Okay, I guess I will let you know a little bit about me. I use to be in the military (Army), but I got on a medical discharge. I went to Iraq in 2003 for six months and it was a very interesting experience. I have a precious daughter named Saniya Chanel London Seward. I know, it's long, but at least it's not long and GHETTO. ;) Anyway I’m working part-time and attending Oklahoma City Community College. After I get my Associates degree am going to transfer to UCO to get my bachelors degree in Literature. I consider myself to be a serious person but I do like to have fun. You just have to separate the two. Throughout my life I have learned that things will not always go my way. It’s truly up to the Lord and the plans that he has already made for me. I have also learned that no matter how hard you try to please someone, it’s not going to matter if they could care less in the first place. I realize that all the things that I thought was important to me are not, but are in fact mere distractions from what should be important in my life. When God calls I haven’t always answered, however I am listening now. I am not perfect and never have claimed to be. Nevertheless, at this point in my life I know that through my consistent efforts and my faith in God I can get real close to being just that. It took me a while to understand that just because something happens badly in my life doesn’t me that the world is going to end or that God loves me any less. Everything happens for a reason and for every action there is a reaction. For everything that I’ve done in my life whether it was good or bad I have to live with the consequences. It might rain for three weeks straight but just remember that when God is ready the sun will shine. Now, on top of that I have also learned that when you are doing bad there is always someone in the world that might be doing worse and instead of complaining I could use that energy towards thanking God for simply allowing me to wakeup for the past 25yrs. My new motto: “SMILE! LIFE HAPPENS!†I am living a life where God is my provider and in turn I am my daughters provider. At this point, nothing matters to me except God, my daughter, myself, my family and real friends, and making a better life for me and mine. Well, if you feel the need to know more then just ask. I don't bite. However, PLEASE don't ask a question that you can find the answer to on my page. Reading in fundamental so don't be a dummy. ;)
