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Aleister

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About Me


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messy, outgoing, open, self revealing, ambivalent about chaos, unpredictable, not good at saving money, social, likes large parties, likes to stand out, risk taker, quick to make friends, does not like to be alone, rash, fame seeking, sarcastic, craves attention, social chameleon, low self control, food lover, not rule conscious, weird, assertive, not a perfectionist, anti-authority, thrill seeker, vain, likes to fit in, reckless, emotionally sensitive, leisurely, trusting
i wrap my blanket around me, hiding inside with my horribly loud heartbeat i'm shattered to pieces by the magic of your words, from two days before and i wonder, if i start praying will the outside of my window change? because this room is so empty i'm overflowing, spilling with water into a bottle drunk dry taken along, with speed, it’s almost bizarre so i lie down in a blurring spot of sunlight and in my notebook I scribble down wishful words my sad self - a lying poet so I drop a single secret add sugar and alcohol and lemon to hide until the day comes when my "slightly autistic self" no longer needs it until then I’ll hide it away on a shelf in the basement i'm spinning words, to build myself some hope still searching blindly for a tomorrow
i drew the world colorless since there was only enough paint left to color you i really must go and show it to you, soon before it fades my voice, never to reach you, changes into a sad song you see, the thorn stabbing my chest should be gone, but it still hurts so I'll go to the basement to retrieve my glass bottle
i want you to have nothing but gentle dreams with me, as many as you want so let's dance never to be torn away I’ll take your hand for our last waltz
who's the liar? your codes are jarring my words seem like lies
poison to poison

If you have any questions or want to talk to me aim me at
SN= Pay Pah Man

My Interests


Starfishes named Joanna
Advanced Global Personality Test Results

Extraversion |||||||||||||||| 70%
Stability |||||||||||||| 53%
Orderliness |||||| 30%
Accommodation |||||| 23%
Interdependence |||||||||||||||||| 76%
Intellectual |||||||||||| 50%
Mystical |||||||||| 36%
Artistic |||||||||||| 50%
Religious |||||| 30%
Hedonism |||||||||||||||||| 76%
Materialism |||||||||||| 50%
Narcissism |||||||||||||||||| 76%
Adventurousness |||||||||||||||| 70%
Work ethic |||||||||||||| 56%
Self absorbed |||||||||||||| 56%
Conflict seeking |||||||||||| 50%
Need to dominate |||||||||||||||| 63%
Romantic |||||||||||||||| 70%
Avoidant |||||| 23%
Anti-authority |||||||||||| 50%
Wealth |||| 16%
Dependency |||||||||||| 43%
Change averse |||||| 23%
Cautiousness |||||||||||||||| 63%
Individuality |||||||||||||||||||| 83%
Sexuality |||||||||||||| 56%
Peter pan complex |||||| 30%
Physical security |||||||||||||| 56%
Physical Fitness |||||||||||||||||||| 84%
Histrionic |||||||||||||||| 63%
Paranoia |||||||||||||| 56%
Vanity |||||||||||||||||||| 83%
Hypersensitivity |||||||||||| 50%
Female cliche |||||||||||||||||| 76% Take Free Advanced Global Personality Test
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My Blog

who is Klaudette

Ok, so i was talkig to my friend from a long time ago when i remember the name Klaudette (or Claudette). I'm not sure who she is or where shes from. I think i went out with a girl named Klaudette can'...
Posted by Aleister on Tue, 03 Jan 2006 03:53:00 PST

Depression

i feel like crap. just thinking about the blunders of others and their imperfections. People say "were only human". FUCK YOU. I'm talking about the crap people do to fuck up in life. White people lay ...
Posted by Aleister on Wed, 24 Aug 2005 09:40:00 PST

Michelle

michelle u you suck
Posted by Aleister on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST

Ive bin thinking

I like the new ideas that ive been having. I like my new hair. I like my music. and so on. I am a really unique person and im proud of that. if you try to tell me otherwise you better explain yourself...
Posted by Aleister on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST

My valentine thought

To my Valentine so Far Away by: me of course I would rush to see u if we werent disconnected by the mountains I would send you something if I wasnt in debt I would call you but you are not there...
Posted by Aleister on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST

My new Jacket

Guess what... I finally got my straight jacket bizntaches today i showed it off in all its tasteful glory; i ran across a quad screaming like crazy, i ran into a tree, i also got tackled by my f...
Posted by Aleister on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST

My Thoughts about You

I can sing for you now My life is always torn to pieces Even if a girl hates me, or something like that, I feel like finding out where her cynical eyes are going I don't have to pointlessly doubt...
Posted by Aleister on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST

Ode to a Thief

With great skill you took what you wanted You took what you wanted without others knowing Without others knowing you crept inside You crept inside and made your mark Your mark was noticed the day ...
Posted by Aleister on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST

La furia

Perros traicionerosDesmunezense de bajo de mis manosHipnotizados por la carne del reySolo probaran la sangre de mi leyCon esta espada, mostrare mi furiaEn sus rodillas me pediran simpatiaY cuando tome...
Posted by Aleister on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST

Mi Magdalena

La belleza que me causa tanta miseriaUna representación perfecta de la flor narcisistaLa fuerza que nunca pude controlarMi magdalena es la que tiene la piel tan suave como sedaSu aroma es comparable a...
Posted by Aleister on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST