mattea. [r.i.p. josh]

i suppose this was necessary.

TEN things you wish you could say to TEN different people right now:1. most of the time, i really can't stand you, i just don't show it.2. i know you say you're not smart and you don't get anything, b...
Posted by mattea. [r.i.p. josh] on Wed, 12 Nov 2008 06:07:00 PST

panties.

i'm bored. like, unblieveably bored.i need to write my short story for creative writing, work on my annotated list of works cited for english, and study for the government test, but i'm too lazy. when...
Posted by mattea. [r.i.p. josh] on Wed, 05 Nov 2008 01:36:00 PST

you probably don’t want to read this.

i don't know where to start. i'm unbelieveably tired.school and work wear me out.and then, my mom got a third shift job, so i have to get the kids up in the mornings, pack their lunches, fix breakfast...
Posted by mattea. [r.i.p. josh] on Sun, 14 Sep 2008 04:24:00 PST

i need you.

hmm, so i'm bored and i've wanted to do this for awhile. post your name in a blog comment and i'll tell you what i honestly think of you, mmkay? good. now do it, whores. :]...
Posted by mattea. [r.i.p. josh] on Thu, 24 Jul 2008 08:49:00 PST

what i choose is my voice.

hmph. i haven't blogged in awhile and there's a lot on my mind. i feel as if this year has changed me for the better.and since it'll probably be easier than writing a fucking paragraph why, i'm just g...
Posted by mattea. [r.i.p. josh] on Mon, 09 Jun 2008 09:13:00 PST

wait, they don’t love you like i love you.

i’m exhausted, but i can’t sleep right now.i shouldn’t have slept so long when i got home today.and plus, my parents are gone easter shopping or something.idk, they wanted to go when...
Posted by mattea. [r.i.p. josh] on Fri, 21 Mar 2008 08:31:00 PST

i feel insane every single time i’m asked to compromise.

hmm, so, i'm sitting at bridgette's and well, bridgette's being an bitch and watching 'holes' with her brother.i hate that movie.so, why not write a blog? lately, i'm soo annoyed with teenage love its...
Posted by mattea. [r.i.p. josh] on Sat, 16 Feb 2008 07:05:00 PST

just for the record,

i'm tired of this shit already.i don't care if you accept me or not.when i'm finally out of the house, i won't miss you. sleeping pills sound nice....
Posted by mattea. [r.i.p. josh] on Tue, 29 Jan 2008 07:06:00 PST

self-righteousness is wearing thin.

hmm, its 12:30 in the morning and i'm nowhere near being tired.shitttt, man. and i've come to the conclusion (actually, i was pretty much told) that i'm taking college courses next year.wonderful, eh?...
Posted by mattea. [r.i.p. josh] on Mon, 21 Jan 2008 09:53:00 PST

we’ve all been lost for most of this life.

i can't believe the first semester is already over.i'm going to miss having english and art.now, my classes suck ass.really, they do. 1&2: geomtry with roth- this shouldn't be too bad. i have brid...
Posted by mattea. [r.i.p. josh] on Sun, 13 Jan 2008 06:15:00 PST