Why does the past always seem safer?
Maybe because at least we know me made it.
- Chris Rice
Drove up to Hillside Manor sometime after two a.m. and talked a little while about the year. I guess the winter makes you laugh a little slower, makes you talk a little lower about the things you could not show her and it's been a long December and there's reason to believe maybe this year will be better than the last. - Counting Crows
blerb: my favorite things in life are inspiration & true love. like the kind jesus had. i like sharing sundaes and listening to the lyrics. i like to party, but not too hard. my best friend & boyfriend is brandon thomas mabry. and he's good at being both, separately, and at the same time. if you can understand that. i love him with all my life. my nephews are two of the only things in my life that bring me true joy. not that they're things, but i needed to make it clear that they are the best out of everything. sometimes i do that. i explain stupid stuff just to make sure you get it. i'm a real nerd sometimes. okay, always. i'm awkward. i slouch. i hate sitting in front of the tv too long. i love taking pictures, but it's not as fun without photography class. i miss my other best friend, brittney caristinos to death. she's in france for a year because she's cool like that. i'm in college & i'm young, but i like it that way. high school was the worst years of my life. i'm starting to feel alive again. i don't like most boys because they're forgetful & that makes me think they don't care. i hate kissing before i brush my teeth in the morning. i love singing - really, really loud. i love acting inappropriately. i'm very critical & stubborn. but that's ok because i'm way more hxc than you. psffh.hxc :> sex.
