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melo: XSICKX

I am here for Friends

About Me

hello myspace. i'm rebekah. but i'd appreciate it if you'd call me beckie. i am a young mother to a beautiful 2 year old named madison. she is the love of my life!
i'd consider myself a nice girl. i have a big heart. i am a fairly happy person. lovin life. takin numbers.
i like nice things. i love to shop. i like boys. i like girls.
if i don't like you, you'll know it. not to be a bitch, but most guys and some girls just say some stupid $hit! and if i don't like it, i'll ignore you or actually tell you to go fuck yourself.
i am a blunt person. i don't like playing games. i don't like to start drama but if it falls in my lap, i will fight back. but i'm a lover not a fighter. if you don't like me, just keep my name out your mouth and i'll keep yours out of mine.
i am a talkitive person. i talk ALOT! but when you 1st meet me i may be a little shy.
i ain't going to lie or try and hide it, i still got a little pudge in the front from having my baby girl 2 years ago. but don't worry, i got my bally's membership and i've been workin on my fitness. you'll be my witness! this milf body is in there somewhere! but then again.. i've always been a thick girl.. =-/
i am black [yes, african- american], white [german and italian], philipino, and indian. which means my daughter is an even bigger mutt!! haha.
i am pure gemini. and i act like it too! loud and proud baby! loud and fucking proud!
i have 4 tattoos. "madison" on my ankle. and a rose on my wrist that i got with my best friend. gemini symbol behind my right ear. and a big peacock on my right hip. i have my tongue pierced. [don't get it twisted.. i know what you're thinking and THAT doesn't happen. lol]
.iM SiCK OF PEOPLE TRYiNG TO CONTROL WHAT i DO.
.LAST TiME i CHECKED, i HAD MY BiG GiRL PANTS ON.
.SOME PEOPLE CALL ME GUNS.
.I HAVE NO LABLE. SO DON'T TRY TO LABLE ME.
.IM A CHUBBY MUFFIN BUT HELLA FUCKING SEXY.
.IM NOT UR AVERAGE GIRL && ILL NEVER BE.
.I LIVE MY LIFE THE WAY I WANT.
.I THINK THAT EVERYTHING HAPPENS FOR A REASON.
.DIFFERENT THEN ANY ONE U KNOW.
.WAY BETTER THEN MOST OF YOU.
.I HAVE AN AWSOME PERSONALITY.TRY TO GET TO KNOW ME.
.IM A LOST SOUL TRYING TO FIND MY WAY.
.MY HEARTS EASILY BROKEN && ALWAYS MISSING PIECES.
.I'VE BEEN TO HELL && BACK.
.I HATE DRAMA.
.I CANT STAND LIARS. .ITS HARD FOR ME TO TRUST ANYONE.
.I GAVE UP ON HAVING FRIENDSHIPS,GOT TO MANY STABS IN THE BACK.
.I LEARNED TO BE MY OWN BESTFRIEND.
.CUZ IN THE END, ALL YOUR GONNA HAVE IS YOURSELF.
.IF I CALL YOU A FRIEND, YOUR ONE OF THE FEW.
.IM A BITCH. GET USE TO IT.
.WHEN I DONT LIKE SOMEONE ILL LET THEM KNOW.
.LOVE ME. HATE ME. SEE IF I CARE.
.DONT FUCK WITH ME && I WONT FUCK WITH U.
.IM A LOVER NOT A FIGHTER, BUT ILL BEAT A BITCH IF I HAVE TO.
.I THINK HIPPIES ARE THE BEST.
.IM IN LOVE WITH XBOX 360.
.PHOTOGRAPHY IS MY LIFE, ALONG WITH MY DAUGHTER.
.IM KINDA SPOILED I GET WHAT I WANT.
.I LOVE TO SPEND MONEY.I SPEND WAY TO MUCH.
.IM A DORK.I LOVE TO LAUGH.AT ABOUT EVERYTHING.
.A CAMERA WHORE, AT BEST.
.LISTEN TO ALMOST EVERYTHING.
.U WANNA KNOW MORE ABOUT ME JUST ASK.
.I POST TONS OF BULLETINS, GET OVER IT.
.DONT ADD ME IF U DONT LIKE IT.
.IF UR A FAKE GET THE FUCK OFF MY PAGE.
well, hit me up if you'd like.
I'm MELODRAMATIC to the core.
much love

My Interests

friends
love
romance
alcohol
new clothes
melo
boob grabbing
yelling
my friends
fighting
aim
presents
my cell phone
phone calls
joking around
taking pix
feeling loved
being hated
hello kitty
giving the finger
low rise jeans
sleeping naked
getting my word in and letting people know how i feel
fake nails
hugging
kissing
cuddling
sour skittles
twix
rolos
texting
sweet tarts
sweet letters
shock tarts
lockets
rings
gold
bears
eye liner
lip gloss
purses
cranberry juice
apple juice with frozen blueberrys
zodiac signs
magazines
my body
my looks
not always caring
showing my cleavage
taking pictures
ambercrombie and finch
DB
american eagel
jack in the box
music
dancing
singing
reading books with a nice cover
standing out
crying
MAC
baby phat
coloring
lalalalala
BORING!

i'm done..

I'd like to meet:

just some chill people.... the love of my life would be nice. but no expectations.

i'm so fucking tierd of meeting a bunch of jerks. please, PLEASE! do not send me a message asking me to have a 3 some with you and your girl.

if you're looking to have sex. you got the wrong girl. find one of those hooker ass looking girls to suck your dick.

i'll be blunt and fucking honest with you. FUCK OFF!

i'd realy like to meet some melo people on myspace. MELOOOOOOOOOO!

Music:

Pink, Nickelback, 50 cent, Keyshia Cole, Janet Jackson, JLO, JOJO, Aaliyah, Justin Timberlake, Kanye West, B2K, Aerosmith, Blu Cantrell, Isly Brothers, Bubba Sparx, LL cool J, Missy Elliot, Britney Spears, Christina Aguilera, Jamie Foxx, Shakira, Fergie, Pussy Cat Dolls, Busta Rhymes, Terri Clark, Dixie Chicks, The All-American Rejects, Mary J. Blige, Natasha Bedingfield, Mariah Carey, Weezer, Jessica Simpson, Akon, Brandy, Alicia Keys, mario winas, Usher, Michelle Branch, Sean Paul, Black Eyed Peas, Nick Cannon, Aqua, Ashani, Chris Brown, Kelly Clarkson, Carrie Underwood, Evanescence, Bow Wow, Ludacris, Eminem, D12, Panic! at the Disco, The Used, Beyoncé, hinder

i'll get back to this list later.

Movies:

gia, rocky horror picture show, brokeback moutain, van wilder, moulin rouge, chicago, latin kings of comedy, remember the titans, little mermaid, finding nemo, AVP, Without a Paddle, the forgotten, the village, ghost, beaches, ice age, love&war, white chicks, shrek (1&2) , ROCKY collection, lord of the rings, harry potter......

Television:

Family Guy. real world. friends. late night HBO. will and grace. simpsons. Medium. law&ORDER. fear factor. desperate housewives. The Nanny. Nanny911. elimidate. Cheaters. Avatar. dismissed. Jeperdy. Divoric court. People's court. Texas court. yes, dear. charmed. MAD TV. jewelery television. miami inked. etc.

Books:

A man named Dave, The lost boy, A child called "It", The wall flower, Cut, A series of unfortunate Events (YES! I READ THEM ALL! ), Harry Potter, Baby sitters club! haha, What to Expect When You're Expecting, Chicken Soup (for the lovers soul, for the teenage soul, for the soul)

Heroes:

i never thought i'd say it.

but my ma is a hero.
cuz now i know what it's like
to have no one to help
no one to cry to
to have to support someone else by yourself.
i'm glad to have you ma.
thank you for everything.
your help, your support, your love.
you're the only one here for me.
you don't know how much i thank god for you.

and my daughter, madison ryan. she saved me.

My Blog

in a short time....

you know i like you.that's a given.the way you smile.and look.and say things to me.makes my heart melt already. in such a short time, i'm hooked.and i already want to do so much for you.your warm touc...
Posted by melo: XSICKX on Sat, 10 Nov 2007 10:31:00 PST

as i’ve matured....

I've learned that you cannot make someone love you. All you can do is stalk them and hope they panic and give in. I've learned that no matter how much i care, some people are just assholes. I've learn...
Posted by melo: XSICKX on Wed, 31 Oct 2007 12:21:00 PST

i’m sorry

i'm sorry that i loved you so much. i'm sorry that i would of fought for you. i'm sorry for the best sex i've ever had. i'm sorry for every kiss. and touch. and tear for you. cuz you thought it was a...
Posted by melo: XSICKX on Mon, 10 Sep 2007 11:20:00 PST

you live and you learn

i guess that's all you can say. or should i say, do. most ways of finding true love, is to get heart broken on the way. some are lucky enough to be with their 1st love. some fall in love many times. ...
Posted by melo: XSICKX on Wed, 07 Mar 2007 05:00:00 PST

dream

i dream of my door opening. with you standing there. telling me how much you love me. how much you want to be with me. and meaning it. i dream of romance. with you sitting next to me. then down on one...
Posted by melo: XSICKX on Wed, 03 Jan 2007 09:19:00 PST

i know

i want to come out and say it. i've been thinking about you latly. and i'm sad. cuz i knew i could of been your everything. and you left me. i knew you could of looked at me and been proud. of me. to ...
Posted by melo: XSICKX on Sun, 31 Dec 2006 10:49:00 PST

we're alike in that sence

i always knew that my mom was a strong person. annoying... and stupid sometimes... but strong. and i'd like to think i am alot too.. because i don't know any 18 year old that can do the things i can d...
Posted by melo: XSICKX on Wed, 20 Dec 2006 06:51:00 PST

slowly disappearing

i've lost 12 pounds you guys.. yay for that!!! so this year.. in all.. i've lost 18 pounds....i'll get down to my weight soon enough.. i think 2007 has "beckie weighs 145lbs" written all over it!! ha...
Posted by melo: XSICKX on Tue, 19 Dec 2006 10:04:00 PST

you can always veiw more @

http://www.melodramatic.com/users/xsickx
Posted by melo: XSICKX on Wed, 06 Sep 2006 02:55:00 PST

falling out of love

it sucks when you look at someone and you're just like "dang. i love him... but not really." like.i dont know.. i've never let anyone cuss at me.. but i let steve just cuss me out. no more. its over...
Posted by melo: XSICKX on Thu, 27 Jul 2006 11:50:00 PST