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Cyanide & Happiness @ Explosm.netWhat Can I Say?My name is Alan. I'm a college student at SMCC majoring in Communications and New Media, specializing in Web Design. I am very creative and artistic, when I actually push myself to be. Generally, I am overly-critical of my work, and rarely ever have a finished product. Music has a very big meaning in my life, as it always seems to help out. I write a lot, mostly bits and pieces of songs write now. I have been trying to write a book and have slowly been developing the story over the course of several years, but I always seems to have writer's block when trying to put it on paper... more to come soon...

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     Just thought I'd let everybody (read: whoever the hell may read this) know that I'm working on some things... First, I'm in the planning stage for a graphic novel project. By "planning stage" I m...
Posted by on Fri, 13 Mar 2009 14:53:00 GMT

Boredom

     I can't look up. Yeah, seriously. For some reason, all goddamn day, I have had this intense ache in the back of my neck, on the left side. And the muscle is so tense, and knotted, ...
Posted by on Sun, 14 Dec 2008 04:49:00 GMT

I’ve Got The Hands of History’s Stranglers

     "Pink, It's my new obsession      Pink, It's not even a question"     Good ol' Aerosmith. The song just started playing in iTunes, and ...
Posted by on Sun, 07 Dec 2008 00:59:00 GMT

I’d send the pain below, Much like suffocating

     I've spent much of my day laying in a dark room. The only light I've had is the little bit from my laptop, but that has barely been on at all today. However, during the few times i...
Posted by on Fri, 28 Nov 2008 02:21:00 GMT

On this long and lonesome highway...

     I wrote this today while on the bus to northern Maine:     "I've been sitting here on this bus for a while now. Head resting against the glass, my eyes searchin...
Posted by on Thu, 27 Nov 2008 03:00:00 GMT

I Have Learned to Live With These Fatal Gifts

     Dammit, I'm bored right now. The weather is shitty. Nothing but rain and strong winds, but somehow it really suits my mood. Today is just one of those days where things feel... wei...
Posted by on Tue, 25 Nov 2008 20:49:00 GMT

if you blink dont do it twice, Ive still got something to say here

     I sometimes sit here and wonder what the hell happened to me. How could I put up with so much for so long? I wish I could say that there was a reason for me sticking around, beside...
Posted by on Sat, 22 Nov 2008 19:38:00 GMT

Into The River Below

     It's hard to go for months being completely unhappy with everything. I mean, seriously unhappy. It's especially bad when it seems like everything that has even the slightest possib...
Posted by on Fri, 21 Nov 2008 02:20:00 GMT

It’s time you recognize, I am the devil’s eyes

     It's been a long time since I've written anything at all aside from a few creative lines here and there. For quite a while now, all I have really wanted to do is just sit down and ...
Posted by on Mon, 17 Nov 2008 09:00:00 GMT

Poisoned Hearts Will Never Changed

     Music. Everyone knows that it's a huge part of who I am, it's always been a big interest of mine and something that I pretty much can't go through life without. I used to listen to...
Posted by on Mon, 22 Sep 2008 19:50:00 GMT