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♪♫♪♪♫♪Nikki is one Tough Cookie♪♫â

Sometimes fairy tales dont have happy endings.

About Me

..the angel clipped her wings and found a tat gun
I run with scissors
I play with my food
I put forks in toasters
I put toasters in bathtubs
I cut the tags off mattresses.
and
I take candy from strangers
Im a metallic kiss of fists and lips
I have a five year old son who is my world, I work my ass off to make sure he never has to want for anything and no one comes before him..
Im a little too obsessed with blood and guts
Im a no nonsense, no holes barred, take no prisoners type of girl
I almost always have a knife in my poket
Im notorious for dancing around the house in my underwear
I get off on sadistic sarcasm
I make it a point to get everything I want, just keep that in mind
Just because I'm bi doesn't mean that I want to hook up with you and/or your boyfriend/girlfriend.
Im the girl that if you let me go, I'll never come back
Im picking up all my pieces
If you try to touch them, I'll break you
I treat guys like shit unless they're severely wrong for me
I always fall for the ones who are wrong for me
Don't fuckin tell me I'm pretty, it makes me uncomfortable.
Once you've been lied to, honesty turns into a four letter word.
I have no tolerance for lies.
Its pretty sad when you trust someone only for them to give you a reason not to.
If you lie to me, I have no desire to know you.
I will eliminate you from my life.
Espcially if its the lie of an emotion. I HATE the lie of an emotion.
I HATE THE ABUSE OF THE WORD LOVE.
I've got a slight case of OCD, thats slowly getting worse
I'll talk in ciricles and change subjects often.
Im obsessed with MAC makeup and makeup art
I have a slight obssesion with fake eyelashes
I have pierced just about everything possible on my body.
I love tattoos.
I have chronic nightmares and night terrors often times they're re-occuring.
My demons are real.
I gotta big mouth and dont know when to shut up
Im brutally honest. It tends to get me in trouble
I'm one of those people your mommy warned you about.
I'm a fighter.
Im that girl that thinks shes the queen of the neighborhood, and I got news for you.. I am.
Erin says I have the Golden Vagina.
White fucking trash, bringin the rukkus.
All my ex boyfriends girlfriends hate me.
Almost all my friends girlfriends hate me for that matter.
Most of my friends are males.
I don't like very many people but if you can seriously make me laugh you're in
I don't sugar coat anything and expect the same from others.
I drink pickle juice from the jar.
I don't like ice cream.
I can probably drink your ass under the table.
Vietnamese Spring Rolls with hoisin sauce is my favorite food.
Cherry Coke is the best non-alcoholic drink ever.
I play paint ball and scuba dive.
I like assault rifles, handguns and gas masks..
Left handed bassist
I have a thing for accents.
I sing at the top of my lungs to songs I dont know.
Not easily intimidated.
I think I'm invincible
I dislike it when people stereotype me.
I have no tolerance for stupidity.
Boys that wear makeup are seriously not attractive.
I have a slight thing for body glitter.
I don't really believe in God.
I'm not straight edge, if you are good for you but don't preach it to me.
Don't ask to see my cam, I'm not gonna be yer webcam sex kitten.
Im not sending you nudes, so get over it
There are two tragedies in life.. One, to lose your hearts desire, two.... to gain it...
Cusors for your MySpace

My Interests

I LOVE KNUCKLES.

white fucking trash
skulls
pink and black
glitter
the taste of blood
Lithium Picnic
severe body modification
motorcycles and stunting
liquid eyeliner
spikey things
surrealist art
hardcore porn
playing bass.
mac make up
dc shoes
hennessy
the smell of gasoline
bubble tea
surprises
getting my way

I'd like to meet:


Wentworth Miller. Someone who can make me laugh, which means u gotta have a sense of humor thats more sick and sadistic than mine. The fuckin little cunt thats calling my phone in the middle of the night and hanging up so I can smash her face in with the phone. H.R. Giger, Salvador Dali, Leonardo Da Vinci. That chick from the appliance direct info-mercials so i can punch her in the face.
Channing Tatum.. mmmm...

D-Loc rawr

Music:

It was meant to
I know this hurts

Movies:


Television:

i rarely watch tv

Books:

Behind the Paint The Da Vinci Code A Painted House and anything by Anne Rice

My Blog

She never lies

Busted strings and bloody fingers I play until all my worries are gone. The strings, my muse, always at my disposal. They're the one thing that is true. Never judgemental. Never full of lies. She know...
Posted by ♥ Nikki is one Tough Cookie ♥ on Sun, 27 May 2007 01:47:00 PST

haunting.

Im afraid to sleepThey come at me in a blaze of hatredDestroying what seems pure and sacred.Screaming, emulations of fearDesperately searching for a meaningor atleast a repierve. The Deamons, they dan...
Posted by ♥ Nikki is one Tough Cookie ♥ on Wed, 11 Oct 2006 02:05:00 PST

late night malaise

Does it make you feel validated? Does the long distance desire keep you warm at night or keep you up at night? Am I another object for your sins or another object for your desires?Im the Queen of hidi...
Posted by ♥ Nikki is one Tough Cookie ♥ on Thu, 05 Oct 2006 10:54:00 PST

and when they ask me why

and when they ask me why I did what I didand when they ask me why I do the things I doI simply say"Because I felt like destoying something beautiful that day" and if you don't understand nowyou never ...
Posted by ♥ Nikki is one Tough Cookie ♥ on Mon, 26 Jun 2006 08:57:00 PST

motha fuckin shit talkin bitches

Why people gotta lie so fucking much?Theres no reason for the liesDoes lying about what youre doing or what you've done give you some sort of false comfort or satisfaction? Does lying about ME m...
Posted by ♥ Nikki is one Tough Cookie ♥ on Tue, 25 Apr 2006 05:37:00 PST

screams of tragedy and triumph

I'd like to say Im sorry to all the people I've been a Cunt too tonight.. But truthfully...I'm not sorry, and truthfully I never will be.I RARELY say things I don't mean.So deal with it.Eat the realiz...
Posted by ♥ Nikki is one Tough Cookie ♥ on Sat, 25 Mar 2006 12:10:00 PST

bifurcatations

How is it that you have the audacity to analyze me when you don't even know me? What makes you think that you have the right to disparage me? Does this seriously make you feel better about yourse...
Posted by ♥ Nikki is one Tough Cookie ♥ on Tue, 21 Mar 2006 10:02:00 PST

Sacrifice

I am the honesty you wont believeI am the hate that you conceiveI am the sacrifice you tried to bleedI am the one you hate to needI am the scream inside your headI am the destruction you've been force...
Posted by ♥ Nikki is one Tough Cookie ♥ on Wed, 15 Mar 2006 06:03:00 PST

metallic kiss of fist and lips. (if u want to know me read this)

This was written for me by someone very close to my heart. If you want to know me, read this.   deaths heads cover tragedy's scars her stars to find her way she walks with the sands of time metal...
Posted by ♥ Nikki is one Tough Cookie ♥ on Tue, 14 Feb 2006 08:49:00 PST

The perfect little tragedy

I'm left bruised and falling, cracked and drylooking in the mirror I cant trust what I seeI turn my head in isolation and now you wonder how I grew to be the girl you forced me into the...
Posted by ♥ Nikki is one Tough Cookie ♥ on Tue, 24 Jan 2006 06:49:00 PST