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Clay

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About Me

THere is alot to me. Anything you want to know ask. What I will say, I am a father. My kids are my world. Everything I do is a reflection of them. Because all I do effects them. I am in a relationship with a woman who keeps me guessing and is mysterious. Who treats me so wonderful. I feel like I am the most special person. I am an open person and I hope to one day find someone who I can spend the rest of my life with. Until I do I am happy with everything I have and don't have. Love is something that I feel rules the inner workings of our mind even though it is pride that drives us. But of course there are excetions to every rule. I drink way too much Mtn Dew. I love sitting back and looking at the on goings of the world around me and my place in that world. Watching the actions of others is the first step to understanding them. I like to believe that the woman that will hold my love by her imperfections and for who she is not for who I think she is, will forever have me in their rapture. I miss Oregon. Hopefully I will be seeing Portland again very soon.
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For you,

The sun broke through the window this morning.Lighting your face.You opened your eyes and took me without warning.Your smile captured a part of my soul long dead.warming me slowly.And all thought and ...
Posted by on Sun, 21 Jun 2009 20:39:00 GMT

Dying in the sight of beauty.

The heavy hearted sway their heads to and fro. The light shades their eyes. And they see the ground better than anyone else.  The gifted hold their eyes to the sky. As they watch the sun and stars dan...
Posted by on Sat, 23 May 2009 00:08:00 GMT

walk with me.

Where does my heart want to take me. where will it lead. what is it that i am meant to see. for so long i have wandered this empty street. feeling the sun on my back. guided blindly by my feet. ...
Posted by on Sat, 18 Oct 2008 23:31:00 GMT

Slowly Fell Open. 100 things that made me think.

YOu were lonly and looking down on me. Laid out and strung out beneath the star,   all we is all so far. falling back to me     shadow side so amplified coming back so disatisfied. &nbs...
Posted by on Tue, 09 Sep 2008 04:29:00 GMT

The beauty of love.

Today was a great day. I woke up with my kids and we had great morning. We had ice cream cones and went for a walk while we ate them. It feels so good to be happy again and to have let go of things I ...
Posted by on Sun, 20 Jul 2008 01:41:00 GMT

Bleeding sunlight and pissing a rainbow,

Everyday comes with it new found pain and joy.  Mostly joy lately. It has been a cool week. I am loving my new job and my friends are fuckin cool. Stupid bastards cigs are for smoking not eating....
Posted by on Sun, 13 Jul 2008 17:11:00 GMT

Prevail

Love will prevail for me. I will not let this or anyone ruin me. I will have more for the next one I love. I will not let my anger take over or take away from what I am capable of.  IF someone is...
Posted by on Fri, 04 Jul 2008 16:26:00 GMT

My own war.

The struggles of war are intense.  But it is needed. And I am curious to see how the outcome will be. Will there be resolution?  Will it come to a draw? Will one side forfeit and retreat to ...
Posted by on Wed, 02 Jul 2008 15:34:00 GMT

Anger is bliss and love is the strength.

Engulfed by pain that brings with it rage. Unleashed the beast that has been locked away in its cage. Go your own way and parade yourself for all to see. Fill your ego where the music plays dance till...
Posted by on Wed, 02 Jul 2008 00:49:00 GMT

Joey and Delilah part 2.

And the story dies. The vault is there with many cracks allowing light to pour in. And Joey's face was forgotten. Or shunned. So he leaves the vault one last time. Not trying to look back knowing...
Posted by on Mon, 30 Jun 2008 08:41:00 GMT