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I am hanging in the balance of the reality of man.

ANGER IS AN ENERGY...no direction home.....

About Me

Never conform
" We sit here stranded, though were all doing our best to deny it"
im 24 and living in brum, well shirley now as i moved out into my own flat in december I guess the most important thing in my life is family and friends
Iv never really been carear driven, always been more worried about beeing happy in life than beeing succesful.
Iv had a bit of an intresting past, and went just abit of the rails when i was younger, think most thats under control these days though
though people reckon i have a slight problem with authority...dont know what they mean ;) i guess my main intrest in life is going out and enjoying myself,
inhebriation, instigation, missinformation and procrastination
i live for the weekends and getting in the pub with my mates. Music also plays an important part in my life
As does football
i want to experiance EVERYTHING in life once!
id rather regret doing something than regrett never trying it
I drink to much
i smoke to much
im the worse role model you could hope for.
i believe respect should be earned by ones actions not given due to ones postition
I enjoy walking in storms
i hate english food
i take to many pictures
life sould be based on a posative not anegative
taking risks makes me feel alive
i answer only to those i care for
i always back the underdog
irish accents on women drive me crazy! :)
im also a very good cook but keep it quiet
i like surrealist humour
i never give up on a friend
iv always enjoyed beeing differant and love individuality
alcohol makes my clothes disappear
i fear beeing alone
i cant dance, though always think i can
Ii AM the one and only
i like to walk it helps me think
i can see good in most people
i find it hard to express how i feel about most things
i HATE talking on the phone
i am in the mavis crew!
i sometimes hide my true feelings from even my closest friends
i got my mid set on you
I hate most modern music
id rather die young than alone
i hate loseing friends
im terminally nostalgic for days gone by
i like to write
Tonight,im a rock'n'roll star
i hate how sex complicats life
i despise racism, homophobia and hypocracy
im secretly a big romantic puff
my eyesight is really shit
i never realise my potential till its to late
i like women with big eyes and coloured hair
i love the smell of petrol
i am the eggman gugugajoop
i like to study philosophy and psycology in my spare time
i believe one man can always make a differance
i punch walls in temper
i can never sleep
iv took about every conceivable drug at some point
i'm self destructive
i cant get no satisfaction
i get attached to easy
i cant hold grudges
i shouldnt be allowed near phones and computers when drunk...
i make stupid jokes when uncomfortable
i miss glastonbury
i want to travel
i want what i cant have
i leave to many things in life unsaid
iv finally figured out who i am
i kinda like me
im very opinionated [some peopel say to much so] and driven by my morals and beliefs and always try never to judge people. i'm pretty liberal, and outspoken when my views are challenged. Spend most my spare time putting the world to right and planning the downfall of sociaty. and aparently my heart rules my head [not always a good thing] Peoples opinions of me dont bother me, only them of my close friends and family. Oh and i hate talking about myself so .......... You better stop dreaming of the quiet life, its the one you'l never know ....
bob dylan
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My Interests


Well i love football, im a villa fan for the record [god help me].also love cricket and go down edgebaston whenever i get the chance...in fact im into most sports
i play guitar in my spare time
love photography
like to go the pub with my mates. either that or im sitting around listening to music or reading. i'm very politically minded and i guess you could call me a socialist and an activist at heart

I'd like to meet:

Anyone with there own opinions in life, someone who can stand up for what they belive in, someone that dont just settle for conforming to the masses. a chancer in a world of restraint,anyone who can challenge my perceptions of life and the universe over a pint....
"yesterday dont matter if its gone".. width="425" height="350" .... width="425" height="350" .... width="425" height="350" ..MySpace Ticker Get your own games at myspacegames

Music:


Well i get labled an olf fashioned punk. But really im into many differant genre's. first record i bought was true faith by new order
i got into indie at about the age of 11, liked oasis and the usual stuff...my taste got more into 60's stuff through my teens,
The kinks
The who
Rolling stones
Beatles,etc etc...
Then slowley into punk. These days i love anything from:
The clash
sex pistols
Stiff Little Fingers
the adverts
The stooges
vibrators
dead kenndys
Undertones
sham69
The damned
Joy division
PIL
New order
right through to
Elton john
Depeche mode
black sabbeth
David bowie
de la soul
tracy chapmen
Eddie cochran
Chuck berry
simon and garfunkle
The pogues
massive attack
Razorlight
the verve
SOAD
Billy bragg
kt tunstall
Rammstien
The cure
gary numan
Bob marley
lynard skynard
Ian dury
Stone roses
hendrix
The cranberries
the kooks
Rage against the machine
Beautiful south
Nina simone
otis reading
al green
Pj harvey
Kate bush....
And not forgetting abt of ska....
The beat
Desmond dekker
specials
madness
The selector
fun boy three
skatalites etc have always had a minor obsession with bob dylan

FAV ALBUMS Blonde on blonde - dylan
london calling - clash
definatly maybe - oasis
Pink flag - wire
nevermind the bollocks - pistols
white ladder - David grey
Brothers in arms - dire straights
Revolver - beatles
Highway 61 revisited - dylan
the doors - the doors
Off the wall - jackson
the clash - The clash

FAV SINGLES
Rudi cant fail - clash
New england - billy bragg
Fields of gold - sting
here comes the sun - beatles
She's something else - eddie cochran
Search and destroy - stooges
Tangled up in blue - dylan
Keep on running - spencer davis group
she sells sanctuary -The cult
Only when i lose myself - depeche mode
cigaretts and alcohol -oasis
she's lost control - joy division
true faith - new order
rainy night in soho - the pogues
stand by me - ben E king
streets of philipelthia - springsteen
rebel rebel - bowie
No feeling - sex pistols
simple twist of fate - dylan
Inflammable material - stiff little fingers

Movies:

anything from taxi driver ,kellys heroes,shawshank redemption,trainspotting, qudraphenia, resivour dogs,battle royale, clockwork orange,though i like a nice comedy...oh and life of brain gets a mention to hehe...oh labyrinth and dark crystal!!!!

Television:

dont watch that much telly these days but if i do its usually a comedy like blackadder, red dwarf , fururama,mighty boosh,young ones, peep show, mash,etc etc, or a quiz show like Qi, and the odd documentry

Books:

hmm george orwell, stephen king, william golding, hunter s tompson, dougluas adams. i dont really read as much as i shoudl these days (may have a copy of the anarchist cookbook lying abot too hehe]

Heroes:

i dont really have heroes, theres people i respect but i dont believe in hero worship, noone is perfect. anyone willing to try and make a differance, anyone prepeared to risk everything they have on taking a chance, people who put other's first... what i cant tolerate is closed minded people, racist bigots, or people so driven by money they forget whats important in life....material possessions mean nothing in the long run
"In the End, we will remember not the words of our enemies, but the silence of our friends."
~ Martin Luther King Jr. ~
Courage is not the lack of fear. It is acting in spite of it.
--Mark Twain
Time you enjoy wasting, was not wasted. ~John Lennon
"Our greatest glory is not in never failing, but in rising every time we fail."
~ Confucius ~
"The ultimate measure of a man is not where he stands in moments of comfort and convenience, but where he stands in times of challenge and controversy."
~ Martin Luther King, Jr. ~
"when you aint got nothing, you got nothign to lose" -- bob dylan
"evil can only prevail, when good men do nothing"
"The great man is he that does not lose his child's heart."
~ Menicus ~
"It is never too late to be what we might have been."
~ George Eliot ~
"Life is what happens, while you are busy making plans."
~ John Lennon ~
"The hardest thing in life, is letting go of what you thought was real."
"Courage is resistance to fear, mastery of fear - not absence of fear."
Mark Twain
"The only true wisdom is in knowing you know nothing."
Socrates
"i'v met the man on the street, and he's a cunt"
sid vicious
release from the heart, to salvage the mind
'arry
If you judge people, you have no time to love them.
Mother Teresa

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personality

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Posted by I am hanging in the balance of the reality of man. on Thu, 07 Sep 2006 08:09:00 PST

quiz things (crap really)

Your Five Factor Personality Profile Extroversion: You have high extroversion. You are outgoing and engaging, with both strangers and friends. You truly enjoy being with people and bring energ...
Posted by I am hanging in the balance of the reality of man. on Thu, 27 Jul 2006 01:50:00 PST

7th july...a year on..

its now been a year since the london bombings and i thought isd have a look back at my LJ entry from last year to read what i put, thoguth id stick it in here too...this was written about 4 hours afte...
Posted by I am hanging in the balance of the reality of man. on Fri, 07 Jul 2006 02:26:00 PST

grrrrr

AGGGGGGHHHHHHHHHHHH   that is all :)
Posted by I am hanging in the balance of the reality of man. on Wed, 05 Jul 2006 03:15:00 PST

johnny thuinders

SHABBA It doesn't pay to try,All the smart boys know why,It doesn't mean I didn't try,I just never know why.Feel so cold and all alone,Cause baby, you're not at home.And when I'm homeBig deal, I'm sti...
Posted by I am hanging in the balance of the reality of man. on Tue, 13 Jun 2006 04:20:00 PST

everyday i look at the world from my window...

cant be arsed to keep a blog no more sorry guys.....
Posted by I am hanging in the balance of the reality of man. on Fri, 02 Jun 2006 10:11:00 PST

brian haw

Brian Haw, the Parliament Square peace protestor, is close to clocking up 5 years on his one-man 24-hour vigil against government policy on Iraq. He has been protesting against the sanctions and ...
Posted by I am hanging in the balance of the reality of man. on Sat, 27 May 2006 03:32:00 PST

no sex, no drugs, no wine, no women, no sin, no fun, no you, no wonder its dark...

well i survived my birthday weekend. Firstly thanks to eevryone who came, i had a greta night from what i rmeebr and you guys were the ones that made it so.i must have started drinking around 3, and h...
Posted by I am hanging in the balance of the reality of man. on Wed, 17 May 2006 09:15:00 PST

CONTACT YOUR LOCAL BNP

well it seems due to the continued failings of the labour goverment to manage a single week without fucking something up or leaving themselves open to right wing critisism, people have decided to prot...
Posted by I am hanging in the balance of the reality of man. on Wed, 10 May 2006 05:11:00 PST

it went all third riech again

well this weekend was abit mental to say the least! on friday night i met H and her mates up town and went to hannah's party, had a right laugh and thankfully i knew most the people there, and the one...
Posted by I am hanging in the balance of the reality of man. on Tue, 09 May 2006 09:05:00 PST