anyways... i adore him, and that's that...
this is michele richardson... i love her because she is the epitome of authenticity... i've definately never met anyone like her... she's full of spunk and has some wild ass dreams... sure she's had a spider lay eggs in her back and she poos in the pool, but if everyone could just look past that, i'm sure you'll agree that she is a pretty cool kid...i suggest everyone become her friend...
this dumb bitch is anthony and he is scarily obsessed with me... haha, one time he said he wanted to start a book club with me... haha, jk... that was my idea... haha... so i love this kid because with all of the random stuff i do to see people's reaction to it, he always has the best one... usually people are just like, uhhhh... your wierd... but not anthony... i can always count on him to say "wtf you crazy hoe... your fuckin psycho" or, "yeah, your a crackhead" haha, i love it... sure most people would be offended by these remarks, but for me, they're like little reality checks... little "snap outta it" moments...
this is emily, but i always call her em... or douche waffle... she is sooo awesome and she is the only freshman on here... well, she's not a freshman, but i still think of her as one... just kidding... we've been friends for about four years now and we're either laughing or listening to music or beating each up or going to shows... well, the last one is very recently... but it's still a very favorite passtime... she's oober sarcastic and i adore her...
and last but not least... nahum... this kid has a tendency of making me laugh at either other people or your mom jokes... we're gonna make a movie together, but we're not really sure what it's going to be about... but we know it's going to be funny... that's about it for nahum, but i had to put him up here...
