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Alabaster Queen

I like the idea of a dark road, for I know that darkness is like a magnet... to madness.

About Me

I'm 18. I want to be a writer/actress/painter/musician/historian. I have no niche, no hobby or passion that makes my life worth living. But I am always searching for that something. It's really frustrating.--- By the way, my sister still rocks, but I didn't like having so much text in my "About Me" section. Thus the removal of my Sugadee worship.--- By the way. I will never, ever accept a friend request from a musician or band. It really pisses me off to get them to be honest. The answer will always be no. No, I don't want your shit band leeching off of my profile for exposure. I don't know why you'd want me on your friend's list anyway, I don't really have many myspace friends. So NO. Got it? GOOD. NO, NO, NO. I've probably gotten five band requests today. I'm sick of it. The answer is NO. Nein. --- .. width="425" height="350" ..
I created my own profile using nUCLEArcENTURy.COM and you should too!------------I would also like to call attention to a site which is loyally and finely maintained by an Anthroposophist named Daniel Hindes, Defending Rudolf Steiner. http://www.defendingsteiner.com/index.phpThe website is organized, logical, and informative. I highly recommend it for anyone who needs brushing up on the true facts concering Rudolf Steiner and Anthroposophy.

My Interests

I like writing, acting, reading, art, travel, spirituality, cookbooks, fashion, sleeping, watching films, et cetera. ---- I have a huge interest in spiritualism and am a student of Anthroposophy. I tend to like the darker, weirder things in life. -----

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You Have a Melancholic Temperament
Introspective and reflective, you think about everything and anything.
You are a soft-hearted daydreamer. You long for your ideal life.
You love silence and solitude. Everyday life is usually too chaotic for you.

Given enough time alone, it's easy for you to find inner peace.
You tend to be spiritual, having found your own meaning of life.
Wise and patient, you can help people through difficult times.

At your worst, you brood and sulk. Your negative thoughts can trap you.
You are reserved and withdrawn. This makes it hard to connect to others.
You tend to over think small things, making decisions difficult. What Temperment Are You?

I'd like to meet:

My soul mate, Stephen King, Athenais de Montespan, Rudolf Steiner, Ellen Gilchrist.. width="425" height="350" ..

Music:

LAM, Queen, Bauhaus, Depeche Mode, Flogging Molly, Wolfsheim, System of a Down, Moody Blues, Violent Femmes, Cat Stevens, Dave Matthews Band, a lot of retarded rap, techno, Wagner! I also really like Outkast.

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You Are Most Like Charlotte!
You are the ultimate romantic idealist
You've been hurt before, but that hasn't caused you to give up on love.
If anything, your resolve to fall in love is stronger than ever.
And it's this feminine optimism that men find most appealing about you.

Romantic prediction: That guy you are seeing (or crushing on)?

Could be very serious - if you play your cards right! Which Sex and the City Vixen Are You?

Movies:

Last of the Mohicans, Interview with the Vampire, La Reine Margot, Run Lola Run, Der Untergang, Freeway, Freeway 2, Beyond the Valley of the Dolls, Faster Pussycat Kill Kill, Sirens, B. Monkey, Suspiria, Ginger Snaps, Gia, The Crow, Impromptu, Twin Peaks, Blue Velvet, Labyrinth, Spirited Away, In the Company of Wolves, Vampire Circus, Schindler's List, LOTS LOTS MORE

Television:

Most of the good shows that tasteless morons killed: Forever Knight, Dark Shadows, Lexx, Mystery Science Theatre 3000. Twin Peaks.Then the animated ones: Family Guy, Aqua Teen Hunger Force, South Park
You Will Die at Age 67
You're pretty average when it comes to how you live...
And how you'll die as well. What Age Will You Die?

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Books:

Memoirs of a Geisha, Alice in Wonderland and Through the Looking Glass, Interview with the Vampire, Athenais, Grimm's Fairy Tales, Brian Froud's stuff, A Brief History of Everything, books of art like John William Waterhouse and Salvador Dali, Leaves of Grass, Coin Locker Babies, Lest Darkness Fall, To Kill a Mockingbird, The Sorrows of Young Werther, ghost stories

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Heroes:

George Sand, Asia Argento, Abe Lincoln, Walt Whitman, Rudolf Steiner. ---- My father, Phillip, who passed away at the age of 54 on July 14, 2006. The finest man I'll ever know. My father, my teacher, and my friend.------------
Your Vampire Name Is...
Princess of the Underworld What's Your Vampire Name?
What Your Soul Really Looks Like
You are very passionate and quite temperamental. While you can be moody, you always crave comfort.
You are a grounded person, but you also leave room for imagination and dreams. You feet may be on the ground, but you're head is in the clouds.
You believe that people see you for how you are, not how you look. But deep down, you know that's not exactly true.
Your near future is still unknown, and a little scary. You'll get through wild times - and you'll textually enjoy it.
For you, love is all about caring and comfort. You couldn't fall in love with someone you didn't trust. Inside the Room of Your Soul
Butter Fingers
People Iced: Six
Car Bombs Planted: Five
Favorite Weapon Rusty Chain
Arms Broken: Nine
Eyes Gouged: Ten
Tongues Cut Off: Seven
Biggest Enemy: Cheese Dirk
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Your Seduction Style: The Coquette
You are a pro at playing the age old game of hard to get.
Your flirting style runs hot and cold, giving just enough to keep them chasing you.
Independent and self-sufficient, you don't need any one person to make you compelte.
And that independence is exactly what makes people pursue you. What Is Your Seduction Style?
You are Maryiln Monroe
A classic tortured beauty
You're the dream girl of many men
Yet they never seem to treat you right What Famous Pinup Are You?
How to make a LogosX87
Ingredients:
3 parts competetiveness
3 parts humour
3 parts empathy
Method:
Stir together in a glass tumbler with a salted rim. Top it off with a sprinkle of sadness and enjoy!
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My Blog

Childhood

I don't know if many people would consider this healthy, but movies really molded my childhood. It is both exciting and sad to watch films like "Indiana Jones" or "Neverending Story" because they...
Posted by Alabaster Queen on Thu, 09 Nov 2006 02:10:00 PST

Blast from the Past

I talked to my teacher after class for a few minutes. I looked over and a guy I used to go to school with, who I once asked out, was standing at the door looking through the window at me. During ...
Posted by Alabaster Queen on Wed, 08 Nov 2006 11:37:00 PST

How The Tables Do Turn...

I would hate to come off sounding bitter and mean. The last thing I want is for people to think I'm arrogant because honestly, I spend most of my time feeling inadequate and awkward compared to other ...
Posted by Alabaster Queen on Wed, 08 Nov 2006 08:13:00 PST

Alabaster Queen Says...

Bill Maher is officially a tasteless asshole. I was willing to overlook the plastic boobies constantly in his face, one of the man's many hypocrisies. He loves to complain about women and their bullsh...
Posted by Alabaster Queen on Tue, 31 Oct 2006 07:21:00 PST

Perversity

Sugadee is going to cover this subject much deeply than I will here, but she sparked a passion in me and I must express it. Men everywhere worry about the time when their daughters will start dating. ...
Posted by Alabaster Queen on Mon, 30 Oct 2006 11:35:00 PST

No Offense

But it's pretty annoying when people post bulletins about new pics of themselves. I had a guy on my friend's list who did that and he had maybe three dozen pics of himself making smirky little faces f...
Posted by Alabaster Queen on Mon, 30 Oct 2006 11:08:00 PST

South Park

Apparently South Park has decided to spoof the death of Steve Irwin, something which I find not only pathetic, but highly insensitive and spineless. Pathetic because they have can't even produce somet...
Posted by Alabaster Queen on Sun, 29 Oct 2006 08:22:00 PST

Poetry Presentation

I was inarguably the most visibly nervous person up there. My face turned red and my fucking chin starting wobbling while I presented. However, my voice didn't break and I managed to look up at people...
Posted by Alabaster Queen on Wed, 25 Oct 2006 11:20:00 PST

Top Ten Things That Piss You Off

1. People who don't take their right of way. When they don't, they just confuse the other drivers. 2. People who aren't very attractive or talented, but who try to categorize themselves as the "smart"...
Posted by Alabaster Queen on Sun, 22 Oct 2006 08:17:00 PST

Baise

I am listening to the rain. I am bored and I am dissatisfied. I am full of dissatisfaction. My heart and my ego want, want, want. They dislike the company of contemporaries. They long for emulation a...
Posted by Alabaster Queen on Fri, 20 Oct 2006 05:12:00 PST