*I'm not as sweet as I've led you...
I’m not as complicated as this thing will probably end up looking. I’ll just keep adding to it. I will only complicate you. I listen to a lot of music. Most of my conversations revolve around music, and I’m pretty sure this thing will too. I love soft songs that I can put on repeat for hours and fall asleep to. I fall asleep to HIM music every Wednesday, though. I don't get much sleep because of dreams. I use to think coma therapy was real. I’m not good at talking, but that doesn’t mean I don’t have something to say. I change my appearance. I go to shows quite often, and I usually make myself known there whether that means knocking a few people around, singing extremely loud, or just grabbing a drumstick or a setlist or two. I’m no good around celebrities though--I shake; I lock up; I shutdown; I say really stupid things. I really do think I’m the patron saint of heartache, but that doesn’t mean I won’t try to love. I will not fall in love. I think about things a lot and sometimes it gets to me. I have a very sick mind, but it makes for good art. I like to sing in my bedroom with the door closed. I’ve dreamed about killing my closest friends in very graphic ways, but everyone knows I’m not capable of murder. I’m just a little crazy. I play guitar…not as much as I use to, but that doesn’t mean I’m no good. I don’t have the highest self-esteem, but I do consider myself to be dreadfully vain.I take a lot of pictures. Since I hate talking on the phone, I’d rather you text me or just talk to me online. And trust me, it’s not you. I think the word “beautiful†is overused, and doesn’t mean as much as it use to. They’ve learned the secret. If you don’t know who Strata is, I strongly suggest that you educate yourself. If you do know who Strata is, I’ve been to Wal-Mart with Eric Victorino. I’ve been in a lot of pageants, and I have mixed feelings about that. I like to drive with the music loud and the windows down. I was a very spoiled child, and it ruined me. I don’t mind being alone, but not forever. I warn people not to fall for me, but they do anyway. The Deftones put on one hell of a live show. The only time I’ve flown on an airplane was to see HIM.Some people think I’m a big deal, but I’m really not. I play into it sometimes, though. I’m not one for arguments, grudges, or anger in general, and I’m pretty good at avoiding all three, but it does take quite the bit of manipulation. I laugh at black jokes. I have problems sleeping.So far, I have two vampire friends and one who is a werewolf. I'm working on finding the others. Unfortunately, I'm still human for now.I love fast food. I am so xLOVECOREx. I talk in action stars even when I'm not online. I make a lot of random faces and most of the time I don't know I'm making them. I engage in pirate noises every now an' again.
I am not apart of any scene, but I like to dip into just about everything. My mother thinks I'm too pretty for the piercings that I have. Taco Bell, by the way of those cheesy fiesta potatoes, is somewhat of an obsession. I've found that crunchwraps are still totally edible when extremely cold. People should pay more attention to the sky. I've gotten flowers twice..both times, they were roses.
I dig the hell out of Photoshop and Illustrator. It's time consuming and if I disappear for more time than a standard blink, that's where you can find me. No one ever seems to notice when I cry. I'm not sure if that's a good thing or a bad thing just yet. I've known someone without a heart, and it was the most tragic thing I've ever encountered. I've learned that you cannot force love because love is selfish, and I think that is a good thing. Eric Victorino leaving Strata made me really sad. Calling me sexy or hot or whatever...well, it won't get you far--unless you're my boyfriend (and yes, I do have one of those). Tater tots own french fries. I have really bad movie memory, but I'm working on that. Apparently, I'm adorable. My butt crack is pretty much always visible. Smiling more in pictures makes more sense now. I hope I am around for the end of the world. I have a love hate relationship with surprises. Yes, you should listen to Anberlin. Bandanas are neato, and I wear the hell out of them. Every now and again, I binge on Rap, R&B, Pop..things I don't usually listen to. It's a refreshing change. People do crazy things for love. Did I mention, eBay IS love? Free Starbucks for the rest of my life would definitely be one hell of a perk. Design is kinda my anti-drug (myspace.com/valodesign), and I love learning new techniques and trying new things with that. Roses are pretty when they are dead.
I am the voice you'll never hear.
I am the one.
I am the promise
And the threat.
cantas para mi:
Coma Therapy, Strata
Be Quiet and Drive (Acoustic), Deftones
Forever Yours, Nightwish
You Eclipsed By Me, Atreyu
Ever (Foreign Flag), Team Sleep
Love is Life, Strata
We Always Rewind the Best Part, This Day & Age
Obscured, The Smashing Pumpkins
Close Your Eyes to See, Circa Survive
Paralytic, Dead Poetic
In Soma., Downside
Over, Evans Blue
Wait for Me, Flaw
Autumn’s Monologue, From Autumn to Ashes
Who Do You Hurt Now? ,Icon & the Black Roses
Morningstar, AFI
Crestfallen,The Smashing Pumpkins
Beckoned, Coal Chamber
Hemorrhage, Fuel
Shadows in Red, Sevendust
Quote, Evans Blue
Decembers, Hawthorne Heights
Roadside, Rise Against
Short Stories With Tragic Endings, From Autumn to Ashes
9 Crimes, Damien Rice
Great Golden Baby, Circa Survive
Horns and Tails, Poison the Well
The Story, 30 Seconds to Mars
Around the Fur, Deftones
Daffodil Lament, The Cranberries
Bury Me Deep Inside Your Heart, HIM
Rest in Pieces, Saliva
More of a Climb. Less of a Walk., This Day & Age
Pin-Up, Evans Blue
The Love Letter, Blaqk Audio
Lithium, Evanescence
The Priest and the Matador, Senses Fail
Glow Worm, Sonny Moore
Like,Taproot
Amsterdam, Anberlin
In Fear & Faith, Circa Survive
*Fin, Anberlin
The Ocean, Mae
All the Same, Sick Puppies
Burned Us Alive, Eighteen Visions
A Day Late,Anberlin
Gardenia, Mandy Moore
Alley Cat, Sherwood
*is dazzled*
