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About Me

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Name: Amanda Lee Averell
Birthday: 1/8/85
Birthplace: pgh pa
Current Location: same
Eye Color: brown (im your brown eyed girl)
Hair Color: brown
Height: 5'7"
Right Handed or Left Handed: righty tighty
Your Heritage: heinz 57 baby
The Shoes You Wore Today: nice shoes...
Your Weakness: blonde haired blue eyed canadians, professional wrestlers, and any other boy i know will get me in trouble
Your Fears: not progressing foward with my life
Your Perfect Pizza: one that would cause me to lose weight
Goal You Would Like To Achieve This Year: graduate college and be the hot bridesmaid in my friends wedding
Your Most Overused Phrase On an instant messenger: hommes
Thoughts First Waking Up: "stupid fucking alarm clock..."
Your Best Physical Feature: i dont have one
Your Bedtime: whenever i pass out
Your Most Missed Memory: the good parts of my childhood that i cannot remember
Pepsi or Coke: aquafina
MacDonalds or Burger King: its all about the king
Single or Group Dates: i dont really "date"
Lipton Ice Tea or Nestea: once again aquafina
Chocolate or Vanilla: neither- they are both too boring for me
Cappuccino or Coffee: cappuccino
Do you Smoke: no
Do you Swear: hells yeah
Do you Sing: yes just pray you never here it
Do you Shower Daily: yeah and usually more than once
Have you Been in Love: yeah, and i dont think ill ever fall out of it
Do you want to go to College: currently attending
Do you want to get Married: to the right guy
Do you belive in yourself: depends
Do you get Motion Sickness: nope
Do you think you are Attractive: only if im totally wasted and others have convinced me of it
Are you a Health Freak: im a freak just not about health
Do you get along with your Parents: mostly
Do you like Thunderstorms: they help me sleep
Do you play an Instrument: nope- i have no musical talent whatsoever
In the past month have you Drank Alcohol: oh yeah
In the past month have you Smoked: hell no
In the past month have you been on Drugs:
In the past month have you gone on a Date: once again people dont date me
In the past month have you gone to a Mall: yeah
In the past month have you eaten a box of Oreos: nope...eewwww
In the past month have you eaten Sushi: no... but i would like to try it @some point
In the past month have you been on Stage: no just not talented enough for that
In the past month have you been Dumped: nobody likes me... it prevents me from being dumped which is kinda useful
In the past month have you gone Skinny Dipping: no its too cold
In the past month have you Stolen Anything: never actually
Ever been Drunk: plenty
Ever been called a Tease: not to my face
Ever been Beaten up: no im a lover not a fighter
Ever Shoplifted: nope
How do you want to Die: in some crazy way that people can remember
What do you want to be when you Grow Up: content
What country would you most like to Visit: spain
In a Boy/Girl..
Favourite Eye Color: blue
Favourite Hair Color: blonde
Short or Long Hair: depends on the individual
Height: doesnt matter
Weight: im like goldie locks w/ this one: not too big, not too small, but just right
Best Clothing Style: clothing doesnt make the man
Number of Drugs I have taken:
Number of CDs I own: enough
Number of PiercingsA i had 4 but i want to start piercing again
Number of Tattoos: 3 and i want to get more
Number of things in my Past I Regret: not so few that i become an egotist for it and not so many that my whole existence is regretable
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My Interests

Pro wrestling, reading, writing, making films, listening to music, watching tv, drinking, hanging out with friends
Your Wrestler Name Is...
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I'd like to meet:

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Music:

there's a wide awray of stuff i enjoy but mostly rock, alternative, some more popular bands with a softer sound, weird al is a must, a little emo here and there, and a little bit of rap

Movies:

as good as it gets, walk the line, hitch, anything by kevin smith (yes, even jersey girl), waiting, some like it hot, mean girls, blades of glory, pretty in pink, high fidelity, sixteen candles, breakfast club, as long as the film is good i'll watch it

Television:

wrestling, seinfeld, entourage (i love turtle i want to have his babys), ufc, news shows (i may not belong to a political party, but o'reilly is funny as hell to watch), stand-up comedy specials, snl, all of adult swim (except the anime... sorry just not into it), family guy, simpsons, south park, and nothing makes my day like flavor of love (yeaaaa boiiiii)- oh and steelers football (it's pittsburgh steeler time)

Books:

hamlet (my favorite, not just of shakespeares works but out of everything i've ever read), murder in a cathedral, animal farm, works by homer, the inferno by dante, have a nice day (a tale of blood and sweatsocks) by mick foley, pretty much any wrestler's biography

Heroes:

nobody has inspired me enough to be called a hero yet... but this guy is pretty close

My Blog

thoughts thoughts thoughts

I've tried to fix myself the conventional way, but I still feel like shit every other day. I think it's exhausting to try and be what other people want me to be. I hate this pressure that I'm feelin...
Posted by antagonistic amanda on Sat, 26 Apr 2008 09:43:00 PST

2nd Best

I wish I could see the lines of the pages in my notebook right now, it would make this a whole lot easier to convey. I just wish I wasn't everyones second best choice for everything. I just feel tha...
Posted by antagonistic amanda on Sat, 23 Feb 2008 03:26:00 PST

cummings- l(a

l(aleaffalls)oneliness
Posted by antagonistic amanda on Fri, 16 Nov 2007 04:05:00 PST

tired

"I'm so tired. Tired of playing the game. Ain't it a freggin shame? I'm so tired."Thank you Blazing Saddles and Madeline Kahn. I couldn't have said it better myself.
Posted by antagonistic amanda on Mon, 12 Nov 2007 07:06:00 PST

done

so if finally figured out that im done with everything. im going to go out do who i want, what i want, how i want and not care. im done. im emotionally vacant. it took forever but im finally at that...
Posted by antagonistic amanda on Fri, 31 Aug 2007 02:39:00 PST

where did amanda go?

what the fuck happened to me? i used to dream, to care, to have fun, but now... i am a shell of the smallest part of what i used to be. i miss me.
Posted by antagonistic amanda on Sat, 26 May 2007 09:31:00 PST

what to do what to do

how can i not hurt someone? my head hurts.http://blog.myspace.com/images/blog/smileys/surprised. gif
Posted by antagonistic amanda on Wed, 20 Dec 2006 09:34:00 PST

vomit

has anything ever made you so sick to your stomach that even though it was empty you wanted to vomit? no matter what you do you can't get the thought of what's going on out of your head? welcome to ...
Posted by antagonistic amanda on Fri, 13 Oct 2006 11:14:00 PST

realizations

I realized how much happier (and more financially stable) I would have been if i had done what I really wanted to do and focused more of the dreams of mine that actually mattered to me instead of goin...
Posted by antagonistic amanda on Sun, 08 Oct 2006 06:00:00 PST

Wanderlust

I just want to leave the place I am in and never look back. I don't know why I stay in both the physical and mental states that I am in. I just want to leave and be the person that I know that i not...
Posted by antagonistic amanda on Tue, 16 May 2006 09:53:00 PST