Circles |
writing, Writing, Writing, I feel as though i am writing in circles. What changes? Everything. Nothing. Don't look at me but please pay attention. Another year has passed. Today should be cause ...
Posted by on Wed, 06 May 2009 09:03:00 GMT |
Hamster wheel... |
I have no idea what i'm doing, where i'm going. I just could not stop. It starts innocently enough, laughing, running, risky behaviour...chairs on top of chairs on top of chairs singing, "i'm the ki...
Posted by on Sun, 19 Apr 2009 08:25:00 GMT |
Pretty distractions |
Uncertain...insecure...eclectic...eccentric...or just plain weird?What are these silly games I play? I want what I cannot have, I don't even know what it is that i want and i have what i wanted but i...
Posted by on Sun, 15 Mar 2009 14:37:00 GMT |
Jelly Baby |
Two blogs in one night...i really should be sleeping!!I just had to say, even though she surely already knows, that i love my beautiful jelly baby so fucking much!! That it kills me not being home wi...
Posted by on Sat, 07 Mar 2009 16:12:00 GMT |
Starlight |
Sitting in the cold wind, far too cold for this time of year, i am surrounded by people who know what it is to hurt, to feel pain. I am in the one true place where you can be openly honest, and hones...
Posted by on Sat, 07 Mar 2009 15:57:00 GMT |
A therapeutic community |
Stubbornly compliant...Stubbornly compliant...how the hell can you be stubbornly compliant? I'm trying to understand the nature of this place, my assumption being that i refuse to rebel, that i will ...
Posted by on Sat, 21 Feb 2009 08:35:00 GMT |
running |
I have been feeling out of sorts of late. My mind has always been chaotic but this is a new kind of chaos. It is difficult to put into words, and this is strange in itself since my fingers speak a po...
Posted by on Sun, 16 Nov 2008 05:13:00 GMT |
Writing |
Usually I tend to write, like write write..if that makes sense, but of late i've developed writers block, nothing seems to be coming to me anymore. So to try and persuade my fingers to speak poe...
Posted by on Sun, 16 Nov 2008 05:01:00 GMT |
Rooftops |
Jack has arrived early, and he left late last time, the distance between the here and there seems to get shorter every year. This time he knows he cannot touch me emotionally, my summer is still at t...
Posted by on Thu, 30 Oct 2008 07:17:00 GMT |
Life |
Since discharge I haven't really been blogging much, writing loads but not alot that I feel ready to disclose on a myspace blog. I don't normally write this journal style bullshit but...
I am al...
Posted by on Wed, 08 Oct 2008 00:41:00 GMT |
