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†AlL TrUtH iS pArAlLeL-aLl TrUtH iS uNtRuE† (R.W.)

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†E. A. Poe - Alone†From childhood's hour I have not been As others were; I have not seen As others saw; I could not bring My passions from a common spring. From the same source I have not taken My sorrow; I could not awaken My heart to joy at the same tone; And all I loved, I loved alone. Then - in my childhood, in the dawn Of a most stormy life - was drawn From every depth of good and ill The mystery which binds me still: From the torrent, or the fountain, From the red cliff of the mountain, From the sun that round me rolled In its autumn tint of gold, From the lightning in the sky As it passed me flying by, From the thunder and the storm, And the cloud that took the form (When the rest of Heaven was blue) Of a demon in my view.

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†Sopor Aeternus - There Was A Country By The Sea†There was a country by the sea, but I cannot say for certain, whether it was part of a lonely isle, or merely some coastal region. A landing-stage of rotten blanks stretched carefully into the waves, and for one moment I did wonder, what frightening purpose it might serve. O, heavy, roaring, endless seas, what secrets does this rage entomb? Have ancient memories or hungry ghosts, gathered all their strength, to call for this storm? Deep-seated gardens, almost a labyrinth, walled in by ruins and rocks ivy-clad, perhaps this strange place had once been a palace, where now viole(n)t bushes bear dark thorns instead. A young boy was taking me by the hand and unerringly he was leading me down below the gardens, which I hardly remembered, the moment I took the first step underground. We came to a room with only small windows, and to my suprise I could somehow still hear, though reduced to a murmur, now chant-like and humming, to once savage voice of the roaring sea. The boy has built a catacomb, he is living in a tomb, below the ground, where there's no sound, he is hiding, from the world. Something resembling an altar was built there, a secret overshadowed structure and use, underneath, in inanimate self-contemplation, lay a jet-black mass of coal-like granules. Yet, this dark material had an unearthly lightness, and when I touched it, to feel what it was, it did seem to totally ignore my presence ...-without leaving a trace, it came trickling off. Then out of a sudden from under the barrow something, appeared, unexpectedly: it was the bones of the little boy's mother, which he had placed with greatest care underneath. There must have been something in my look(s), 'cause the little boy started to speak, and to my unvoiced Question of why he had done this, he answered these words to me: "This is the only way I can be save from her, only this can guarantee, that she will not rise again, because when she does, she is always following me. There's just no alternative, I cannot escape from her, because as soon as I try, she will get up again, merely to haunt me...-oh, believe me, I have tried numerous times! But here in these vaults I have finally found something that works like a seal, these jet-black granules do keep me from harm, and her bones can no longer hurt me. Piled up in a certain, specific form, all the remains must be covered with it, then everything keeps still and for a brief moment I can pretend, that she does not exist. Yet, all the time I must be on my guards, because now and then it can happen indeed, that frequently the earth does tremble and shaken, and some of the stones are Starting to slip. So, constantly I have to control the barrow, the jet-black darkness of the coal-like mass, in order to be there, to repair the damage, to pile all back safely and to replace..." The boy has built a catacomb, he is living in a tomb. below the ground, where there's no sound, he is hiding from the (terrible) world. It took me a while to realism that we all have secrets and fears ...- is it then a surprise that we close our minds from the pain that is causing these tears ?

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Christian Death

Rozz Williams

Daucus Karota

Sopor Aeternus

Samsas Traum

Janus

Untoten

Stillste Stund

Cinema Strange

The Deadfly Ensemble

Katzenjammer Kabarett

New Days Delay

The Other

Shadow Reichenstein

Devil Doll

Wretched Asylum

Centhron

Welle Erdball

Diary Of Dreams

Violet Stigmata

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SAMSAS TRAUM, ASP, UNTOTEN, SOPOR AETERNUS, CHANTS OF MALDOROR, CINEMA STRANGE, Blooding Mask, CHRISTIAN DEATH (Sowohl die Sachen von Rozz als auch die von Valor), Shadow Project, Daucus Karota, X-Mal Deutschland, Mantus, Einstuerzende Neubauten, JANUS, DEADFLY ENSEMBLE, Shanghai Triad, Persephone, Argine, New Days Delay, SEX GANG CHILDREN, Black Ice, The Vanishing, Rozz Williams, Gitane Demone, SHADOW REICHENSTEIN, THE OTHER, Ataraxia, Kirlian Camera, Agonoize, HOCICO, SOKO FRIEDHOF, Wumpscut, Suicide Commando, DEVIL DOLL (Mr. Doctor), Ulver, Scary Bitches, BLOODY DEAD AND SEXY, Frustration, Katzenjammer Kabarett, Die Perlen, Grauzone, S.Y.P.H., Keine Ahnung (die Electro-Wave, nicht die Punkband...), TWO WITCHES, Super Heroines, Lydia Lunch, Madre (Del Vizio), Diva Destruction, Sleeping Children, DEADCHOVSKY, Eat Your Make Up, Carillon Del Dolore, Bauhaus, Jacquy Bitch, Spiritual Bats, Alien Sex Fiend, ALL GONE DEAD, Siekiera, Cauda Pavonis, EVA O., Norma Loy, Miriam, Emilie Autumn, Angizia, The Inchtabokatables, Shnarph, MISSRATENER SOHN, Feindflug, FESTIVAL DER GEISTESKRANKEN, X-FUSION, F/A/V, CENTHRON, Weena Morloch, DIARY OF DREAMS, Lacrimosa, Sinnflut, Ghosting, Cancer Barrack, Der Fluch, Wermut, Death In June, Goethes Erben, GOTTESFINSTERNIS, Laibach, MARILYN MANSON, RAMMSTEIN, WITT, Miguel & The Living Dead, Bloodsucking Zombies From Outer Space, Specimen, London After Midnight, D.A.F., And One, Din[a]Tod, WELLE:ERDBALL, Das Präparat, Malaria, Dresden Dolls, Frank The Baptist, Switchblade Symphony, Ewigheim, Eisregen, Wretched Asylum, END OF GREEN, Cemetary, Sundown, THE VIRGIN PRUNES, VIOLET STIGMATA, Stillste Stund, Paul Roland, Virgin Black, Westwerk, BETHLEHEM, Narziss, Böhse Onkelz, COMBICHRIST, Ministry, Die Form, Psyclon Nine, Kontrast, My Dying Bride, Empyrium, Lake Of Tears, Jack Frost, Kovenant, Dornenreich, Nagelfar, SOAD, Saviour Machine, Aaskereia,.............

Movies:

Texas Chainsaw Massacre, Saw 1 & 2, Ginger Snaps 1-3, Kingdom Hospital, The Cell, Inside I´m Dancing, The Crow, Nightmare Before Christmas, Corpse Bride, Sieben, May - Schneiderin Des Todes, Mirror Mask, Silent Hill, Sleepy Hollow, The Stand, Schrei In Der Stille (The Reflecting Skin), Interview Mit Einem Vampir, The Green Mile, Requiem For A Dream, Sin City, The Hills Have Eyes, Kill Bill 1 & 2, Weisser Oleander, Helter Skelter, From Dusk Til Dawn, Butterfly Effect, Donnie Darko, Dawn Of the Dead,...

Books:

Discworld, Discworld,... äh.. Discworld (Pratchett), POE, Douglas Adams, Strieber, Anne Rice, Weisser Oleander (Fitch), Bukowski, The World Of The Dark Crystal (Froud), Kafka, Das Parfum (Süskind), Ich Hab Die Unschuld Kotzen Sehen (Bernemann), The Art Of Rozz Williams (Nico), Long Hard Road Out Of Hell (Manson),...