Unforgettable Love...

++ REAL TALK ++
As we grow up we learn that the one person who isn't supposed to let you down probably will & the one person that you never thought would be there for you is. Your gonna have fights with your friends your gonna lose some of them, you may even fall in love with one of them, you will eventually lose some one you love and love some one you never thought you'd find. People are gonna hate you, love you, love to hate you, and hate to love you, but the one's who mean the most to you and the ones that you mean the most to will be there in the end, & maybe we don't know what we have until we've lost it, but maybe it's because we don't know what were missing until we find it. You just have to live life not caring & shake the drama off, just to prove that you're better than people think you are.
++ ONE TREE HiLL ++
++ MY DEF. OF LOVE ++

...is when a certain person enters anothers life, they don't have to be a couple or have to know eachother for a long time but something about the two is special and isn't shared with anybody else. The way the two look @ eachother is really beautiful and meaningful; the way they smile and laugh @ eachother means more than you'll know. There's always going to be that certain someone that can make you smile like no one has ever done before and that someone is the person you should never let go...the feelings the two have for eachother is unexplainable but whenever you're around that person or think about that person you get this feeling like the very first day yall met with the same butterflies in your stomach. The two can argue so much about the smallest things in the world and thats a phase love makes you go through cuz withought the arguing there will be no make-ups and withought the make-ups you wouldn't know the feelings you get from making up with your man/woman, but i'll tell you its a very good feeling just knowing that you have somebody that will be there for you through yall ups & downs. Alot of people may say being in love is bad and that it hurts but thats not true because when u fell in love it didn't hurt and even though a lot of people get hurt, you wouldn't know what love was really like since the beginning was so different, and when you hurt thats what makes you realize what or how you really felt about that person; but it can also feel so good that you can feel like you can fly and be all that you can be, but to be honest, love is what you make it. Love is nothing to be played with cause you may lead someone on and not know it & that will make a person go crazy and thats something you don't want. Although a lot of people are scared to fall in love because they're not ready or they think that they'll get hurt; love is actually a beautiful thing to experience. All I'm saying is when you fall in love with someone special you're going to have to take chances & make sacrifices for one another and be there for eachother or love will fail. Just hope you fall in love with the right person for you.

...ERiCKA TOPACiO...

DEDiCATED 2 the 1 & ONLY: Celean Belgica…

Look I know I didn’t really talk to you while I was in California but before that time we was the best of friends but I didn’t look at you like my friend, you were more like a sister/cousin to me. You’ve done so much for me and I thank you for that, but you’ve also returned the favor in ways I can’t explain. Throughout the 5 years I’ve known you you’ve constantly been there for me through thick & thin, when I had my ups & downs and when I was lost & couldn’t find myself and I LOVE YOU for that. You are one of the people I look up to. We have shared & made memories that we will never forget. Like the time ME, YOU & KiM (PHUNG) were crying in your room all cause of GiNA but you know we still got along with each other and even though now some of us have separated we still keep in touch and know that we will still be there for each other NO MATTER WHAT! Also the time ME, YOU, MARY & GiNA were crying cause the O.G’s were lecturing us! That was sad as hell. Anyways what I’m trying to say is I got a lot of LOVE for you even though I may not show it. I know that we had our bad times but it was worth it cause look at us now we still “COUSINS/SISTERS/FRIENDS/GIRLS”. Whatever you want to call it ha-ha… and now that I have introduced YOU to your 1 & ONLY LOVE - RON I hope the best comes out and for your wishes to come true. I know your going through rough times right now but give it time and everything will be better. I look forward to see you again later on in life since your time in the U.S. is up. CELEAN BE GOOD & FUCK THE HATERS CAUSE YOU KNOW YOU’LL ALWAYS HAVE ME…stay out of dilemma when you get there & be safe I expect to see you next summer…always remember the good times we had and all the memories we shared. I WANT YOU TO BE HAPPY & don’t worry about me I’m going to be all right I’ll hang in there. Just keep in touch! I WiLL ALWAYS ♥LOVE♥ YOU!
always, forever & a day
♥ERiCKA