ღCynthiaღ

I am a 30 year old Wife and Mother of 3. I have 1 Son and 2 Daughters. My Children are the reason that God made me. True love is non existant until you have a child. It is just amazing how much your heart grows with every child you have. Someone once said that a person does not have the capacity to love an individual equal to the amount that they love their first born... That person obviously did not have 3 children. They are my start, my finish and EVERYTHING in between. I have made MANY MANY mistakes in my lifetime, but my children will NEVER be one of them!
I am married to my BEST friend! I have been with him for 6 years and married to him for 2 years. When times get tough, he is the one that is there, standing beside me. Not behind me, and not in front of me, he stands BESIDE me!!! Without him, I would NEVER be the woman that I have grown to be. He has made me a Wife and a Mother, he has made my dreams reality.
My Family is the MOST important thing to me and NOTHING will EVER come before them.. This is my life and I live it for me and for them, not for ANYBODY else! NOONE should start judging me or the things I do especially if I don't come to them looking for any help! I am grown and responsible and I take care of my shit!
I am here to keep in touch with friends and family ~ NOTHING more!!! If you don't know me and just came across my page, stop sending me messages telling me that I look good and that you wanna get to know me ~ HELLOOOOOOOOOO Do you NOT see my Husband and children ALL over my page???? Go somewhere else with that!!!!
To everyone else just passing through show the love and keep the drama off my screen!
"Before I was a Mom I never knew what true Love really felt like. Before I was a Mom I never tripped over toys or forgot words to a lullaby. I didn't worry whether or not my plants were poisonous. I never thought about immunizations. Before I was a Mom - I had never been puked on. Pooped on. Drooled on. Chewed on. Peed on. I had complete control of my mind and my thoughts. I slept all night. Before I was a Mom I never held down a screaming child so doctors could do tests. Or give shots. I never looked into teary eyes and cried. I never got gloriously happy over a simple little grin. I never sat up for hours watching a baby sleep. Before I was a Mom I never held a sleeping baby just because I didn't want to put it down. I never felt my heart break into a million pieces when I couldn't stop the hurt. I never knew that something so small could affect my life so much. I never knew that I could love someone so much. I never knew I would love being a Mom. Before I was a Mom - I didn't know the feeling of having my heart outside my body. I didn't know how special it could feel to feed a hungry baby. I didn't know that bond between a mother and her child. I didn't know that something so small could make me feel so important and happy. Before I was a Mom - I had never gotten up in the middle of the night every 10 minutes to make sure all was okay. I had never known the warmth, The joy, The love, The heartache, The wonderment or the satisfaction of being a Mom. I didn't know I was capable of feeling so much before I was a Mom!