Escapismnoun-pursuit of distraction and/or relief from reality escapist adjective & noun.
Usually found buried in escapist fiction.
or daydreaming.
I don't like reality much
I love losing myself in fiction or music
or going to parties I'll never forget with people I probably won't remember
I'm loud, usually over the top and say what you'd only think
To some people I'll seem fake but those who know me
know it's a casing and I don't trust easily
I never love half-heartedly.
I'm sarcastic to the bone but only cynical on the outside.
I'm optimistic underneath
and hope for the best and usually get second best or worse
I hurt people who hurt my friends
But I'm not cruel and strong enough to hurt those who hurt me.
