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Angel's Fall First

it must be exhausting to lose your own game

About Me

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for starters im almost 20 years old (scary i know) i have two very fat cats that are like sons to me. and they mean the world to me like there father chris. my mom is one of my best friends we tell each other everything and she is the one person i can count on to keep me safe. emily my best friend never judges me no matter what crazy thing i do next. and chris well chris is my soul mate and i will always love him. i love the ocean its liek my drug i cant be away from it to long with out missing it or wanting it again. i live to please others i liek people to be happy no matter what it costs me, even my happyness.comment here....

My Interests

i love penguins and dragons, but what really gets my heart is music i love music all different types. i also love art and movies flowers and forests i love long walks and i love rain. the smell of rain the way it washes away my fears and restores hope and mostly i love the ocean i love the waves

I'd like to meet:

i want to meet and befriend people worth my time. honist and hard working people i love people but i also want to be respected in my life for who and what i am no matter how crazy i get and no matter what i do with my life. i want people to respect my desions and just let me do what i want to do, even if it is wrong i only want to learn for myself

Music:

10 years, 36 crazy fists,ACDC, aerosmith, Alanis Morisette, alice cooper,anthrax, apartment 26, aqualung, arch enemy, as i lay dieing, atreyu, avenge sevenfold, b-52's, bauhaus, billy idol, billy joel, black label socity, bleeding through, blood simple, blue october, brad paisley, breaking benjamin,bullet for my valine, chimaira, chris issac, coal chamber, cold, coldplay, cradle of filth, cutting crew, days of new, Declan Galbraith, deftones, demon hunter, devil driver, dio, disturbed, eddie vender, Evanesence, finger eleven, flyleaf, god forbid, god smack, green day, hawthron heights, insane clown poise, it dies today, jeffree star, jon bon jovi, katy perry, Killswitch Engage, kmfdm, korn, Lacuna Coil, lamb of god, linkin park, megadeath, mudvane, mushroomhead, nightwish,the pixies, plain white t's, puddle of mudd, ramstein, seven dust, shattershere, slipknot, smile empty soul, soil, soilwork, stained, staic x, system of a down, three days grace, the used whitesnake, the who.

Movies:

i like scary, humor, horror, documentary, just about anything you put on i am a big movie person.

Television:

Murphy brown, rosewell, sex and the city, and dawsons creek any thing that can make me laugh or cry or feel is worth watching

Books:

i like books alot but it has to move me in some way it has to be entertaining and not one i can guess what is going to happen in the matter of the first chapter it has to keep me entertained best books out today the ones that really get to me is twilightmost recently i read all four twlight books and omg soooo good i really want to find my edword

Heroes:

any woman who can go through what we go through and still manage to come on top of things and not sink through break ups rapes and heart break mostly heartbreak.....trust me no one deserves that pain

My Blog

dont want to leave...or just scared to

today today......   im so confused at this point i know i need to leave but it pains me to even think about leaving him again. i know its not for good but i just dont want to do it. but why god i...
Posted by Angel's Fall First on Thu, 16 Oct 2008 01:32:00 PST

just take my hand

my soul wants to lock you up inside of me. you will never break free. after all your mine. lift me up. hold on to me. stay with me. make me happy with your smile. my heart, my soul, my mind is yours. ...
Posted by Angel's Fall First on Fri, 03 Oct 2008 12:13:00 PST

would you love me, like i love you.

it freaks me out, it freaks you out. i lie for you, like i love you. i care for you, i love you. would you die for me, like you love me. i cry for you, like i care for you. you see me, like you care ...
Posted by Angel's Fall First on Thu, 02 Oct 2008 04:09:00 PST

heartbreak

im saded by the wake of my heart. it beats, it thumbs, it hurts. my soul crushes down and my heart shatters. im left scorned, tortored, abused. my tears fall, splatter, run. a warm liqued flows down m...
Posted by Angel's Fall First on Thu, 28 Aug 2008 12:17:00 PST

so tired......of being lost

im so lonley tonight, it is the eve of me and chris marrage. and i am alone i pushed everyone away and i killed myself tring to forget him. and now i am paying for it i am alone...the one thing i hate...
Posted by Angel's Fall First on Fri, 25 Jul 2008 11:40:00 PST

caitlen

today marks a sad era of well...sadness caitlen left us she is going to fallow her dreams and well i dont want her to go everything is changing the way we knew it would but for me it is to soon t...
Posted by Angel's Fall First on Thu, 03 Jan 2008 02:48:00 PST

sadness

so anyways i am sad today i have no reason to be but i just am.......spring break is coming up and every one is so excited about it and all i can do is think of pink floyds song and the words "so you ...
Posted by Angel's Fall First on Fri, 23 Mar 2007 12:03:00 PST