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About Me

i really wish i could say this was a simple thing to talk about. a simple thing to answer. tell people about me. well, i could just explain what i like to do like everyone else on this website. i could just a random word like everyone else. i could just leave it blank. but you know, whats the fun in that? i spend every day thinking im going to live my life for the moment. but ive never really done any of the things i want to do. i want to pick up and leave. for a week, a month, however long i want. travel the country with no plans but to keep going. i want to parasail, sky dive, wind surf, rock climb, travel the world. see everything there is to see. so to tell you about me is very difficult. once ive experienced life, maybe then ill know who i am. then ill be able to tell you. besides, im only 18. am i really going to stay the same for the rest of my life?

My Interests

I'd like to meet:

im happy and content with the people in my life. i love my friends my family and my boyfriend. i would however like to meet people who enjoy living life to the fullest and those who are not afraid to show who they really are. remember people will love you for who you are. and if they dont, fuck them and cherish those who do.

My Blog

and yet again..........y cant i just get rid of this?!?!?!?!?!??!?!?!?!

yet another day with the ex.............and again, he pisses me offwe were talking about my family and why they didnt like him..........he thinks its because they were jealous of the animals liking hi...
Posted by on Tue, 20 May 2008 14:14:00 GMT

if i dont get this out...... i think ill go crazy!

i cant believe how amazingly horrible i just saw everything. this is not a poem.... its not anything interesting. im just ranting. i dont even know anymore what kept us together so long. we're thr...
Posted by on Mon, 19 May 2008 14:21:00 GMT

Love

wat is love?  why is it so hard?  why cant i understand it?  why cant i have it?  why do i need it so?  why is this so confusing?  why does it hurt so much?  they sa...
Posted by on Sun, 12 Mar 2006 23:28:00 GMT

the confusing and frightening thought haunting me

Feeling Indescribable I've gotten so lost in a world i don't understand yet you've found me and the world makes sense at last i am helpless and caged inside a prison of lies the thought of you sets me...
Posted by on Sat, 03 Dec 2005 18:30:00 GMT

i dunno the damn subject!

Life Without the F time is passing by our masks are slipping off cant control the face we've tried so hard to hide cant control the unraveling time thats past cant understand the truth in the mirror c...
Posted by on Sat, 03 Dec 2005 18:22:00 GMT

this is for a stranger who knows who he is

c, this guy told me that a song reminds him of me.  the truth is, theres alot of songs that remind me of him.  i cant remember alot of them, or really ne of them.  this is just the begi...
Posted by on Mon, 22 Aug 2005 19:39:00 GMT

two new poems

give me time in which to show my perfection perfection, over-rated and underappreciated but perfection is defined with truth so my perfection is already false for no one person could be perfect in...
Posted by on Thu, 24 Mar 2005 12:46:00 GMT

another poem!! :)

A Light in the Dark perfect eyes of green two emeralds in the dark the darkness of this life this life of unrelenting hatred hatred which drives our minds minds preoccupied with greed so s...
Posted by on Thu, 10 Mar 2005 12:54:00 GMT

a new poem:)

1,000 Photographs Black and White lies we hear them in this photograph we see them among the smiling masks masks that hide them from the world a world of exclusion exclusion of themselves, thi...
Posted by on Thu, 10 Mar 2005 12:31:00 GMT